panic [nsfw] [rough] [bdsm]

I woke up in a panic. my head frantically searching the bed for him. “baby?” where’d he go? I pushed the covers off and I shivered when my feet touched the floor. it was so cold.

I grabbed my phone and I saw the time. 3:34 am

I pushed the door open slowly and I peeked my head out into the hallway. “hello?” the floor creaked beneath my feet the closer I got to the small sliver of light I saw at the end of the hall.

I turned the corner and walked into the kitchen and there he was. head down in his arms and he was sleeping on the island. I walked up to him slowly and I softly touched his shoulder.

he jolted awake and I pulled my hand away. “hey it’s just me.” It took him a minute to adjust his eyes to the light but he smiled when he saw me. “How come you’re out here? are you okay?”

he grabbed my hand and pulled me closer to him. He patted the counter and I jumped up. I sat in front of him and he wrapped my legs around him. “…couldn’t sleep, so I came out here to get some water and I don’t know what happened.”

my hand reached up for his face and I rubbed his cheek softly. “what’s up? what’s going on?” he took in a deep breath and whispered “I’m so stressed…” then he looked up at me with tears in his eyes “baby, I’m tired… I’m so fucking tired.”

my face fell at his words and I pulled him close to me. His breaths were slowly increasing and his grip on my leg was too. He leaned his head on my chest and I rubbed him, running my hands through his hair trying to calm him.

I felt his hands start to slide to the front of my body and he lifted his head. his fingers started playing with the buttons on my shirt- well his shirt. “what are you doing?” he looked up at me as he kept unbuttoning them. “I don’t wanna think about work anymore or my family or my classes. I just want to think about you…”

he raised his hands to my shoulders and slowly pushed the shirt off. he ran his fingertips along my arm and whispered “I just want to touch you…” he lifted my hand to his lips and kissed each finger. “I just want to kiss you…” He lifted his head and looked at my face. “I just want to taste you… it’s the only thing I want right now.”

He pushed the chair back and stood up and kissed me. His arms engulfed me into a hug and pulled me closer to him. I felt his hands roam all over my body and he gripped the back of my neck and pushed me harder into the kiss.

I ran my fingernails down his chest and he shivered. He pulled away from the kiss hyperventilating and he said “…do that again.” and he smashed his lips back on mine. All this moving is making my brain hurt.

I ran my nails down his chest again and he groaned softly into the kiss. does he like this? “harder” he whispered to me and I did. I scratched hard down his chest and his stomach and he pulled away from the kiss letting out small moans. “oh fuck… fuck why does that feel so good?” I looked down and I saw literal claw marks with droplets of blood and I instantly felt bad.

“oh… you’re bleeding.” He looks down to his chest and then back to me. “It’s okay, I liked it.” My hand reaches up to touch him and the second I do he winces. I jerk my hand back like I touched fire and I just let my head drop.

his finger snaked its way under my chin and he lifted my head. He looked at me for a while before moving closer to kiss me. When he pulled away he leaned his forehead on mine “baby it’s okay. I promise.”

I nodded my head slightly and whispered “can I get another kiss?” He beams a smile at me and leans forward again. I can’t even tell you how much I love kissing him. I could do it for hours and never get tired of it.

he stood up, pushing the chair back quickly. He grabbed my hips and pulled me closer until we were touching. He took in a shaky breath and whispered “words can’t explain how bad I need to fuck you right now.” His eyes roamed all over my body and stopped at my thighs.

He bent down and looked up at me. his hands on both my knees and he slowly pushed them apart. my shirt bunched up at my hips and before I could even explain myself he slapped my thigh. “that’s for not wearing underwear to sleep.”

I could feel my heartbeat a little faster every time he touched me or spoke to me. “i-i’m sorry-“

“I’m sorry what?”

my mouth opened and closed for a second before I whispered “daddy…” his head slowly shifted up and he tapped his ear “baby I can’t hear you. say it louder.”

I huffed in annoyance and I said it again “daddy. that’s your name, happy?” The second I said my sentence I immediately regretted it. “oh… we’re being bratty tonight?” He stood up and got in my face “it’s… 3:50 am and you want to be difficult? now? fine.” I opened my mouth to protest but he wrapped his hand around my throat. “shut up.” my eyes widened and his fingers flexed around my throat.

