[M]y first time getting drunk and [f]irst time getting laid, Part 1

Hi, this is my story on how I lost my V card. I am from Eastern Europe but since this is an international forum, for me and the rest of the people involved in this story i’m going to be using international names. For start, you can call me Josh.

So this happened all the way back in 2010. I was 18 years old and in the 12th grade. I was studying in an upper-grade multi-language high school and usually in these kind of schools, girl presence is more prevalent so we were 5 boys and 20 girls in class. You might say this is a dream come true for a teenage boy that’s bursting with hormones, but that wasn’t the case for me. The libido was still very strong but I was this typical awkward high school nerd with zero self-confidence, who played tons of World of Warcraft, got picked on a lot and had crippling social anxiety. I was rather tall, nearing 2m of height, brown hair, hazel eyes and a little out of shape. There was a girl, Jane, from my class that I really liked, that got taken by the high school jock a year prior to this so that pretty much sealed away all the motivation I had to better myself.

The end of the school year was approaching and our teachers wanted to organize a school ”green trip” for the summer. I honestly didn’t like my classmates very much (except 2 people I was friends with) for aforementioned reasons and I naturally declined the first time. But after tons of persuasion and peer pressure I finally said yes. My friends from class were also going so I tried to convince myself that it could be somehow fun.

Fast forward to the trip. We arrive at the hotel, all the way up into the Balkan mountain. It was so high up that there was a road, specially made just to reach the hotel and there wasn’t anyone living nearby for kilometers apart. The hotel itself was actually pretty decent. It wasn’t very big but it looked clean and cozy. It was literally built into the mountain and thus surrounded by nothing but forest. Four or five stories up with big playground for sport activities and leisure zones, and behind it was a huge stair arc leading to pathways going deep into the mountain, who knows where. I already felt so out of my comfort zone, I could see people getting drunk, hooking up and having fun and me just trying to be social and failing miserably at it. We would be here for 4 nights and I just wanted to be home and play video games. It was already late noon when we arrived, so we unpacked and started getting ready for dinner.

We were two in a room and I was with my classmate friend, Mark. I put on my casual shirt and jeans and was ready to go but my classmate took a bit longer to get ready, so when we went down to the restaurant, most people were already there. It was a big hall with an all-inclusive buffet and all the chairs and tables were arranged in a single long column in the middle of it. Kind of like in a castle. Me and my friend barely found two seats for ourselves. The other seat next to mine was empty but clearly taken since there already was food on the table. Five minutes in, I was saying something to my friend and I turned around and saw the other person that was supposed to be sitting next to me, lets just call her Beatrice(Bea). Bea was one of the people in class who were actually nice to me so I didn’t mind sitting next to her. She was actually a little more plump than most of the girls around but I mean it in a good way. At that time in school it was trendy to be in a slim/fit sort of shape and those were the girls i mostly fell for. Bea was a little different to that regard. She had a dark blonde hair, greenish eyes, cute face and full lips. Her breasts were, i’d say medium sized, then she had a wider and more round waistline coming down to a plump and quite shapely rear and thighs. I sometimes found myself thinking about her, just the two of us being alone and romantic somewhere, me kissing her juicy lips and gliding my hands through every inch of her curvy body and feeling her. I had to admit to myself that something in her excited me more than all the other girls around me. That night she wore a long white dress that was a bit loose but still outlining her body. For makeup she had a bright red lipstick that made her lips even more tempting, an eyeliner and nothing else. This was my favorite type makeup, not too excessive but just right. She didn’t need much to be pretty. As she approached her seat she smiled to me and said ”Oh, hey Josh.” and I nodded ”Hey.”. As we went on with the food, i was mostly talking with my friend but at one point he got engaged in another conversation with people next to him, so I was just keeping to myself. Suddenly, Bea decided to break the ice and asked me

”So, Josh, how do you like the dinner?” to which I answered ”I think its great, plenty of food and tasty too. What more could you ask for? And you?”.

She laughed and said ”Yeah, me too.” and after a brief pause she continued ”You know, I can’t believe you actually came along.”

”Yeah I cant believe it either. But in the end I decided to give it a shot and see what the hype was about.” I answered.

”Oh you’re gonna see its not so bad. People don’t bite.” She said jokingly.

