[This](https://www.reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/nkbpyk/a_fun_study_session_mf) is the first part of this story. A lot of it is set up of how I met Tobin, how we became friends, and how we eventually hooked up. [This](https://www.reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/nlw2bu/you_have_to_earn_it_mf) is what happened next. I have concluded the story below. Hope you enjoy, and thanks for reading.
Shortly after the third floor hallway in Madsen Hall had witnessed the unbridled passion that Tobin and I had shared, I had drifted off on my bed, thinking about what an amazing girl she was. I was equal parts turned on by what might happen the next day and scared of what she might want to do with me. Even though it was barely 1:00 in the afternoon, I was exhausted, and sleep soon overtook my consciousness.
I woke up to loud and urgent sounding knocking at my door. I groggily got up, wiping the sleep from my eyes as I did so. My room was pitch black, leaving me to infer that it was an ungodly hour that I was being woken up at. I glanced at my clock, and saw that it was 3:30 in the morning. “Who the fuck is pounding on my door at this hour?” I thought genuinely curious and a bit worried. I could realistically see two scenarios playing out, one at each end of the spectrum. The first was the bad scenario of something terrible having happened and I was being woken up to be informed of the tragedy. The second was significantly better and less depressing. Tobin might be coming down to give me a middle of the night surprise, maybe dressed only in her bathrobe. “Or maybe nothing at all!” I thought as my mind began to wander. Focusing on the latter possibility, I began to become excited, and I tried to prepare myself for the impending sex that was bound to take place. I looked out the peephole in my door just to make sure that I was not mistaken, and what I saw was an immediate boner killer, and an extreme disappointment. Instead of Tobin standing outside in a negligible amount of clothing, my eyes fell upon Juan banging on the door with his suitcase that he had taken with him by his side. I grudgingly opened the door for my inconsiderate roommate.
“What took you so long?” He asked, brushing past me into the room.
“I was asleep. I wasn’t expecting you to show up for a few days. How come you don’t have your keys?”
“Oh. I put my keys in my suitcase. I thought it would be easier for you to just open up the door.” Juan said as he climbed into his bed.
“Fucking dick,” I said under my breath. I had no desire to start a fight at 3:30 in the morning, but I was pretty pissed. I lied awake in bed for a few hours, finding it difficult to fall back to sleep after being woken up and while listening to the earth shattering snoring that was coming from my roommate’s bed. Eventually I decided that there was no point in staying in my bed while not getting any sleep. I got out of bed, got dressed, and left my room. I was not sure where I was going, but anywhere was better than my room. I checked my phone and saw that it was close to 7:00. Seeing as I had not gotten my bagel the day before, I decided to wander down to the shop. A brisk wind met me when I walked outside, but it felt nice. I walked down to the bagel shop and walked inside. Normally at this time, there was a line nearly out the door, but with it being fall break, there were only a few people in line ahead of me.
“Hey Jenn. Can I get the usual?” I asked the woman behind the counter.
“No problem, Mark,” she said, and handed me a cup.
I had only been at college for a few months, but I had discovered this bagel place the first weekend I was there. I loved it so much, that I had been going there one to three times a week ever since. I had tried almost every bagel that they carried, but my go to order was an asiago bagel with jalapeno cream cheese and a large coffee. I filled up my cup and slid into a booth at the far end of the shop. I waited for my bagel to be ready, nodding off slightly against the wood paneling. My mind drifted to Tobin, and the last two meetings that I had had with her. I pulled out my phone, and pulled up a message to her.
“Hey. Juan came back last night, so I’m up. Whenever you want to go shopping is good with me.”
I sent the message just as my order came up. I slowly chewed the warm bagel, not in any rush to leave the warmth of the shop. I stayed in my booth for much longer than I had intended, not focusing on anything in particular until my phone went off. I opened the message and read Tobin’s response.
“Damn, you were up early. I just woke up. How about you come up to my room in an hour.”
“Sounds good.” I responded.