He brought his face closer to mine, poking his tongue out and licking his lips. He looked from my eyes to my lips. he stared for a few seconds before whispering. “can I fuck it? your mouth?” a small whimper left my mouth. I don’t know how he can ask me questions like that and not expect me to faint.

his eyebrows furrow and I looked at his lips. so red from being bitten so fucking much. “can I please…” his fingers lift and he rolls my bottom lip in between his fingers and then dips in one. my eyes closed and my eyebrows furrowed too. my brain started going a mile a minute thinking of all the scenarios that could happen in the next five minutes.

“You thinking about it, pretty lady? hmm? me fucking that bratty little mouth?” His finger slides out of my mouth and he drops his hand and slides it beneath my shirt.

my mouth dropped open and I gasped when I felt his fingers on me. “oh fuck.” my hand immediately gripped onto his shirt and then I don’t know what happened. He stopped and walked away. “what the-“

what the fuck?

The second I touched him he walked away.

completely fucking ruined the mood, what the fuck? I jumped off the counter and then he immediately showed up in my view.

“Who told you to get off the counter?” I looked at him incredulously and I was so close to cursing him out before he held up a pair of handcuffs. “what the fuck? this is why you left? to get fucking han-“

“Just shut the fuck up.” He walked up to me and I started to back away from him. when my back hit the edge of the counter I whimpered in both pain and fear. “oh now you’re scared of me?”

my eyes widened and my mouth dropped open. “i-“ he stood in front of me and he covered my mouth with his hand. “shut. up. understood?” I nodded my head quickly and he pulled his hand away. He gripped my shoulder and roughly turned me around gripping my hands in the process.

I felt the cuffs click around my hands and then his breath on my neck. “do I need to gag your mouth or will you listen?” my breath hitched in my throat and I could barely get out my words. “…i-i’ll listen.”

“good girl… are you doing okay?”

He turned me around and I looked up at him. “I’m okay, it just caught me off guard. are you okay?”

He dropped his head on mine softly and shook it no. “no… I just- I need to do this with you, please? i-i don’t know what’s wrong with me. you just calm me in every way possible.” my eyes look back and forth between his and I whisper “it’s okay, I get it. I understand what you mean… I promise.”

I get on my tiptoes to kiss him and he engulfs me in a huge hug. it’s kind of awkward since I’m cuffed up but I don’t care. he pulls away and he lifts me back onto the counter. he walks around to the opposite side and grabs my hands. My back slams against the counter and I wince in pain. “Ow…”

when I tried to lift my arms I couldn’t. I stretched to look at my hands and I yelled at him “Why can’t I move my fucking hands? What the fu-” He pulled a tie out of somewhere and I whispered “where’d you get a tie?” and then he wrapped it around my mouth.

He gripped the collar of my shirt and ripped it in half. He threw my shirt across the kitchen and I knew I was fucked. “see what being a fucking brat gets you? you get tied up and treated like a slut.”

“cumslut…”

Swear my mouth has a mind of its own. I swear to god. My eyes widened and I heard his breath stop. “…w-what did you say?” I just knew the punishment that was about to come. I could barely look at him but he gripped my chin and shoved my head up. He bends down towards my face and he whispers “what did you say.”

The second I opened my mouth he said “forget it. I don’t even want to hear it.” he just pulled his boxers down and pulled his dick out. He grabbed my shoulders and pulled me so rough. I grunted when he pulled me but it turned into a half scream when I felt my head slide off the counter. He covered my mouth with his hand and gave me a look that said “shut the fuck up or I swear to god”.

“I told you to only speak when told to do so. So fucking bad…” he looked down at me and I looked up at him. His bottom lip completely red and small pants falling from his mouth. He grabbed his dick and took a step closer to me. He took one hand and brought it up to my lips and rubbed them. “Please baby…” he bent down to my level and whispered “please let me fuck this… pretty little fucking throat. God, I need it so bad baby, so bad.”

He stood back up and I slowly opened my mouth. He smiled and whispered “good girl. So fucking good.” His dick slid in my mouth and I watched as his face contorted into a look of pure pleasure. “Oh god, your mouth is so warm baby. Oh fuck, fuck, fuck-” he wasted no time and started fucking my mouth. Grunts and groans leaving his mouth as he slid in and out of my mouth. “Oh, you look so good, baby. Laying here tied up- oh god… tied up and getting choked with my dick. Yeah? You like it you little cumslut?” my eyes snapped open at his last word and a sinister smile came on his face.

