How I [F19] realised humiliation is a turn-on for me, in a cruiseship spa [MF]

It was late 2019 a few weeks after my 18th birthday and right before our beloved pandemic started, when my parents decided to book a cruise at the baltic sea. At first i didn´t like the idea of participating because i figured it´s just a bunch of old people on a ship, but my ticket wasn´t refundable, so no opting out for me.

When we entered the waiting line for check-in i was pleasantly surprised that i´m not the only person under 60, but quite a lot of also younger couples and families with children my age or younger went for it. The first bummer though was when i realised, i have to share a room, smaller than the garage for my car at home with my parents for the week. I don´t know what they were thinking but apparently no privacy for me, who was horny like all the time. The few toys i snuck in weren´t having much to do that week i figured.

After settling in i discovered my new home for the next week. The cruiseship must´ve had around 2500 passangers that week, so after a few hours of roaming around, i started to recognise the few attractive younger people again and again. This one guy in particular stood out to me. He must´ve been in his early twenties and had a nice body with a face right out of a modelling magazine. He was playing basketball on the court on the back of the ship and was admired by 5-6 girls aged from 14-20 already. I figured to just skip the idea of being No.7 and went further.

Unfortunatly it was to cold already to go tanning on deck, so i figured why not try the wellness area of the ship. It was small but a pretty nice area with some saunas, a steam room, a big shower, an outdoor balcony with a nice view on the baltic sea and a room with lays to just doze off. Obviously it was a clothes-free area, so quite a lot of naked peple of all ages walked around. It was pretty full already and i figured if i actually want to enjoy it, i need to come back later. The gym on the other hand was empty.

So i went back to my room, changed into a sportsbra and my leggings and went to the gym to work out. I went through my routine in about 1 1/2h with just some cardio left, when i saw the guy i´ve fancied earlier come in. I was on the treadmill looking into the sunset over the sea, when they turned the lights on because of the incoming darkness, when i saw it.

Through the now lit room i saw his reflection in the glass infront of me. He was on somekind of legpress, looking right on my ass while i was running on thr treadmill. He didn´t even try to hide it that he was watching, maybe because i let him without making any moves on stopping him.

After i finished my workout, i turned around, sweaty and he just smiled at me. I don´t know why but this turned me on a lot.

The Spa was just next door to the gym and it was already dinner time, so i figured if i had to shower and get naked anyway, why bother going to my room first. So i went into the wellness are, took my clothes off and stuffed them into a locker, took a towel and went for the shower. It was one of those wellness ones with several shower heads and jets and felt amazing on my sore muscles after the workout. I have very sensitive nipples, so when i rubbed over them the whole sensation with the warm water made me very horny. I wanted to touch myself, when two women entered the shower room. Damn.

I finished showering, still horny and went for the hottest sauna of all. It was around 90°C and had a great view over the sea, which was already pretty dark outside.

I sat down, bare naked on my towel and just admired the view. I wasn´t alone but there weren´t many people there at the moment and over the next 15 minutes most of them left for dinner.

When the last person left, i started touching myself. I started pushing the sweat over my tits, not leaving out to carress my nipples on the way. When i reached my pussy, i was already as wet as the sea infront of me. After circularing on my clit i started to push two fingers in and out of my pussy. I sat there naked on my towel, legs spread enough to enjoy myself and looked onto the sea. This actually isn´t to bad, i thought to myself, when the door opened. This ripped me out of my daydreams fast, so i put my legs together and my fingers on the towel, when this greek god of a young man entered. He had his towel wrapped around him, said hello and walked into the room.

He looked me in the eyes when he unwrapped his towel, revealing a very nicely sized semi, which turned me on even more. But i obviously couldn´t just give into this urge of touching myself, or could I?