I left the bagel shop, and walked around the surrounding area for a while, clearing my head and enjoying the peaceful nature of the city at this time of the morning. Eventually I weaved my way back onto campus and back to my dorm. I knocked on Tobin’s door, and she opened it for me. I was greeted with a quick kiss on my lips followed by a “Right on time. You ready to go?”
The kiss caught me off guard, and for an instant I felt my knees buckle slightly. We had slept together twice, but Tobin had never shown any affection for me outside of those isolated incidents. Not knowing how to approach that subject, I brushed the action off just as she had done with the “stairway incident”. However, in the back of my mind, I wanted to explore that kiss, and hold onto the way that it had made me feel.
“Yup. Let’s do this. No breaking my bank though.” I joked with her.
Tobin drove us to the mall, and before I knew it we were browsing clothing, dresses, shoes. Normally I hate shopping of any sort, but in this particular instance I was ok with it. Whether or not it had something to do with me accompanying a beautiful woman nobody will ever know. We bounced from store to store, nothing really sticking out to Tobin. Eventually we stood outside of Victoria Secrets. Without saying a word, Tobin took me by the hand and led me inside. She took care to hold up the scantiest of undergarments and hold them up to her body.
“I’m not sure if I could pull this off. What do you think?” Tobin asked, holding up a matching lace bra and thong, both white with light pink around the edges.
Feeling emboldened by the situation, I responded, “I’m not sure. I would have to see you in them.”
Tobin walked over to me. She stood on her tiptoes and whispered in my ear, “Good thing they have dressing rooms here.”
Tobin headed towards the corner of the store where the dressing rooms were located. I stood still, completely dumbstruck. When she realized that I had not followed her, Tobin turned around and subtly motioned me to come with her. As if in a trance, my feet obeyed, walking over to her, and eventually into the dressing room when the cashier was not looking our way. I closed the dressing room door and was pushed down onto the bench. I was nervous, but incomprehensibly excited at the situation. I stared up as Tobin shed her top, revealing the black bra she had on underneath. My heartbeat rose to an unhealthy speed as I witnessed her stripping in front of me. Her soft shirt hit me in the face, bringing me out of my stupor. I shook my head and looked at Tobin who was giggling.
“Do I have to do all the work myself?” She asked, taking a small step towards me in the process.
My hands were clammy and shaking slightly from my nervousness and thrill of being this exposed. I inched forward on the bench, my hands reaching behind her and cupping her soft cheeks. Tobin leaned down and kissed my forehead, then my cheek, and finally came to rest on my lips. I moved my hands, caressing her ass and discovering the zipper on her skirt. I pulled and felt the fabric slide down her legs, dropping all the way to her feet. Tobin’s hand stopped at the button on my jeans, undoing it and reciprocating my actions on her zipper. My dick sprung out from my pants, giving me a brief reprieve from the containment of my jeans. I continued to kiss Tobin while she moved to straddle me. As she sat on my lap, I could feel the warmth from her slit through the thin fabric of our undergarments. She started to grind slowly on me, rubbing her pussy along the length of my covered dick. I grabbed her around her back drawing her closer to me and allowing me access to her bra clasp. Determined to undo it without her assistance this time around, I tried to focus on the bra. After a few seconds, I was able to get it undone, but Tobin had broken away from me and was trying not to laugh.
“What’s so funny?” I asked, embarrassed that I had done something wrong.
“It’s nothing. It’s just that you were so focused on my bra that your lips completely stopped moving.”
“Oh. Sorry.” I mumbled, hanging my head in shame.
Tobin propped my head up with her fingers and kissed me deeply on the lips. “There is nothing to apologize for.” She said with a smile.
Her reassurance and soft smile caused me to melt into her. I had never felt so in tune with another person before. I felt for her nipples, lightly pinching them the way that I knew she liked. Tobin moaned quietly into my mouth. She grabbed my cock out of my boxers and slid her panties to the side, the guided my member into her. Her cunt was so wet that I was able to enter her easily. Tobin let out a brief sigh as she came to rest at the bottom of my cock. She rode me gently, both of us enjoying the moment. A knock on the dressing room door cut through the dressing room, causing both of us to pause in our efforts. A gruff male voice quickly followed.
