My first time throat fuck with a co-worker!! [FM]

So I work at a popular chain restaurant, along side a co-worker friend of mine. We’ve kind of had a flirty relationship on the job, so sometimes the topic gets pretty sexual. Several weeks ago, the topic did get sexual and he brought up the subject of deep throat and asked if I could do it. I stretched the truth a bit when I told him that I could. He called my bluff, and kept insisting that I’d have to “prove” it and that all girls say that. In reality, I’d never really deep throated before beyond a few minor attempts in the past. I didn’t want him to think I was lame, so I said I could. After repeated nagging at me, insisting that I had to prove it, I finally told him that I would. Kind of half-jokingly, I told him “after work”.

Well, that time came as we were the last two left to close for the night. Of course, he didn’t forget what I had said, and told me that it was time for me to prove it. At first I was thinking “Okay, what am I going to deep throat?” So I asked him did he expect me to just pull a banana out of nowhere? He laughed at the suggestion and told me that it wasn’t going to be a banana, it was gonna be the real thing. This is when he pulled his dick out and started jerking on it. I was a little taken aback, but I could feel myself blushing and getting somewhat excited looking at his penis. It very quickly got hard. I laughed and I asked him if he was serious, to which he assured me he was.

He basically just pointed at the floor in front of him, hinting for me to get down there. In the moment of uncertainty, I just kind of thought “What the fuck? I guess this is happening”. So I kneeled down in front of him and put his dick in my mouth. Just as I began to trying to take it further, I felt him grip the back of my head by the hair and he began to push my head down on it in a thrusting motion. The feeling of his dick being stuffed into my throat was both unsettling and uncomfortable. The rapid thrusting motion left me unable to breathe, and I started gagging straight away. He was evidently pleased with this, assuring me that “those were the sounds he wanted to hear”. He would continue thrusting for a bit, and then ram it in deep and pause to hold it like that. I just remember my vision glazing over with tears, and fighting to suppress the gag reflex but ultimately failing each time. I realized that saliva was dripping from my mouth. I tried to wipe it away, and he suggested that I spit it on his dick.

He began stuffing it in harder, and eventually was able to get it down (I think) all the way down on his dick. Or at least, that’s how it felt. I’ve never felt any kind of sensation so deep in my throat like that before, it was a bit of a scary feeling for me. He would hold it there, I couldn’t breathe in or out whatsoever, and I’d start to panic and fight myself away from him. I never felt so dirty and slutty, or so used and degraded in my life. What came as ever more of a shock was that I realized that I was… liking this whole thing? I wasn’t exactly sure how or why, but I was enjoying the way he was treating me, the way it made me feel. I was turned on, despite the discomfort, the pain, the gagging. I just felt like I wanted him to keep going. It was the hottest thing.

Eventually he reached the point where he was nearing ejaculation. He pulled out, told me to open my mouth, and I did. He came in my mouth, told me to swallow, and I did. When it was all said and done, I blurted out “I told you”. To which he replied saying that he’s wasn’t sure about that, saying that he didn’t think it went all the way down, and that we would need to try again to see if I could really do it. I called BS, but he wouldn’t relent.

This is how it got started, and what has now become a thing that we’re doing on the nights when we’re left to close the store by ourselves. The second and third time was much the same kind of affair. Just the other night was our fourth time, and I dare say the craziest yet. He got the idea to use a zip tie to fasten my hands behind my back, so that I couldn’t panic or pull myself away from him. As you might imagine, it was very intense. So intense, that I puked. Multiple times. My throat is still sore and totally red from the other night.

And do you know what? I’m already counting down the days until we close again. I can’t wait for the next time. I’ve no clue what my deal is, I just want to do it again. This is how it dawned on me what a disgusting, stupid slut I must be. I can’t even hardly believe it myself… I tried searching up topics on the topic what makes you feel like a stupid slut, and ended up finding this sub-reddit. So here I am. Telling you all of the highlights of the past month. Yeah… apparently getting choked on a dick is now considered the highlight of my week? God, what the fuck is wrong with me? I seriously must be hitting a low point in my life or something.

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