In 24 hours, I 25[F] finally got the Dom I deserve 28[F]. Also found out I was pansexual, and my boyfriend 24[M] accepted everything and even participated. (Hours 0-8.)

As always, sex starts at the asterisks. Let me say, this really happened. I’m as dumbfounded and in disbelief as you will be, trust me.

So I’ve had a submission kink (probably now upgraded to fetish) for years, with intense shame accompanying it. I’ve also been in denial about at least not being 100% straight for years. There’s this one specific Sports poster I had looked at for years which basically informed me I was at least a little attracted to women.

So yeah, all of this has just been frustrating me, on top of the fact that my boyfriend [24M] was completely vanilla, and **seemingly** (foreshadowing is fun) pretty uninterested in sex. So I just went into advice overload mode. I probably posted hundreds of threads on like 20 alts. Nothing ever really changed my situation or view on things. I tried bringing it up to my BF but my shame overtook me, he didn’t understand at all, and I couldn’t explain further.

Then one random night, I posted another advice thread. I saw 1 comment, nothing interesting really, then they messaged me. I like just talking to randoms and she seemed really nice. Which is why it pissed me off when she was just a Bitcoin scammer. So then I took to r4r. Just needed people to vent to. Wasn’t even looking for dirty talk, I promise!!!

Out of this, I have made 2 friends for life (I hope, they are both amazing people and SO much better than my other “friends”, who I only see like twice a year anyway). The first one compressed probably months of sex therapy into hours. He made me accept my kinks (Submission, DP) and know they were not even that extreme. Not only that, he made me accept ALL fetishes, up to and including blood drinking (go get that blood bag, you vampires) and human branding (hey, it’s literally just tattooing basically).

The other one did roughly the same thing, but in a different direction. She just happened to be a Dom. I think you can see where this leads. I specifically put in the r4r no erotica/dirty talk and this lasted… About a few hours.

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So yeah she’s talking about how she’s always wanted to role play as a man and fuck a woman with a strap-on. I tell her about dildos that actually cum. She says she’d like to see the creampie go in. This gets me wet. Honestly I tell her, if I was single, I’d totally RP doing it with her. She tells me the same thing and supports my decision to remain faithful (initially, lmao). So we dance around it for a while, talking about it being strictly hypothetical only. Then I link her the costume I would hypothetically wear (a maid costume from eBay). I don’t know why, but there are these handcuff looking things in it. I tell her in the RP that we might as well connect them with ropes, since otherwise they serve no purpose.

Yeah, it starts. She’s talking about dominating me, for hours. I start referring to her with “him” pronouns etc.

She’s at work so she doesn’t answer for like 15 minutes. I get worried and say we can just delete everything and start again since I still want to be her friend as she’s an amazing person.

Then she comes back, and I rescue the RP, basically by saying she can punish me for breaking the RP, which she says she will do. My pussy is aching to cum at this point, I haven’t even been told not to cum but I just know I can’t without my Dom’s permission. My Dom cums and later says it’s her best orgasm ever (she’s never done this either, which is hard to believe as she is fucking amazing at it, both in terms of content, and consent and respect).

Then she says it’s my turn to cum. I remind her I need to be punished first. Which I am extremely glad I brought up. I told her whatever my punishment, it would be really hard to do since my boyfriend is now awake. She directs me to go to the bathroom (which she doesn’t realise is an ensuite bathroom, mere metres and an open doorway away from my boyfriend. How he doesn’t catch us idk). She directs me to get on my hands and knees. She tells me to grab the lube. My mind knows what’s coming next. She tells me to put 2 fingers in my ass. I said it hurt a little, she said oh really put 3 in your ass now. That feeling was yeah probably the best feeling I’ve ever felt, including orgasms even though this wasn’t actually an orgasm so should logically be lower. It’s made hotter by the fact I have to be completely silent to avoid getting caught.

She tells me to take a photo of myself but by this point ive had to go back to bed with an awake girlfriend right next to me and that’s just not an option. I feel existential dread as I can’t serve my Dom. Then she says “By the way, this isn’t role play anymore, you’re my fucking slut”. Hot as shit.

Honestly I didn’t mean for this to be split in multiple parts, but it’s way too long for one post. Plus idk the hours format seems fun. DW, I won’t leave you hanging days or weeks. I’ll post the rest tomorrow after i get some sleep

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/p005rd/in_24_hours_i_25f_finally_got_the_dom_i_deserve