“Excuse me. We need you two to exit the dressing room please.”
My dick immediately went limp, and I felt my heart climb into my throat. “Oh god. I’m going to be labeled a sex offender!” I thought to myself. I looked to Tobin. She did not seem to be scared or alarmed. Instead she seemed disappointed or maybe even irritated at the interruption.
“Just give us a second. We’ll be right out.” Tobin said in a steady voice.
She climbed off of me and quickly put on her skirt and shirt, stuffing her bra into her purse. Witnessing her do this, I also fixed myself, preparing to get arrested. Tobin opened the door, and on the other side there was a woman about forty years old, but trying to look younger with makeup and tight fitting but professional clothing, most likely the store manager, and two large men in security guard uniforms. One of the security guards was bald, 6’3”, had a scowl on his face, and was significantly older than his partner. His partner had shaggy brown hair, about 6’6”, and looked like he went to the gym three times a day. Contrary to his partner, he had a small smile across his face, and looked amused by us.
“What seems to be the problem?” Tobin asked innocently.
“You two have broken store and mall policy, and we are going to have to ask you to leave. Consider yourselves lucky that we aren’t calling the police.” Baldy said, trying to be as menacing as he could be.
“Sorry about that, officer. We kinda just got carried away. It won’t happen again.” Tobin replied.
She took my hand and we exited the store and then the mall. We got to Tobin’s car and got in. I was still shaken up from the experience, and I expected Tobin to be as well. To my surprise, she obviously was not. As soon as I sat down, Tobin had grabbed my head and gave me a furious kiss.
“I think that we need to go back to my room.”
She started the car and began to drive back to campus. Once out of the parking lot, her hand found its way to my lap, playing with my shell shocked dick through my pants. Initially I was unresponsive, but as the fear wore off and the adrenaline was all that was left, I started to enjoy myself. I reached over and snaked my way under her shirt. I felt her bare breasts and her hard nipples. My arm positioning was awkward though resulting in the groping being unsustainable. Soon we were back at campus. We practically ran to our dorm, bolting up the stairs. There was no foreplay this time, no teasing. We both stripped down to nothing and were kissing each other fervently. Tobin laid back on her bed, her legs spread waiting to be entered. I knelt down on the floor and placed my face between her legs. My tongue darted out of my mouth, finding her clit and causing her to jump. Her smooth pussy was soaked, each lick causing a subsequent spasm. I stood up, placing my dick at her entrance. After pausing for a brief moment, I thrust into her, anxious to finish what we had started in the dressing room. I thrust into her repeatedly eliciting sounds of pleasure to escape her lips. I then stopped, moving onto the bed and climbing on top of her. I leaned down to kiss Tobin, grabbing under her shoulders as I did so. My arms pulled down on her shoulders allowing me to enter her more rapidly. I felt the orgasm building inside of me, so I pushed into Tobin even faster. She let out a groan.
“Don’t stop! Keep going!” Tobin said breathlessly.
“”I can’t hold it. I’m going to cum.” I said helplessly.
After hearing me say that I was close to finishing, Tobin wrapped her legs around my back, not letting me pull out.
“Just keep going.” She whispered in my ear.
The intensity of everything that had happened in the past two hours caught up with me, the exclamation point was the raw passion that Tobin was exhibiting. I thrust into her one last time expelling my load. In the middle of my orgasm, Tobin’s began. I felt her pussy contract around my erupting cock, giving me a feeling that I had never experienced before. I shuddered and let out a sigh, feeling completely satisfied. Tobin finally released me, and we both collapsed in exhilaration and exhaustion. I put my arm around Tobin and she moved closer to me, nestling her head in the crook of my neck.
“I love you.”
Even as it came out, I knew that it was a mistake. It was as if I was watching the words come out of my mouth, and I had no ability to swallow them. As soon as I spoke those three small but all powerful words, I felt Tobin tense up.
