[FM] I (F23) have been enjoying a lot of sex and or sexting with engaged man

These past 2 years I’ve been having sex with quite a few men and 1 of them had a fiancé. I couldn’t really express how it felt with words, but it felt… good? It might sound weird, but it feels exciting to see a self-proclaimed loyal man to still have lust for another girl who’s not his girlfriend and is actually acting towards it.

So there’s this guy [30M engaged] let’s just call him Adam. I met Adam at an internship program I had back then. He was one of the senior engineers at the workplace. He taught me lots of stuff whether it be something technical or simply about how to work in a team. He was my mentor basically. We spent a lot of time together whether it be at work or outside. I actually learned a lot from him… and about him. I can feel him staring at me quite weirdly from time to time, like looking at me from head to toe. Sometimes tried to steal a glance of my chest and or my thighs. He told me that he has a fiancé. I could already notice judging from his ring.

I didn’t know why he told me that even though it was somewhat obvious. After I put some thought to it, probably it was because he had to convince himself that he didn’t want to cheat and tried to create this “I am engaged” barrier. Although that did little effect on his actual actions. He still tried to steal a glance of my body and even tried to touch me whenever there was the opportunity to do it without looking weird. Any normal girls would feel weirded out about this, but I felt a bit… excited. It’s not like I’ve ever been mad to him looking at me with lustful eyes, in fact I quite enjoyed it.

Last day of the internship we had a few drinks to celebrate with the mentors. I wasn’t really good with alcohol (and still am) so I only drank a few shots and even that still made me a bit light-headed. Adam, looking at me knowing that I didn’t feel too good, he offered me a ride back home by his car. I accepted it because I did genuinely feel that’d help me a lot. He then drove me back to my apartment. We stopped at the parking lot and it was around 10-11PM. There wasn’t really anyone around. He grabbed my shoulders and asked me, “Can you walk by yourself? Or do you want me to accompany you?” He looked at me straight right in the eyes and I also looked at his for a few seconds. My heart was starting to beat faster. Then he suddenly brought his face closer to mine trying to steal a kiss…and he did. He kissed me and then grabbed my thighs. We ended up making out for a few minutes.

I could see his bulge in his pants and judging from the shape of it I assumed he had an above average sized penis. He rubbed his bulge, signalling me to open the zipper and I did. My assumption wasn’t wrong it was actually pretty big and it took me by a surprise (in a good way though). I started rubbing it slowly with my hand and he also started to rub my breasts. We kissed again for a few seconds then he asked me to suck his penis. I nodded and then licked the tip of his penis before swallowing it whole. I bj’d him for a few minutes until he came in my mouth. He came quite a lot and I tried to swallow it, but ended up choking myself (yes, I was a dumbass). He laughed and gave me a bottle of water. He then apologized for everything that happened. I completely didn’t mind, in fact I liked it. I said to him that it’s okay and I actually enjoyed it. He desperately asked me to not tell anyone about this. It was kinda funny and I replied to him that I won’t. I packed up my things and before I left his car I whispered to him “It’s okay if you want to do this again.” Then I walked back to my apartment.

Since the internship has just finished I couldn’t see him anymore for a couple of months, but in between that time he still chatted with me. We didn’t lose communication, although it’s not like he chatted a lot, probably because he didn’t want his fiancé to know. We also occasionally sexted whether it be just chatting or sharing pics and or vids. He was actually a pretty attractive man and it’s exciting to see him playing with himself in a vid, especially knowing that he had to do it in secret. A few months later he invited me for a dinner and I was surprised. He said that his fiancé went to her parents house for 3 days (something happened and I forgot why). I accepted his invitation. He brought me to a pretty fancy restaurant and I had a good meal.

When we went back to his car he invited me to his house. Feeling excited, but I didn’t want him to know that I felt so, I just nodded and replied with an “Okay.” He then drove me to his house. It was a nice house, not too small, not too big, just big enough for a family gathering. He then said to me, “You can stay here for 2 days if you want.” I replied, “Not 3 days?” He laughed and then said, “I have to clean up the house on the last day, making sure I don’t get caught.” Fair enough, I thought. He invited me to his and his fiancé’s room and then he pulled out the drawer beside the bed and showed what’s inside. There were quite a lot of condoms there and he was just smiling at me, knowing that I got the idea. Yes, that night we had sex for the first time and for the icing on the cake, we did it on the same bed he had sex with his fiancé. The idea really made me feel excited and that night I cummed quite a few times. He was really good at pleasing his partner and to top it off, he was also physically attractive. He told me stuff like I was really pretty and hot, even hotter than his fiancé or any girls that he has been with before. It might be just him being nice, but that made me feel even more excited nevertheless. We ended up having lots of sex, night and day during these short 2 days. We tried many sorts of positions, roleplays, etc. It was a really good time.

He’s planning to have a wedding late this year. We still chat from time to time, but not so often. We also don’t sext that much anymore. I guess that’s fair, considering he’s about to get married (although the idea of sexting with a married man sounds exciting to be fully honest).

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/n4oe9d/fm_i_f23_have_been_enjoying_a_lot_of_sex_and_or