UPDATE 2: As of my initial post, you’ll maybe remember that just back in November, as a fresh 18yro, I was out on a trip with family in Mexico on a resort. There, I experienced my first sexual awakening and realization of the pleasures of orgasms when I happened upon a very nice pool jet while being quite turned on having watched a good looking couple make out. Upon this discovery of my own sexuality I made a promise to keep exploring, wanting more of what I had missed out on.
Some of you may already know what I look like, and while I am self conscious about my looks because I’ve never really gotten much attention (never had a chance to being homeschooled…); back in Mexico on the resort I couldn’t help but notice all the guys staring at me when I was alone. So the very day after that initial experience with the water jets, I made a point of going off on my own to different areas than the rest of my family. I was on a mission to play up my sex appeal and see what guys will do. Since I was not allowed any provocative or sexy bathing suits, I improvised… I spent some time in front of the mirror adjusting my swimsuit bottoms, bunching them up between my cheeks to reduce the amount of cover. I also wetted them at the front and did something similar to let my camel toe shine through…just in case someone was daring enough to look. I even adjusted and tightened up my top to perky up my breast (even more than they are) in hopes of garnering increased attention.
Armed with a hypersexualized and confident look about me (contrasted by fear and nervousness on the inside that I was trying to hide), I set off on a walk around the resort. Slowing myself just enough to smile and give sexy eyes to any cute guys who couldn’t help but stare at my assets as I strut by. I was pretty impressed and happy with the reaction. From guys my age, to older guys my dad’s age and with their wives right beside me…most of them ensured they took a at least a quick glance at my body, some making more obvious, while some even catcalled me. It felt amazing knowing I could have that kind of effect on them.
However, shamefully enough, none of them manned up enough to stop me in my tracks and strike up a conversation. The upsetting part was that I had already decided that if any of them did, I would play along and propose to go back to their room. After the day before, I was horny and wanting to give someone…anyone…a handjob. I wanted to have a cock in my hand and learn what it feels like. I was also quite mesmerized with the idea of a guy cumming, and wanted to be the one to give that to someone. But that never happened…
After hours of strutting myself around like a little slut showcasing my body the best I could, I realized no man was going to make a move for whatever reason. So I went back to my original spot in the pool with the water jets. I was so horny by the point that it didn’t even matter that there were some people around. I figured I would do my best to hide it…and if any guys saw…maybe I’d actually get to accomplish my other mission for the day.
In the end, all I got was another mind blowing orgasm from the water jet after basically getting myself all amped up over acting like a little slut all day. I blushed like a tomato when I was done…and did my best to walk back to my room in shame to get ready for dinner with family.
PS: Recently I have learned just how much I enjoy getting you guys excited through my personal experiences and photos of my body. Never thought I’d ever show so much, but I have discovered I am a bit of an exhibitionist so here we are … There are updates if you are interested to hear what happened next…
Xoxo,
Adeline
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/nmg106/18f_mexico_update2_how_my_first_orgasm_awakened