I finish setting up and get comfortable in front of the screen. The camera is pointed at me, seemingly relaxed on the hotel bed. My hands are shaking with nervousness and excitement as I click “Broadcast”. The hashtags I use for my room quickly pay off and I’m starting to see a steady trickle of users. The most popular by far is #slave and #bdsm. Maybe there’s something attractive in the duality of my relaxed pose and the possibility of a dirty and intense performance.
The first few visitors are free viewers and I engage with them in a friendly banter. Sometimes, some of the best connections I make are with those who are simply there to watch for free. However, soon I start to see paying customers. They are usually men and most want to see something intense for their money. I am not sexually attracted to men and there’s something humiliating and degrading being a straight boy, being used by men as a prostitute. The thought of that somehow really turns me on.
My first assignment is fairly simple. Show off my toys for about $1 to an older gentleman. I embarrassingly comply, displaying my two 9-inch suction dildos, two remote-controlled vibrating plugs, flashlight, and a paddle. Lastly, I pull down my undies to flash a metal chastity device that I’m wearing. I leave the toys on the bed, in view of the camera. I can see the excitement in the chat room as everyone either compliments my toys or doubts whether I can take them.
Another viewer also tips a dollar and orders me to show the rest of my “tools”. I made a mistake mentioning some of them in the chat room while bantering with the viewers. My face turns beet-red as I lay out the clothes pins, candles, rope, markers… this makes me feel like such a whore and realize that I’m slipping into a “slave” state of mind where I yearn to please at any cost.
I’m ordered to slide one of the vibrating plugs inside me, tie the other to my chastity cage, put a clothespin on each nipple… and the ride begins…
More tomorrow… thank you for reading!
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/oxicuv/cam_model_adventures_part_2