“You what?” She asked incredulously.
I stayed silent, hoping that this would somehow blow over. I was not that lucky.
“Did you just say that you loved me?” Tobin asked incredulously.
She was now propped up on her arm, looking down at me with a mixture of surprise and fear, both of us wondering how a moment so perfect had deteriorated in the blink of an eye.
“I’m sorry. It just sorta slipped out. I should probably go.” I mumbled.
Tobin said nothing as I got dressed and left her room. I slunk down the stairs to my room where I collapsed on my bed. The events played on repeat through my head. I closed my eyes, silently cursing myself for being so stupid. Yet the more I thought about it, the more I realized that I meant what I had said. My first semester at college had been going increasingly well, and a large portion of that was due to Tobin. The time that we spent together was always enjoyable, and I saw that I really did care about her. The increased affection that she was displaying made me think that she might feel the same way, though I was undoubtedly mistaken. I pushed my head into my pillow forcibly completely aware that with three small words I had torpedoed the college friendship that I held the dearest.
I had hoped that the return to classes, specifically my theater history class, would help to mend the fences between Tobin and myself. This did not happen, and we did not talk for the remainder of the semester. I would occasionally look back, in an attempt to catch her eye, but she made a conscious effort to avoid eye contact. Christmas break came, and I packed to go home for the first time since school had started. Tyler drove me to the airport, and I arrived home without incident. The next few days passed, but even with all of the festivities, I still thought of Tobin on a semi-regular basis. On Christmas Day, I woke up and smelled the bacon cooking downstairs. Before joining my family, I glanced at my phone that was on the nightstand, and I saw that I had a text message. I opened it and saw that it was from Tobin.
“Merry Christmas!” It read.
I was a bit taken aback, but I responded to her. “Merry Christmas. Hope you have a great holiday.”
I waited a few minutes before going to breakfast. When Tobin did not text back right away, I left my phone on my bed and enjoyed breakfast and the ensuing lazy day. Eventually, I came back up the stairs and was greeted by the flashing light on my phone. I opened my messages and saw that I had quite a few “Merry Christmases” from various friends, and then I noticed one from Tobin. I quickly opened it, curious as to what it said.
“So I know things have been weird between us the last month or so, but I miss hanging out with you and your friendship. I don’t think that we should go back to exactly the way things were, but I would like to hang out with you again.”
I read and reread the message numerous times. A wave of relief and happiness washed over me. I wanted nothing more than to be friends again.
“Sounds great.” I replied.
The rest of the break flew by. Soon I was back at school, and getting used to the new semester of classes that I was taking. Tobin and I started out slowly, getting lunch together, but soon we were spending even more time together than we had before. We went to dinner, studied with each other, went to the events that our college put on, we even started going to minor league hockey games together, but we had not had any romantic entanglements. By the time that finals were approaching, we were almost inseparable, seeing one another every day. We began preparing and studying for our finals, always skirting around the fact that this was the last week that Tobin would be at school. On the evening after we completed our last tests, Tobin and I sat in her room, drinking beer that she had concealed in her fridge. She had to stay a few more days because she was the RA and had to wait until the last student was moved out before she could leave, but I was flying out the next day.
“I’m really glad that we patched things up this semester.” I said to Tobin.
“I probably shouldn’t have let it get this far to be honest. It’s just what you said really scared me.”
“I know. It slipped out. I didn’t mean to say it.” I said hurriedly.
“You didn’t mean it?” Tobin asked me.
I looked at her over my half drunk beer. I could not tell if she was disappointed or relieved.
“I just said it out of reaction to us finishing that crazy day, and I think that I felt really close to you. I shouldn’t have said anything. I fucked it all up. I’m really sorry for putting you in that position.”
“Don’t apologize.” Tobin told me, setting her beer down. “I should be the one doing that. I really liked you, and when you told me that you loved me I kinda panicked. And now, I’m graduating and we won’t be able to see each other regularly for the foreseeable future.”
I was blown away. I did not know that Tobin liked me like that. I had always viewed myself as a friend that she slept with when she was bored, and this semester I thought that I had turned into just a friend.
