Selling My Virginity (fm, descriptive, long)

The train rattles left and right on the old traintrack. My legs are cold in my short skirt and putting my bag on them is doing nothing to conserve body heat.
I knew it was a bad idea the minute I booked it. But it was too much money to pass up and who else was gonna pay my rent. I dropped out of college last year.

My parents supported me then but when I turned 20 this year they cut me off. I needed to find my own way they said.

Well now I am. The intercom says the train will be arriving at the station shortly. From there the hotel is a 20 minute ride on one of the public bikes. This trip is costly but the money I’m selling my virginity for will cover it.

Don’t ask me how I got the idea. I just did and it hasn’t seemed like a bad one until now. Of course I’ve had sex before. I lost my virginity the day after my 19th birthday. It was uneventful. Worse than what people tell you. I honestly don’t get what the big hype about sex is. He came, I didn’t. We never had sex again after that, just did other stuff until we broke up 6 months later.

I figured I could fake some feelings and reactions, play innocent and naive, stroke his ego a bit and get my payout. But as I sit in the train that’s almost come to a full stop, I’m looking for reasons to stay on and go back home. But I’m already walking towards the rented bikes and cycling down the footpath.

My bag is on my back as I ride. It ways me down a bit because I bought a tazer a week ago, should things go awry.
The guy I’m meeting uses a fake online name like most guys. He says he’s in his late twenties early thirties and would rather not specify. I don’t know what he looks like either but I told him what I’m wearing so he’ll find me first.

I get to the hotel faster than expected. The restaurant is open so I wait there. You need a reservation to get into the actual hotel. He took care of that. I sit at an empty booth as the restaurant gets hit with the first wave of the lunch rush. The goosebumps on my legs have disappeared and I finally start to feel comfortable. About 15 minutes go by and I hear a man clear his throat behind me. I turn around expecting the worst.

He’s tall.

He didn’t lie about that part. Nice jeans, a button down and a black bomber jacket. He has stubble thats 2 or 3 days old and a nice smile on his face. His eyes are bright and I can’t help but make contact. He sits across from me at the booth, smiling at me again. He looks young but I would still peg him to be early thirties. He intoduces himself politely and offers to shakes my hand. He has smooth palms and a firm grip. He doesn’t seem like the type to buy a girls virginity online. But here we are.

He asks if I’m ready to go upstairs. I say yes faster than I can think. He checks us in and I trail behind him, like a puppy dog, to the room. My head is spinning.

The room is small but nicely decorated. There’s minimal natural light and a freshly made bed in the centre. I tell him before anything else I want to be paid. I feel like some sort of prostitue but I suppose I am. He hands me a conspicuous brown envelope, which is bulging with a block of cash.
I can’t count money that fast but its all 50’s and 100’s. I stuff it to the bottom of my bag and throw it in the corner. I fiddle with the hem of my skirt because I don’t really know what to do next. He asks if I’m on the pill and I say yes.

He removes his bomber jacket and approaches me. We are millimeters away from each other. He doesn’t tower over me but I have to angle my head up to look at him. His finger tips graze my thighs as he raises a hand to my face. He looks me in eyes and keeps contact as he leans in. Both our lips are cold from the grey weather. His mouth is warm and inviting and his tongue is gentle. He holds my waist with one hand and the side of my face with the other. My hands, however are nervous to move. He deepens the kiss and explores my mouth further.

I moan into his mouth, finally starting to enjoy the kiss. I put one hand on the back of his neck, my fingers halfway into his hair.
He moves his hand from my face down to my exposed leg. He trails his fingers up my smooth thighs and under my skirt. Our bodies are pressed together and I can feel his belt buckle against my stomach. I press my breasts against his chest and he squeezes my ass with both hands, sending butterflies into my stomach. He pulls away slightly, my bottom lip still in his mouth. He makes chilling eye contact again as he slowly pulls my underwear down my thighs. They’re slightly damp and he lets them drop to the floor.

My face is hot and my lips are dry. I lean in and kiss him one more time before he pushes me on the bed by my hips. He soon follows, lying next to me. I angle my head up as we kiss again, this time faster and with more intent. I’m lost in his warm mouth before he moves down to my neck. He kisses and bites enough for it to hurt. I squeal so my moans seem higher and wrap my hands around his neck inviting him to continue. A free hand reaches under my bra without permission and gropes my chest painfully. I instinctively grab his hand but he gropes it harder. I wince as he bites my neck again. He kisses my collar bone once or twice before grabbing the hem of my sweater and lifts it over my head.

He throws it behind him and I arch my back so he can reach under and unclasp my bra. His tongue is frantic on my hard nipples as he licks them soft. He sucks them until they’re raw. I gasp and writhe underneath him but the weight of his body holds me there. They sting as he drags his finger over them, kissing the circumference of my breast as he does.

I’m enjoying this a-lot more than I should. He brings his head up to meet me again. I feel his hand slither down between my legs, stroking my inner thighs for a second before reaching where it needs to be. I’m still not as wet as he would like so he traces circles around my clitorus. I sigh with pleasure and he continues. He focuses on my lips, watching the moans slip out, fake or not. He bites his lip and he rubs two fingers up and down my slit. I curse by accident but he likes it. I feel his rock hard boner against my leg. I feel small waves of pleasure wash over me time and time again. My legs are splayed out for all to see. I shudder as I get closer. I squeal for him to keep going. His eyes are wide as he watches me almost cum on his fingers.

He snatches his hand away at the last minute, now racing to undo his belt buckle. I suck my bottom lip and I watch him pull down his boxers and reveal himself. He now lays between my legs, lining himself up with my entrance. He strokes it once or twice pushing himself into me. It doesn’t hurt but I whimper as he settles inside me. He’s big and warm and makes my insides throb. He groans as he slides into me with ease.

He slowly starts to thrust his hips into me, trying to make me comfortable which I appreciate. My hand is on his back and the other is deep in his hair. He goes slowly for a few seconds before picking up the pace. The weight of his body pushes himself deeper into me. He finds his rhythm and is thrusts are deep and long. I feel him in my stomch. Our lips are close but we dont kiss. He watches me moan again as he hold me by my hips. I whine with pleasure as I feel something start to build again and he moans. I curse God again and feel his hips roll deep between my legs. I feel a jolt of pleasure pass through me and I feel myself contract around him. He throbs inside me, almost loosing himself entirely. He curses to the air and starts to thrust faster and harder.

His thrusts are aggressive and numbing. I feel like I’m gonna burst. My whines turn to genuine squeals as I reach my climax. My whole body is hot to the touch. I tell him to continue exactly what he’s doing and I match my moans to his thrusts so they’re in perfect sync. He looks into my eyes, before he finishes. I feel him shudder above me before a flood of warmth fills my insides. His seed is hot as he empties his load inside me. I feel a shock of ecstasy run through my body and suddenly everything I’ve ever felt inside me is dripping out. He’s still inside me, thrusting gently as we ride out the peak of our orgasams together.

My legs are still a little numb as we kiss goodbye at the door. It almost turns me on again but he pulls away before I can do anything about it. He says thank you with another smile and wishes me a nice day.

I sit on the bed for a few hours, counting my money and basking in the scent of us.

I’ll never forget him.

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