[FM] How my ex used to use me.

First time poster.

This is my favourite memory of our relationship. (Kind of a lot of back story, I’ll summarize).

-I was in a community College, he lived about a 10 minute drive away

-We had been dating for 5 months at this point

-we will call him Jake, he’s 19, same year as me

-I was 18

-Somewhat of a cnc story so be warned

-This story is also very long, so my apologies

-Yes everything was and is consensual.

I had just gotten out of class and headed to my car. Jake texted me earlier during class telling me that “if I knew what was best for me” I would get to his house asap. God this man turned me on.

I twisted the key and the engine started sputtering to life. My heart started to race. I knew exactly what was ahead of me; my body was scared but my heart and my pussy were throbbing.

I thought as I drove. We haven’t been able to see eachother in about a week because of work and school conflicts, and over that time he’s built up a lot of shit he needs to relieve. He told me that he’d break me this time. He told me that there would be blood. I only believe one of the two… he certainly can’t break me lmao. If anything I’ll break him.

By the time I arrived at his house I was already soaking wet. I took a deep breath, shut off my car, and texted him.

“I’m here… want me to come inside?”

“No shit hun. And I don’t want to hear any other name besides sir once you enter that door, do you understand me?” He replied. I gulped. I took one last deep breath (or so I thought) and walked up to his house and inside.

As soon as I entered the door, he had me against the wall. One of his hands were around my throat, keeping me in place. His other hand was traveling along my body. He made out with me for what felt like eternity, then moved his lips to my neck.

“I’ve missed you so much baby girl.” He breathed into my neck. I moaned as he gropped my breast. “Get your ass upstairs, now. I expect you to be fully undressed and on the bed by the time I get there, don’t play any games.”

“Yes sir.” I sputtered out, and high tailed it to his room. As soon as I got there I smirked. I wasn’t going to let him have me the easy way. I did, however, take off my socks.

I sat on his bed and picked up a book. I was just beginning to read the first sentence of Parry Hotter when I heard the door open. I looked up at him and smiled innocently.

“What the fuck do you think you’re doing, whore?” He questioned. Oooo he was angry.

“I, I was reading parry hotter..” I mumbled, using my innocent voice and sad face. I gulped a bit as he stepped closer to me. He had a lot of things pent up recently… just means more fun for me.

As he stood next to me, I could see that his pants were extremely tightened around his buldge. I looked up at him and he was smirking.. uh ohhh. He ripped the book out of my hand and threw it to the other side of the room.

“I told you no fucking games you god damn slut. You are mine and you will do as I say.” He basically growled as he gripped my throat. I couldn’t breath at this point, and boy was I wet. I didn’t respond to that, and instead try to fight his hand off my neck. I didn’t want to pass out right now.

He loosened his grip on me, just so I could breath, and got on top of me. He leaned in close and whispered to me, “Remember your safeword, bitch.” I nodded as best as I could and he turned me onto my stomach, quickly getting to work with taking my pants and underwear off.

“What are you doing?” I asked, as he grabbed a tube or something out of his dresser.

“Don’t worry about it whore. You are mine, don’t forget that.” I slightly nodded my head, a bit scared of what he was going to do. He slapped my ass hard, a few times. I accidentally let out a moan on the last slap.

I squirmed as he grabbed my hips. God please just fuck me already… my pussy is throbbing. But before I knew it, I felt some cold and wet on my asshole. No. Ohh no. I instantly tried to get out of the position I was in and get my ass away from him. I’ve told him countless times that his dick is simply way too big for my ass.

But he wasn’t taking that. He grabbed the back of my neck and held me into the pillow. I still tried to thrash about, but he slapped my ass really hard to make me calm down.

“Sir, please don’t..” I begged. I knew that this would hurt to fucking hell and back.

“What part of ‘you are mine’ do you not understand honey? You. Are. Mine.” He put a sharp emphasis on the last three words. “Go ahead and try baby girl, but I’m getting my fucking way tonight.”

Before continuing any further, he grabbed some rope from under his mattress and tied my hands underneath my stomach. The entire time I begged him to not do this, thrashing about, but to no avail.