“So…what are you saying?” I asked, dumbfounded.
Tobin leaned in and kissed me softly on the lips. “I’m saying that I love you too, you dork,” she said with a familiar smile in her eyes.
I wrapped my arms around Tobin, bringing her close to me as our lips met once again. The passion was far from muted, but this time I could feel that it was different. I pulled Tobin on top of me, leaving us both lying down on her bed. My hands danced under her shirt, easing it off. Her breasts fell out gracefully, and soon they were pressed against my bare chest as Tobin had taken my shirt off as well. I kissed her lips gently, moving my lips down to her neck, and eventually to her nipples. Tobin sighed with pleasure as my tongue brushed around each areola and then circled the nipple. I kissed down her stomach, pausing for a moment when I reached her jeans. I undid her button and zipper and slid her pants off. The thong that she was wearing got caught up with her pants and came halfway down her legs. Tobin kicked her legs, pushing her underwear off, leaving her completely nude. I drank in her naked body, knowing that this may be the last time that I could witness it in person. The last rays of sunlight shone through the window emphasizing the dancing dust particles in the air, coming to a stop on Tobin’s milk white breasts.
My eyes followed the curves of her body down to her pierced belly button, then further down to her smooth mound. I climbed between her legs, spreading them and exposing the wetness that her legs concealed. My fingers spread her lips and I slowly reached out with my tongue to taste her one last time. My efforts were met with slow and reticent moans of satisfaction. I continued to lightly pleasure her with my tongue, finally stopping when her hips bucked slightly in a small orgasm.
Tobin pushed me onto my back and proceeded to take my already enlarged member in her mouth, stroking it and swirling her tongue around my head. She bobbed her head a few times on it, taking it all in her mouth, then she slowly climbed on top of me. Her hand guided my dick inside of her. I let out a slight groan as she let more of me inside of her. The walls of her cavern were tight around my dick, and the sensations were incredible. Tobin leaned forward and kissed me deeply while she bounced on me slowly.
This was not the animalistic fuck that I had experienced with her in the past. No, this was making love. I rolled her over and continued the rhythm that she created. I caressed her breasts, taking a nipple in between my thumb and forefinger and gently squeezing it. Tobin let out a guttural whine and grabbed my ass. Tobin pushed me back over, climbing back on top of me. She began to ride me harder and faster than before. She took my hands and placed one on each breast as she grinded her hips faster and faster. Despite the increasing speed, we were both still in control. She let out another short shriek. I could tell that she was close to cumming, and so was I. I massaged her nipples in my hand, and she reached down and began to furiously rub her clit. Knowing that I was about to burst , I removed my hands from her breasts and grabbed her ass, thrusting myself as deep as I could inside of her. My dick erupted inside of her, driving her over the edge as well. Tobin collapsed on the bed, cum spilling out of her pussy, oozing down her thigh. Both of us panting, but not quite ready to get cleaned up, I put my arm around her and she again rested her head on my shoulder.
Tobin moved her lips close to my ear. “I love you.” She whispered.
I looked down at her and we both burst out laughing. Three small words, carrying such a massive meaning. When the laughter had died down, we looked at each other with a sense of longing and a tinge of regret at the time that we had wasted apart.
“I really do, you know.” Tobin said to me, looking me straight in the eyes. “I don’t think I have ever been this happy with anyone before.”
“I feel exactly the same way.” I told her before giving her another kiss. “I never want this moment to end.” I said quietly, almost to myself.
“You don’t leave until tomorrow. We have all night.”
Tobin and I continued to talk over the next few years, meeting up whenever she was in town. However, at the end of my sophomore year, she told me that she had gotten a job a few states away, making it nearly impossible for us to realistically see each other without extensive planning. We tried to stay in contact, but as time wore on, we stopped talking to each other. Last year she got in contact with me through facebook, and we exchanged numbers and we talk every now and again. She is married with a kid and is incredibly happy, but she will always hold a special place in my heart.
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