Jay first contacted me after Jade a mutual friend had suggested we should meet. He was polite, almost seemed a little boring and very much to the point. We had barely exchanged 5 messages when he wrote:
>So Jade tells me you like to spend time in isolation as well as serve?
I’m not exactly prude, but given we both knew that we’d probably meet in real life, it was a bit more direct than I really hoped for. I usually liked to get to know my counterpart on a bit of a personal level first.
I put the chat on the back burner for a few days, but when the weekend arrived and I had some spare time, I decided to start a longer chat. After an hour of discussing our ideas, we decided to have a video call.
Jay had a friendly face, gentle mannerism and seemed to always smile in an endearing way. His blonde hair was neatly trimmed and structured in place with gel. His face was narrow as were his lips and his eyes never looked away from the screen when he was facing it.
Unlike his messages, the conversation with him was so relaxed. He told me about his own submissive side more openly that I expected. It put me at ease, because I usually find a dominant who is also submissive to understand my needs a lot better than someone purely dominant, especially when it’s a guy.
After a two hour long call we agreed for a public meeting, mostly walking and talking in a public park. Jay’s creativity and his ideas impressed me, his skills and the tools available to him were very unlike anything I had come across. But it was not just the technical skill, the most valuable seemed his ability to observe and be self aware as a sub. He could so perfectly relate to my needs.
Our first private meeting was at my home. Jade had agreed to be present for security but she did not want to be part of the session and simply relaxed in my lounge as Jay and I set up to play in my en-suite bedroom with an empty ‘walk-in closet’ dungeon.
From the moment he asked me to strip, Jay seemed to perfectly relate to me and my needs. I hate it when guys get nervous or even show too much sexual attraction around me when I’m a sub. I want to be that object that does not really require any emotions at all. A plaything.
And he did exactly that. He left me kneeling and waiting, only looking at me to take measure. From the two heavy duffel bags he had carried up to my appartement, he picked a collar tried it, then a different one until he had one that perfectly fit. He attached various chains to it without me really being able to see what he was doing.
Being there, but being mostly ignored was just the right thing to get me into my subspace. I like the slow play my patience to be tested. I was guessing that almost an hour had passed by the time he started to actually chain me. It had started to get dark outside, even though it was just May.
Eventually Jay started with the collar he had set to fit. It was a heavy steel collar solid 1/4 inch thickness and most likely more than an inch high. It felt like it weighed a ton. It seemed a little loose at first but Jay had his reasons.
“You’ll eventually come to hate this resting on your shoulders” He said, calmly as he attached short chains with just 3 links on either side. Jay then placed my hands in leather mittens that did not allow me to use my fingers. He locked them tightly around my wrists and locked a small lead weight to each of them.
“How much do you think you can carry?” he asked as he scribbled something in a notebook. I was not sure what to say but he seemed to ignore me anyway as he said coldly. “We’ll start with 20 kg”.
The collar he had placed around me had 6 D-rings on it. On the first Jay had attached the chains, which he now padlocked to another D-ring at the top of the mittens. I was forced to bend my elbows, not too tight but still not in a comfortable way.
“So what we are doing tonight”, he explained “is test your endurance”. He never seemed to actually talk to me, even though he used words like ‘you’ or ‘girl’, it was more as if there was an audience. His voice lacked a soul, almost as if he was a teacher explaining an experiment.
He grabbed a large chain from his bags and he again padlocked it to one of the D-rings on the collar. This was a heavy chain, that he now pulled through between my legs and then locked to the back of the collar. I could immediately feel the extra weight on me. He attached several smaller chains to this one, each adding a weight to my collar.
“Good” he said as he stepped back and admired his work. “you are now carrying an extra 20kg, that should suffice for now.” Jay helped me to stand up and then looked at the collection of shoes he had asked me to pick out for hm. He placed tow medium heeled plain black shoes in front of me. The heels were just about an inch and a half high, so uncomfortable but not ridiculously so. However with all the weight added, they proved certainly uncomfortable.
Six chains dangled down between my breasts, between my legs, just a bit too long to affect my crotch area but still it was not a pleasant feeling. As I started to move the clinging sounds were frustratingly noisy. Jay gestured me to try and be quiet but I could barely affect it whilst walking.
As I reached the living room, Jade was watching a drama on netflix. Jay but me in position stop in the door frame. He placed two clamps with electrodes on my labia lips. They were only lightly closed, not causing me pain, but I had no doubt that he would have them plugged into a potent device, curious how he would use it. He pulled some wires out and then made me raise my elbows against the door frame. I had to push a little coin like device against each side of the door frame.
“If they fall you will get shocked” Jay said in the same calm voice he had used before. Then he pulled one of the chains between my legs. “If they make a noise, you will get shocked, There’s a counter and for each shock I will cane you later as well.
“If you get just a few shocks you can sleep with us later, but if not, you won’t have a very comfortable night.”
With those words he left me to suffer, joining Jade on my couch, I could hear the TV but my eyes were directed into the dark halfway.
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