I don’t know how to say this but right now I’m on cloud nine and life has never felt so fucking amazing it’s really surreal to think what I have gone through this past lockdown, what started as so depressing I felt that this was it I would never feel emotions again , but as time went I begged God to never end lockdown as my situation was kind of really perfect.
So let’s not confuse you guys more, I’m sorry I don’t know how to write, I’m not really the guy who should write his stories and above that English is not my first language so feel free to back out now as I explain my story I maybe forget Grammer and proper sentencing.
I just some hours back found out about this subreddit and it instantly occurred to me that I have to write my story cause weirdly this eats me daily and bugs me that no one knows about it and I can’t share it with anyone, so this is just a experience I had and it was so unbelievably true that I want get it off my chest. I probably should go it into details before few of you who made this far will also back out.
I’m 22 years old guy, most of my life was really shitty, I mean we were happy family but downright broke, and future never seemed prosperous, never had any friends growing up, never had any money so about the when I was 19 I felt heavily depressed and still to this day I spend my most time in my room watching stuff on tv and browsing Reddit.
Our family was loving but we had deep financial issues and around the time I was 15 my mom commited suicide due to her own struggles with mental health, leaving behind me, my younger brother, and my hard working dad who tried really hard to provide for us and tried to take care of us.
But suddenly I don’t know what happened but there was some property in my mother’s native village which was in dispute, that case ruling comes and in my mother’s family’s favor and next thing you know my dad is swimming in cash,
He was a driver in the morning and cook in the afternoon and road cleaner in the night and just like that one day he is sleeping and it’s late for his job, till than I don’t know about money, I try to wake him up he doesn’t respond.
I came from school he says let’s go shopping, buys me and my brother tons of clothes and me a really nice computer which was crazy expensive, gets iPhone for me my brother and him and pays right then and there with his card,
I mean just a day before I didn’t even ate lunch as he made so little I have it to my brother.
Well poor and loving father became rich and distant father but to be honest I never cared I was filthy rich after I droped from college and played video games all day, to this day he has never said about why I suddenly dropped from college.
We moved to a nice I mean stupidity nice mansion soon after father got the money for selling his part of the ownership to my other relatives, while my younger brother was non adult at the time his share remained which also was eventually sorted out,
Dad started to invest in stocks and to the luck, all life a struggling man he made really solid returns,
When I turned 20 he re married, I believe he was 52 at the time and my new step mom was about 34, but hot as hell, never really talked to her as I believed she was just a trophy wife for my dad to show off against her friends,
I always find her hot but felt immoral some time,
She was a failed actress, and looked really good, but had her issues with life she was quite famous for her controversies as most c grade celebs are, always thought her tits were fake though.
So the lockdown happens in my country last year around last week of March,
My dad is out of the country mostly fucking hookers and drinking though he tells us he has business related work there but it’s obvious to me at least that what’s he is doing,
And around that time I was really depressed in life as I never really mourned my mother at the time of her passing and now when I was locked in room I started to miss her cause when money came I in a sense lost my father too, but hey can’t complain being a rich kid can you.
So sorry to go to this dark places of my mind I never intended when I decided to write this but let’s not bore you further.
So after the week or so of lockdown my 19 years old brother (me 22 remember ok) went to his friends apartment where his entire gang decided to be in the lockdown, all rich kids , trust fund babies,
My dad calls me that me and my step mom had to move to our farmhouse in the village, where law is pretty loose so mom could drive around and his staff there also good so food and services will also be nice cause in the city most of our staff was not able reach us.
It’s been some time there, the weather is real nice there and all you can see is just mountain and plains of grass.
It cheers my mood a bit too, I hated to talk to my step mom so almost never talked to her only if needed to ask something or tell someone’s message to her, but here I had no option so would occasionally ask her about stuff and just that life was pretty boring those days but calm.
One day I saw her talking to a guy on farmhouse he brings us stuff from market and is care taker of the property, seeing this I thought I really need a cigarette man, she never knew I smoke and I didn’t care but it seemed akward so I tried all this days to quit it for some time but she was getting all the booze so I thought why not ….
I go over there I don’t know why but I felt nervous and she was in bathrobe and stupidly I stared at her tits for few seconds before she gracefully puts her hand on my chin and and lifts my face we make eye contact and it’s embarrassing I stand there she has a smile on her face asks me if I needed anything, few moments passes I hesitate and stuttered and said cigarettes
And she said sure I nodded and started to walk back and she calls my name I turn she shouts “what’s your brand kiddo?”
I was bit nervous so shaked my phone in front of her and texted my shit.
Went to my room which a separate outhouse type shit pretty cool,
Thought I handled situation with absolute best and she must me thinking I’m average dude.
I try to get my mind off her and suddenly she texts…..”wifi’s up”
Finally from 3 days it was not working as soon as got that text turned on TV scrolled through Netflix started watching some documentary , in some time it became background noise as I showered ,
Sun settled and surroundings became really quite I though my cigarettes didn’t arrive bummer, a maid came to knock on the door to invite me to dinner I said bring my food here, watched some twitch thot while eating and looking at that that’s tits I remembered what had happened earlier and had a boner felt little immoral but hey not my fault I was horny, happens to the best of us.
