I haven’t always been like this, especially not while my husband was alive. It is mostly just little things right now, but getting caught masturbating with my blinds open and a big dildo in my pussy was a huge turn on for me, though I nearly died of embarrassment.
I’m a total amateur compared to many in this kink I am sure, but in light of this month’s theme I did something to, Um , celebrate?
It made me feel, I don’t know, nervous? Indecent? Dirty? All of the above. But in such a good way!
Since my husband’s death, I’ve been working on getting more adventurous. But I’m usually kind of a plain Jane. I’m a middle aged Mom, recently over the hill (though I’ll deny being a day over 30 ;)) I don’t typically wear much, if any, makeup. I wear my hair in a ponytail because it’s the most comfortable and I get headaches when it’s down. I typically wear simple clothes. I’m really just a single widowed mom who reads a lot and goes to bed early (usually).
Anyway, I *ahem* decided to wear a short skirt to the grocery store yesterday. I made a game out of it and told myself I could only bend over at the waist to get each thing on my list.
In reality, I don’t even think the skirt is short enough to see anything, but in my mind I was behaving shamelessly and it really *really* turned me on every time I bent over.
I thought, “What if someone does see?” “How much might they see?” “Can they tell I’m getting all wet?” “What does my lacy black underwear say about me?” “What would they think if they knew I was doing it on purpose!”
By the time I left, my nipples were rock hard and my pussy was aching for attention. Did I forget to mention that I forced myself to buy nothing but a box of magnum condoms, two large cucumbers, and KY Jelly? I was so nervous waiting in line. I was sweating, and my legs were literally shaking when I placed my items on the belt.
Oh God. I couldn’t look at the people in line, much less the cashier or the cute bagger-guy. But my panties were drenched!
I got out to my car in the grocery store parking lot and couldn’t wait until I got home. I stared at myself in my rear view mirror, seeing the woman I had become, a slut desperate to cum on a latex-clad vegetable. As I stated
“You’re such a bad mom.” I scolded myself, pouting my lips and undoing my ponytail. I reached under my skirt and lightly slapped my pussy as punishment.
“Bad girl, you need to be punished,” I teased myself in the mirror.
I looked around as people walked past my car and slowly pulled my soaking wet panties to the side.
I envisioned the people in line watching me, knowing what I planned to do with my special ingredients and my nerves rushed through my body again.
“What a kinky slut!” I moaned back to myself as I slowly slid a condom onto the cucumber I had just purchased.
“What are you going to do with this, you fucking slut? Are you really going to fuck yourself with it? Here!?” I thought.
My hands betrayed my desire and pushed the thick tip of nature’s dildo against my slick opening.
“Oooooh, fuck that’s big.” I called out.
I haven’t cum that hard in a long time
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/ocqlz7/f_humiliating_games_i_play_with_myself_f40_make
I wonder what you’d have done if someone walked up and asked if you needed help 😈
Hot as hell.