“Your pussy tells me otherwise darling,” he smirked. That quickly disappeared as I continued to thrash and plead. “If you don’t shut up, I’m going to have to punish you.” I gulped, knowing exactly what that meant. “One more God damn sound out of you, unless permitted, and you will be punished.” I nodded my head quickly.

I was back on my stomach, my ass in the air and my chest pressed into the ground. He rubbed, what I presume to be lube, around my asshole, then started to caress my cheeks. I let out a slight gasp as his finger lightly slid over my clit. This resulted in a hard smack on my ass.

“One more peep slut. I’ll let that one pass.” I nodded and swallowed hard. There is no way I’d be able to take this without making a noise. He just wants an excuse. He grabbed my hip with one hand, and with the other led his rock hard cock to my ass. As his tip pressed against my asshole, I inhaled sharply. There was no way I was going to be able to do this.

He slowly pushed his tip in me and I immediately let out a cry of pain. I haven’t had anal in like 4 months. He got aggravated at this and began to insert himself a little more.

“Please please stop” I begged, on the verge of tears. “I can’t take it,” I continued. He slapped my ass once again and sighed angrily, he pushed in a little bit more before taking himself out completely.

“You fucking whore. I told you not one more fucking word, but look at miss blabber mouth over here.” He turned me on to my back and I immediately tried to cover my face, but forgot that my hands were tied.

Before I knew it his hand struck against my face. I could feel the heat rising to the surface… and I loved it. He gripped my face and slapped me again.

“You will obey me, do you understand?”

“But sir-” He cut me off.

“There are no fucking buts.” This time he slapped my tits, and then my thigh. He shoved his lips onto mine and started to make out with me. “Just let me get fully inside of your ass, and then I’ll stop. Okay baby?” I nodded, surprised by his generosity in the moment. Maybe he realized how hard this was for me..

I was turned onto my stomach once more, and my ass was in the air. He applied a little bit more lube, and rubbed it around a tiny bit before taking a step back.

“Your ass could really use some color…” He started to say, and then out of nowhere his hand collided with my ass. It took me by surprise and I yelped in pain, not expecting it. In response, he hit my ass again. I didn’t yelp this time. “Good girl.”

He positioned himself on his knees behind me. God I was so fucking scared, just his tip hurt. I can’t imagine his entire god damn length. He had put a condom on and then pressed his tip against my entrance. Slowly, he began pushing it in. I tried really hard to suppress my moans, but I couldn’t. As he pushed himself into me more, he gripped my hair, making me tilt my head up.

“You’re such a good whore.” It feels like he is at least half way in and I fucking hope it is. I let out another cry of pain as he continued pushing.

“Sir, please take it-” before I could even finish my sentence, his grip on my hair tightened and he cut me off.

“Don’t talk slut. One more word and I’m shoving my dick into you full force. Do you understand?” My eyes widened and I tried to nod my head.

After what felt like an eternity of crying and pain, I felt his hips against my ass. He then started to thrust the smallest amount.

“God your ass feels so fucking good, baby.” He breathed, as he continued to thrust, a little bit more each time. I started to make noises with my throat, protesting him without speaking. “Shut up. This is for speaking earlier, bitch. And don’t forget that you’re my whore, I can and will do whatever I want to you.” I groaned at this, tears still falling down my face.

He started to thrust a little bit faster this time, but he never took his dick out of my ass, thankfully. As much as this hurt, it still felt fucking amazing. I’m also not sure why I even let him do this, but oh well. He thrusted into me a few more times before finally pulling out.

I tried to look at him as soon as he dropped my hair, but as soon as I did he put his tip back on my asshole and grabbed my hips with his hands. Before I could move, or at least ask what he was doing, he shoved his dick inside of me full force. I screamed in pain. That hurt so fucking much.

“What the fuck!” I yelled as soon as I was out of shock. This just resulted in another hard thrust and I yelled in pain again, tears clearly streaming down my face.

“Oh my God, shut the fuck up whore!” His deep and very angry voice made me shiver, partially in fear, partially because I was turned on. He took his dick out of my ass and ripped off his condom, throwing it next to my head.

He turned me on my back and my god he looked angry. He quickly secured one of his hands around my throat, and smirked right before he hit me. This time it was a lot harder than before. I let out a small yelp and he chuckled to himself.