“That’s right. I fucking heard you.” he pulled his dick out my mouth and I gasped for air as he bent down and gripped my throat. “I fucking heard you say cumslut.” His fingers flexed around my throat as he leaned forward and took my bottom lip in his mouth and sucked it. My eyebrows furrowed and that ache in between my legs got so heavy and my body got so hot. “Oh, is it hurting baby? Yeah? Mmm I bet you wanna cum so bad right?” my eyes frantically look over his face as I whisper out a choked “y-yes” I squeezed my legs together trying to get rid of some of the aching and he said “how do you want to cum baby? Hmm?” My mouth opened and closed at his question.

“I…I don’t know.” He smiled softly at me and said “do you want to cum on my fingers? On a toy? on my mouth? Mmm, how about on my dick baby? Tell me which one and I’ll make you cum.”

Something came over me and with his lips so close to mine I grabbed onto his. A gasp left his mouth as I started to suck on it. “Can I have all of them?” His eyes widened and then he slowly shut them as a moan fell from his mouth. “Fuck that’s hot. I’ll be right back.” I saw him leave and then I swear in a few seconds he was back already.

This time he grabbed my hands and untied them. My arms dropped and I rubbed my wrists, wincing slightly. I was still laying down on the counter and I grabbed his arm when I saw him walk away. “I still want you to cum in my mouth.” I turned over and quickly slid myself off the counter and when I tell you I was in a bad state. I was in a bad state.

My pussy was throbbing. I could feel how wet I was, it was dripping down my ass and I could just feel the messiness. I grabbed onto his thighs and I begged on my knees “please cum in my mouth daddy.” I looked at his dick and I licked my lips and I whispered “make me be a good little cumslut for you Aaron, please…” his mouth dropped open and he grabbed my chin. “Of course baby, open your mouth for me- a little wider, mhmm. Oh fuck me-” I grabbed his dick with one hand and gripped his balls with the other and when I did his hips jerked. “Oh shit do that again, do that again-” I squeezed both hands at the same time and he slammed his hand down on the counter.

I pulled him out of my mouth and I moved my hand up and down as I slid my tongue around the tip. “Just like that baby. Oh fuck, it feels so good… so good.” I dropped my hand from his balls and I slid it into my underwear.

When I finally felt how wet I was I moaned around his dick and he jerked his hips violently. “Oh, are you touching yourself, baby? Naughty fucking girl, I didn’t tell you that you could that. Did I?” I looked up at him and shook my head no, but I still kept sliding my finger in and out. I pulled him out of my mouth and I stood up. His dick still in my hand I looked up at him and I whispered. “Don’t tell me what to fucking do.”

I pulled my fingers out of my pussy and I sucked them off. He was fighting to keep his eyes open and when they finally shut closed I ran my thumb over the tip. I kept moving my hand but slower this time and I turned around. My ass touching his dick and I whispered “fuck me. Please, fuck me. I don’t want your cum in my mouth anymore, I want it in my pussy.” I jumped up on the counter and I pulled him towards me. I slid my legs open and I said “rip them.” his hands came up from his sides and he gripped the waistband, snapping it in half. “What else?” his eyes darker than before and his chest moving up and down fast. How does the dynamic switch up so fast between us?

“I want you to feel… how wet… and how warm your pussy is. Come here-” I grabbed his hand, our eyes locked the entire time

“Come on baby, cum with me,” I whispered as he slid in me. his whole face scrunching and a long moan escaping his lips. “oh my fucking god baby… it’s so *fucking warm*.” his hips started moving against mine and then suddenly they started snapping against me. both of our heads pressing in each other as I wrapped my legs tighter around his waist. “oh fuck, I’m gonna cum. oh, I’m about to cum baby.” I whispered as we both looked each other in the eye. his mouth dropped open and he quickly looked down and then he looked up at me. Before he could say anything a look of pure pleasure and honestly pain came over his face as he came.

seeing him like that only pushed me closer and I came with him. his arms wrapping around me as my whole body throbbed and pulsed. “oh my… oh my god- you fucking…” his head dropped onto my chest as he started cursing me out for giving him the best orgasm of his life.

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