⚠️ Trigger warning – incest ⚠️
Part 1 – ([https://www.reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/owqmf3/when_i_was_18_i_used_to_love_fucking_my_older/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=web2x&context=3](https://www.reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/owqmf3/when_i_was_18_i_used_to_love_fucking_my_older/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=web2x&context=3))
As I said on my last post I approached him again in March this year. I don’t have him as a friend on Facebook or anything but he has an account so I messaged him asking if he was well and asking when his dad’s birthday was – I told him I was trying to get better with birthday cards. This was obviously a ploy. I put at the end of the message, “I still think about you sometimes, not always appropriately” and a wink face.
It was a day or so before he replied (my message probably went into his other on messenger). He replied and put at the end, “It was crazy! Hard to believe it’s been about 9 years”. (This is irrelevant but I later worked out it was 9 years almost to the day that we did it the first time! March must be our time! Haha!) He hadn’t given me much back but he at least acknowledged it. I’m the sort of person who is all or nothing. So I replied saying, “Are you seeing anyone now? Well either way, I’d love to fuck you again so if you ever wanna have another sneaky shag, send me a message and I could drive over” and I sent him a topless photo where I’m on my knees. I wanted to show him that I have since had my nipples pierced. He opened it and didn’t reply straight away (I later found out that it’s because he had to wank straight away seeing my photo – love that!)
Anyway he wanted to move it over to WhatsApp and then he was messaging me – he was very hesitant, he said he wanted to and basically his mind was telling him no but everything else was telling him yes. I told him it’s not a problem if not, we’d be cool. It went quiet so a few days later I sent him a photo in my black lingerie set with my stockings and my legs open etc. and I made a joke like, “Just wanted to show you how cute the teddy dog on top of my wardrobe is”. He replied saying, “I was trying to forget about your proposal God damn!” I asked why he was trying to forget and told him I could send him many more photos if he wanted. He asked me to send more so I sent about 4 more.
Anyway, he agreed to it. He told me he’d thought about me a lot over the years. He said it was his hottest experience. He also wanted to know about my sexual experiences because he said I always struck him as adventurous and he has wanked loads imagining me in different sexual scenarios – group sex, with girls, being watched etc. (I confirmed all these thoughts for him because I’ve done all those things.) We arranged for the following weekend. I didn’t know that he’d been drunk at the time and he cancelled a couple of days later. I was a little pissed off but I accepted it, told him to never feel awkward around me, I’d never make him feel uncomfortable at family things blah blah.
He then put something flirty back that he knew if he was alone with me that we’d have sex. I told him it just wouldn’t happen spontaneously like last time. I told him to be warned because if I’d had an alcoholic drink then I’d probably one day send him more photos. He said he’d still be happy to receive them.
I messaged the following weekend with a photo and made some sort of joke that I didn’t even have an excuse and that I was just trying to tempt him – the message I sent was extremely hot if I do say so myself! He replied with something really flirty and this time I left it. The following evening he gave me his address and invited me round! I can’t explain the excitement I felt, I was shaking on the 30 minute drive to his with pure excitement. I can’t begin to explain how euphoric I felt.
I got to his house, he let me in. We started talking and I put my arms round his neck and started kissing him for so long. It was amazing, he kept stopping to just look at me telling me I was so beautiful etc. but also saying, “I can’t believe we’re doing this”. He mentioned the age difference too, I’m his biggest age gap but he said he knew he wasn’t mine – all my family know I only go for older. He started pushing his throbbing cock against me, he was so hard and I knew I’d be extremely wet. He said we should go upstairs.
When we did I was straight on my knees taking off his jeans to suck his cock – I wanted to show him how my skills had developed since 9 years prior. I was taking his full length and he was pushing my head on his cock fucking my throat. I weirdly didn’t expect him to do that like I thought he’d find it disrespectful to fuck his cousin’s throat but he didn’t care – and I LOVED it. I wasn’t doing it for more than 2 minutes because he wanted me to lay on the bed but like with my legs off the side of the bed and he was now on his knees not on the bed and he started fingering me, I asked for him to fit as many in as he could and I used my legs to push his elbow into me (encouraging him to be as deep as possible too). I was absolutely dripping wet, it was almost embarrassing – more wet than I ever have been for anybody else I’ve fucked.
He was teasing me saying we could play all we wanted but he wasn’t going to put his cock inside me (he said before that I could have any guy I wanted and so he gets off on telling me no – maybe like an ego thing) so he was playing on that. I could have bet my life that I was going to have him that night – I knew he wanted to be inside me as much as I wanted him inside me. Even knowing this, I begged, I did it because I know men like that sometimes and he sort of giggled with appreciation and then stuck his rock solid cock straight inside me. I worried how it must have felt for him because I was so wet that I thought he wouldn’t feel much haha! But I could feel him, that familiar feeling of having my cousin. We didn’t do it for long – we were just sort of rolling around all over the bed playing then sucking then fucking then he went down on me etc. I’m not big on being eaten out, I prefer being fingered, but in this case I loved it because it was so hot seeing my cousin’s head where it shouldn’t be.
Eventually I rode him, I know I’m so good at this now so I wanted to make sure I showed him. Like before, I loved how much he was staring at me. My tits were bouncing right in front of him but he didn’t break eye contact once. I’m shameless so I had to say, “Do you love fucking your cousin?” and he said, “Yes I do” like in a matter of fact kind of blunt way which I found really sexy – that has stuck with me for some reason.
He didn’t cum, he wanted me closer to him so he could hold and kiss me. I’m not joking when I say we kissed for hours in between talking, laughing, sharing experiences, discussing our situation etc. He was stroking me and snuggling me close – he said he was freaked out because he’s only ever this way with partners. (He hasn’t been in a relationship for over 9 years, I like to think that once he’d had me the first time, nothing else or nobody else could compare haha!) He said he definitely wanted to see me again though he was nervous about us catching feelings. The damage was done – we both felt a strong connection.
Eventually we fell to sleep together naked. We both woke up at around 4/5AM, he was still spooning me but I turned round and started kissing him then I turned back round then used my hand to direct his cock inside me in a spooning position. We were both moving in sync, both just fucking each other. He said he was gonna cum and I said, “Cum inside me” and he did and he was like, “Oh my god!” as he was cumming. (He later told me that cumming in me feels 10x better than with anyone else he’s been with – clearly the very internal moral struggle he has over being my cousin and being much older also very much turns him on.)
We woke up a few hours later and it was awkward. I didn’t feel awkward at all but I knew he did so it made it harder to chat. We had a cuddle but nothing else, I joked that I’d probably not get to see him now until the next family funeral and I left.
All the way home I was talking to myself going, “Fuck! Fuck!” but in a happy, excited way – I wasn’t regretful at all. I was on top of the world. I was at a family thing later on in the day with female cousins (same side of the family) and I didn’t shower because I wanted to still have his cum dripping out of me because I just get off on weird things like that like the family not having a clue that I’d had our cousin less than 12 hours earlier.
I messaged him a day later saying that I know he probably will feel awkward about it all but that I don’t and I’d love to see him again. He messaged back with his sensible, not horny head on saying it can’t happen again, it’s become about something more than just sex which we can’t explore etc. I messaged back trying to get him back onboard but he didn’t respond so I left it.
The following weekend I got another message from him…
I’m gonna have to do a part 3 with the next part of our sexual endeavour because this is extremely long, my hand is actually aching!
Hope you enjoyed this. I’ll put part 3 on ASAP.
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/oy387a/part_2_when_i_was_18_i_used_to_love_fucking_my