Hello everyone. I am Jason and I am 19. Here I am gonna tell you people how I got into the cuckold thing about my mother. I will try to be as brief as possible. So, let’s get to it-
My mom has always been a bit more beautiful both in face and physically then most of the women of her age. Being the son of such a attractive lady is not that easy. During my high school days I used to hear a lot of things about her from the guys back there. They sometimes back talked and sometimes mock me. I have always been a bit introvert type so they used those words pretty easily. Sometimes they would say sexual things too. Talk about “Davis’s mom is so hot” type of stuff. I always feel utterly disgusted about all these.
My mom is 37 now. She had me when she was 18. My mom and dad got divorced about an year ago. After that I got to stay with my mom and her life with me as a single mom started. She works at a fashion designing store as a sales-woman. After the divorced she took a little break and started dating a few people and tried to get into a relationship. But things didn’t work out well. So she gave up seeking for relationships and started doing one-night-stands. It was like this- she usually went to the bar at weekends after a long hard week to relax a bit and meet random strangers and bring them home. I didn’t realize it for quite some time.
One night I woke up in thirst at 2am in the morning and went to the hall to get some water when I heard some noise coming from my mom’s bedroom. I got curious that what could be the noises so late at night. Besides I was also confused since I just woke up and couldn’t get my head clear. I started walking slowly towards her room. The closer I was getting, more clear the sounds were heard. I stopped at the door of her bedroom and discovered it was locked from inside and I could hear clearly. I could hear two voices from inside. At this point I still remember how fast my heart was beating and my adrenaline rush was so intense. This was because one voice I could recognize of my mother’s but the other one was a guy I didn’t know at all. It didn’t take me much to realize what was happening inside. I wanted to run away as fast as I could but my legs felt like as if they were made of stone. I completely forgot about thirst of water at that time. All I was thinking was who it could be with my beautiful sweet mother inside our own home! I suddenly realized that I was getting a real hard one down my pants. You could clearly relate those few times when you get so hard and blood rushing towards the organ so fast that it itself beats up and down in a rhythm like a heartbeat. That was happening with me. I was standstill. I don’t know why I put my hand inside my pants but soon as my fingers touched my penis, I ejaculated and blew a huge load off. It was one of the best and memorable orgasm I ever had. Suddenly I was a bit ashamed of what I have done and ran towards my room and locked the door from inside.
I cleaned myself up and sat on my bed. I couldn’t wait till morning so I could see who that was with my mother. I could still hear very few almost vanishing distant sounds of them having sex. Everything went quiet after a while. It was almost 7 am when I heard the front door opening. The front door was a bit cranky so opening it made some noise. Luckily I could see the front of our house including the door from my room’s window. I rushed to my window curiously. I could see a guy about 25/30 of age opening the door and putting one step outside. My mom was behind him at the doorstep. I was very shocked to see that as he was about to walk forward, my mom pulled him from behind with a laugh and he put his arms around my mom’s hip hugging her. Then he bend my mom over a bit backwards and have her a deep french kiss and said good bye. I was hard again. I quickly went to my bed and took my load off.
After that I though all day about it. It felt so good just thinking about him having sex with my mom. As days went by I realize my mom was doing this every weekend. So it became a routine for me to listen to them and jerk off. Even I also enjoyed the dirty talks guys said about mom at school after that time.
It has been going like this ever since. The guys my mom brought never lasted. It was almost every weekend when she brought in a new guy. Sometimes there was exception that a same guy came over for several weekends. I always wait for the weekend to come so that I can listen to them and have some fun. Even some weekends if I am lucky they come home so drunk that they forget to lock the door. At that time I could easily get a sneak peek from the door.
The most asked question from people I get is – “Have you never talked about it with your mom?” The answer is – I think my mom realizes very well that I know. Because some weekends my mom comes home early with the guy and make him introduced with me as her friend. I take it easily. Even we have dinner together and do a little talk. Then I go to my bed saying goodnight to them and they head towards her bedroom. I get most excitement when the guy also has breakfast with us before leaving. They indirectly talk about how good my mom is in bed while we three are having breakfast. My mom giggles and softly pokes them with her elbow and we all three laugh a bit. It excites me so much.
This has been going ever since. I don’t mind because I realize everyone has needs.
My end goal from is this that someday my mom falls for one of these guys and probably consider dating him on a regular basis again and finally maybe get married since she has been single for so long. Besides I would be happy to have a father figure in the house even if it my step dad. I will do everything to keep them hqppy including all the household works, doing dishes and cooking. I just want my mom and her new husband to be happy and along in each others arms. Maybe as a reward of all my help they will sometimes let me watch and it will be more than enough. Just listening or watching mere sex seems too stereotype, I like to imagine mom’s new husband making passionate love, cuddling, kissing my mom right infront of me and my mom will not seem to care about me. All her love and attention will slowly start focusing towards her new man rather than me, the son(Netorare/NTR thing). I will have tears in my eyes to see this but even if I am totally ignored, I will still keep doing what I need to do. I just want my mom to be happy. Also I get some fun as well. I have been focused into it so deeply that I never thought of getting a girl for me. I can give up that if it takes for my mom to keep her happy forever. This has become a lifestyle for me and I enjoy it.
All I want from you guys to support me in this fully and it would be so nice if you people would explain my psychology behind it. All kinds of opinion both positive and negative are welcome. You can also hit me up for a talk if you want. It would be easier if you have any questions you need answers about this so you can explain better. Hoping to hear from you guys soon. Thanks for reading this long post.
Source: reddit.com/r/eroticliterature/comments/pkeuyd/19m_i_think_i_have_become_a_cuckold_son_and