”Thanks. I’m counting on it.” I replied and we both laughed.

After a few more minutes the principal took a microphone and said once everyone is done with the food, each guy should ask a lady for a dance and there will be a dancing competition. People were shy and reluctant at first but the principal promised the winning dancing couple would get a 6 in one subject they want so little by little people got on their toes and started making pairs. What happened next surprised me a lot. Jena, the girl I had a crush on for 2 years suddenly came to ask me to be her dancing partner. She broke up with her boyfriend earlier this year and for the life of me, i couldn’t figure out why she asked ME to dance with her of all people. She was also really pretty that night but.. I had to turn her down. I have already moved on from her at that point and actually getting up to dance with all people around was too far of a stretch from my comfort zone so I told her I wasn’t going to participate. She said to me ”Come on.. I know what you’ve been telling people about me. Let me make it up to you.” At this moment my heart jumped in my throat, ”Who the fuck spilled the beans on me?” I thought. But I quickly regained my composure and said ”Sorry, I just don’t feel like dancing tonight.”. After that she got up and left angry. Bea was still sitting next to me with eyes wide open and said ”Wow.. I can’t believe you just turned down Jena of all people.” ”I just don’t think I like her anymore.” I felt like if Jena herself knew that I liked her then so did everyone else. And that had to change.

Realizing me and Bea were one of the last people left on the table I mustered some split second courage and asked her for a dance. I knew she expected me to do so but I saw it on her face that she was still taken by surprise. She still agreed so we got up and joined the other dancing couples. It was my first time ever dancing with a girl so my hands were awkward as hell. Thankfully, she eased me into it. It was a slow dance so I put one hand around her waist and grabbed her hand with another. At that moment I prayed not to step on her. At the beginning I regretted my courage from earlier as I felt many eyes upon us and heard some snickering too. I saw Jena looking at me, shooting knives. One guy somewhere in the crowd shouted ”Try not to step on her, Josh.” and a group laugh was heard. To which I replied ”Fuck off!”. Beatrice turned around flustered and said ”You guys are fucking terrible! Stop it!”. ”Just looking out for you, Bea” he replied again but was soon scolded by the principal so thankfully, he couldn’t continue his running gag. I knew I had to shrug off the tension somehow so I tried really hard to imagine it was just me and Beatrice in this hall and tried to ignore everyone else. ”Kill the fool with silence”, I thought. And indeed, soon enough the interest was lost and everyone were minding their own business. Now it was just me and her. At first it felt kind of surreal. The girl I was daydreaming about was in my arms and I could feel her touch. She was closer to me than ever before. Her perfume, combined with the flowery shampoo smell of her hair made for an enchanting mixture. I felt her curvy, soft waist with my hand, just above her butt. Her feminine form was so amazing to the touch. I was so tempted to go down but I didn’t. I looked into her green eyes and I had the urge to pull her closer and give her the best kiss of her life. Then we both shied away from the gaze and continued with the light dance. I decided that we should probably talk about something until the song is over and it ended soon after. We both actually started to feel more comfortable so we decided to stay for one more song. There would be several songs played and a jury of teachers would decide the winning dancing couple but we honestly didn’t care for that. Bea was a head shorter than me so in the second song she decided to rest her head on my chest. She could comfortably do that. I quite frankly haven’t been this close with a girl ever before that so this made my heart beat like crazy. It felt very comfortable though. I looked down and I could see her bubbly soft, sizeable ass protruding through her dress. With her chest pressed to mine, my heart pace fastened even more and the excitement got the best of me and I couldn’t stop my erect boner from happening. ”Shit, shit shit..” I thought and I tried my best to clam it down but with little success. She didn’t react in any way so I liked to think that she didn’t actually feel it. I managed to calm myself towards the end of the second song and we decided to sit down again. She thanked me for the dance and I thanked her as well and she went to talk to her roommate friend, Debra. We waited until the competition was done, one couple was pronounced the winners and that was it for the night. We went to our rooms and prepared to sleep. But I couldn’t sleep quite well that night because my head was filled with thoughts for Beatrice.

End of part 1!

Since this story is becoming longer than I thought, because I remember more and more details as i write, I am going to continue this in Part 2, which will contain the more interesting details. :)

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/oe99do/my_first_time_getting_drunk_and_first_time

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