He sat down and before i could even think about teasing him, i heard voices outside of the sauna. 4-5 people were there, about to enter the hot room. I was now in there nearly 20 minutes and decided to leave before my hornyness, would take over my dried out brain. I stood up, immediatly turning into his direction, to give him a perfect view of my nude body. Like in the gym he didn´t shy away, but looked up and down my naked body. I pulled the towel behind me, pushing my arms in the air, giving him a perfect view of my stretched tits. He smiled at me, so i took a glance of his cock for a last time and walked out, while th other people came into the sauna.

I laughed to myself, thinking about how he must hide his erection right now, from the people who entered. I took a shower again and layed down on my bathrobe on the lay furthest to the entrance of the resting room.

I figured why bother putting the bathrobe on and started to doze off for about 10 minutes, until i heard someone entering. I didn´t bother looking up till he layed down on the lay nexto me, with maybe just half a metre between us. I opened my eyes and who else but him was laying there, also completely naked with his bathrobe opened in my direction to the wall. Again he smiled.

My tiredness immediatly vanished and i got horny again. He must´ve known this, because when i looked at his twitching cock growing, he pulled the bathrobe off him even further. I figured why not make the most of it and started to touch my pussy again. He grew hard immediatly after i started touching myself and started stroking his pretty nice dick.

So now we both layed there, admiring each others nude bodies, masturbating in a public but empty resting room. I was so turned on, so when he reached for my tits with his arm, i didn´t protest. He started playing with my nipples like he knew i loved it, wich made me start moaning very quietly. He grabbed the handle of my lay, pulling mine onto his to bring me closer. I thanked him with grabbing his dick with my hand wet from my pussy, stroking him slowly. Judging my the expressions of his pretty face, he must´ve loved it.

I was already further from the constant edging, so it took him just 30seconds of rubbing my pussy to make me cum and moan into his face, while i held onto his hard cock. Next thing i knew, to my surprise he stood up and immediatly held his dick in my face. Before i could say anything, his cock was deep in my mouth, him holding my head with one hand, squeezing my tits with the other. I was loving it.

He started facefucking me very roughly, using my mouth as his personal cocksleeve. I started fingering myself with one hand and played with his balls with the other. He must´ve loved that because after just a minute of me doing so, i felt how he was about to cum. I figured if he came into my mouth it would be best, so we don´t make a mess. Apperently he had other plans.

Right when he came, he pulled himself out of my mouth, cumming hard on my face, pulling himself away even further, which meant he was using my whole body as a canvas for his cum-art. That wasn´t my plan at all. There was cum everywhere. My face, my hair, my tits, stomach, even my bathrobe got painted. The artist stood infront of me, apparently happy with his achvievement, when we both heard people coming to the resting room.

He immediatly put on his bathrobe and left, grinning at me who was in shock about the whole situation. My whole face and body was full of his cum, so i couldn´t leave. He did leave though.

I should´ve been mad at him for bringing me into this humiliating situation, but crazy me got even hornier. What was happening with me!?!

The people entered the room and i turned to the wall, trying to hide my cum drenched body. Perfectly adding to the situation i realised i needed to be back for dinner with my parents 10 minutes ago. So i had to get up. I tried to push the cum off my face with the bathrobe, but it was full of cum too, so i just stood up, trying to get as fast to the shower as possible.

Obviously in this moment the 2 elderly women looked right into my direction, looking horrified when they saw my face. The true face of a cumslut.

I ran to the showers embarressed but also turned on, hoping not to be seen by anyone. I put on the water, trying to clean all the cum of my body as quickly as possible. I put the shower head on massage, to rinse everything off me and then obviously realised how good it felt on my pussy. I was so turned on i forgot everything around me for a minute and made me cum again hard. Thankfully i was alone in the shower room at that point.

After i dried myself off, i realised my bathrobe had still cum on it. I tried to clean it but it didn´t work well. I also didn´t want to force myself into the sweaty sportsbra, so i had to swallow the pill of going back to my room, in a cum drenched bathrobe. I cannot explain how humiliating walking past everybody felt. But also very hot.

I went back to my room and took a mirror selfie of me in the bathrobe. I might upload it, if y´all like my story:)

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/obp2fs/how_i_f19_realised_humiliation_is_a_turnon_for_me