“Are you ready to take my cock, slut?” He asked, still smirking. I could do this one of two ways… and obviously I’m going to go with the way that makes him work for it. I started to squirm away from him, closing my legs in the process. After what he just did I wasn’t going to make this easy. “What do you think you’re doing hun?” I scrambled as far away from him as I could, which wasn’t far, but I was up against the head board and had my legs tightly closed and pulled against my chest.

“Uhm.. making you stop..” I mumbled out. He closed his eyes for a brief second, with his fingers on his nose bridge, and as soon as he did I tried to make a run for the door. I didn’t get far though, as he grabbed a handful of my hair and threw me back on the bed.

“I’m not done with you, you fucking bitch.” He screamed at me. I shivered. He pryed my legs open and placed his dick at the entrance of my throbbing pussy.

“Please don’t, sir, please.” I begged. Of course I wanted him to fuck me, I just wanted to make it a little harder.

“Scream a little more then, bitch.” With that he pushed himself inside of me as fast and has hard as possible. I screamed in response. Even though I was a literal waterside down there, his dick is extremely girthy and hurt like fucking hell.

“Sir, please… please stop..” I cried and moaned. His dick was so fucking big but God damn did the pain feel amazing.

“You will take my dick like a good little slut.” He whispered into my ear. It more sounded like a growl, but it was hot either way. As I continued to “protest” and moan/cry in pain and pleasure, he put his hand around my throat and squeezed as tight as he could without killing me.

“I don’t want to hear anymore of your pathetic cries you whore.” I tried to nod, but got another slap to my face, making me cry out a little bit more. “I said no more bitch!” He screamed, and struck me again. When I didn’t cry this time, he smiled and let go of my neck.

I held back my moans as he thrusted in an out… harder each time until he was going as hard as he could. I wouldn’t be able to walk after this. He moaned the more he thrusted, and I tried to suppress my moans as much as possible, but to no avail. At least this time I wasn’t making sounds out of protest…

After about fifteen minutes of him fucking me senslessly and abusing me, he finally came. He pulled out last second, and busted all over my body. Once he was finally done, he collapsed next to my body.

“You’re such a good girl.” He whispered into my neck. Gjsishd he made me so fucking horny. “I guess you might deserve to finish, huh?”

“Yes please sir,” I started to beg, but his hand immediately went for my neck, making me shut up.

“No more noises or I’m not going to finish you, understand?” I nodded my head and got a smirk in return. Before he did anything, he grabbed a few tissues and cleaned his cum off of my stomach/chest. Then get got to work.

He put two fingers inside of me, while using his other hand to rub my clit. With how fucking horny I was, and how long we had been fucking, I was ready to cum within minutes. He would start rubbing me really fast, his fingerings going as deep into me as they possibly could, and then he’d slow down. Slowly dragging his finger across my clit, making my hips buck and shake. I just wanted to cum. So so bad.

“Mmm is my whore close?” I nodded in exasperation, wanting him to make me cum hard. He smiled and bent his head down, he started sucking on my clit all while keeping his fingers thrusting inside of me.

In no time I was cumming hard, bit that didn’t stop him from continuously sucking my clit and pounding his, now three, fingers inside of me. I squeezed my legs together, trying not to squish his head, but also trying to pry his head away from my pussy with my hands. I moaned loud, begging him to stop. I couldn’t take anymore and I was way overstimulated. Even so, it was still heaven on earth. I’ve never came so hard before in my life.

He finally removed himself and I lay there panting. God he knows how to work magic with what he’s got. He wiped my juices off his face and then laid down next to me. Scooping me into his arms, he leaned his face into the crook of my neck.

“You’re such a girl girl, baby.” He whispered. “Thank you for letting me use my little whore today.” I just nodded, I had no energy left in me to say anything. I honestly just wanted to sleep. And that’s exactly what we did. I fell asleep shortly after that in his arms, listening to his heart rate slowly fall to a steady level. Listening to his slow breaths. This was everything I wanted.

(Sorry for how long this was. I didn’t expect it to be this long, but this is my favourite sex story from my ex and I so enjoy I guess lol)

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/o3oxsy/fm_how_my_ex_used_to_use_me