Found some milf porn, started watching it , pulled down my boxers a little I was not in hurry was having fun with myself and forgot that never locked the door after getting my food well it was late so I didn’t care anyways, but suddenly my door opened my step mom watched me for a quiet some moments and didn’t reacted with disgust, slowly saying my name and fake coughing, I lost my shit when I heard that,
And porn continued to play as I was unable to find the remote in the heat of the situation ,
She never made eye contact with me,
I pulled my boxers up and I shut the tv with switch, my mind was racing like a horse and the embarrassment i felt was truly something else.
After some moments passed she made eye contact and she is still smiling which is making me pale and more nervous she doesn’t say any thing hand me 2 packs of cigarettes
And leaves me there,
It felt like whole eternity passed in those few minutes, it makes you question what happened was real or not, but I was glad to cope with this now I had cigarettes,
But suddenly I here faint voices over my window normally I don’t care about her but part of me that that conversation must be related to me and what happened, I try to get closer and realize she is talking to someone over phone and before she walked away I heard”your son ate?? Good send him over I need a head massage badly”
So was relieved that it didn’t matter to me,
Watched some stupid show and next thing you know it’s 2 am in the night,
And to my surprise I don’t have a lighter or matches to light up my cigarette, well it did not bothered me much I thought lets walk and there has to be matches in kitchen which is a separate area so I won’t wake up anyone
Started walking passed my my step mom’s room and then into kitchen area found matches and lighted one, after so much days had a smoke and felt really relaxing after what the day was,
Started walking back and noticed the light now turned on in step mom’s room didn’t think much just across her room there’s a bench so sat there and enjoyed smoking under the moon,
But my eyes were stuck on the window of step mom’s room as lights were still on, some time later as I’m ready to go I heard weird noises from her room ,
I felt curious but decided it’s best to look , but as I stated walking away the voices felt different and for a moment I thought there’s a man voice between weird sounds now no matter how little I cared about my family I had to look just out of curiosity that what was going on.
I slowly walk to the window and thinking that this was bad idea, tried to gather courage to pick but I was caught I would be really akward so after about thousands thoughts crossed my mind I dare and peek inside, it most shocking things I ever saw, my step mom is lying on her bed naked in all her glory, the things around her got blurred for a second and blood from brain drained to my junk, and I started thinking wow I actually never noticed how hot was she and those boobs were most definitely not fake but as I start to gain some blood again in my brain there is a 4 feet tall young guy really skinny is sitting on are stomach and playing with him self it takes a second to recognize but he is our care taker’s son who occasionally massages step mom and do her other chores, so the call earlier made some sense, he is younger than me actually around 19 years old and my mom well she would be now 36, he has little man’s body and sitting on her and jerking of completely naked and there is another man in his late 60s out night watchmen he is wearing his shirt of the uniform and pants are down to his ankles, and he is rubbing his disgusting dick around her chicks and mouth and then I noticed she is completely passed out, she not responding to any actions almost unconscious,
Beside are there is about man completely naked sleeping face down so I didn’t recognize him,
I thought what if this is rape and they are fucking a drunk woman but still my rock hard dick made me stand there and watch her naked body for a few moments and then to my surprise she gains her conscious or something and and angrily shouts and elderly watchmen
: ” You are done old man get your pants up and leave stop making noice my son would here you, I told you chika(the care taker’s son masturbating on her stomach) not to bring anyone I was not in the mood today, and get this fucker(pointing to another passed out guy) out of my room”
The old man pulls up pants and he seems clearly drunk and he wakes up the guys who is barely functional at which point I recognize that he is a Gardener whom I have seen before, Gardner grabs his cloths and with the help of old man both leave her room urgently and in between chika also gets dressed and mom pulls blanket on her body chika is really nervous and standing there looking down silence break in some time as mom says: ” I specifically told you that get booze out of cellar and why did you bring them with you”
Chika’s voice is trembling : ” ma’am I didn’t invite them when I returned they insist me to let them come along they wanted to talk to you”
Mom: ” well you people are really horny I invited them for drink for some night and from then they think I want to fuck them…..Jesus what’s this?? He cummed in me?”
Disgusted stem mom started rubbing her hand under balnket
Chika: ” it was Gardner and im sorry I got drunk with you they undressed you and I didn’t control”
Mom cuts him : ” shut the fuck up… Tell your dad in the morning that Gardner and watchmen are both fired and you never come in my room get lost”
Chika gets relief that his punishment wasn’t severe and runs as soon as he was dismissed…
Now me I watched her lay again and turn off the light,
Stand there for some time and it was so much to process that I become blank no thought was crossing my mind,
So I thought I need one more smoke , smoked 2-3 cigarettes more and then slept with ease.
Next day it started to hit me and my brain started hurt thinking all the stuff I heard and saw last night, for some time after waking up it felt like a bad dream, but as time passes I realized it was most certainly true,
But I also blamed myself that thinking of those scenes I should feel rage and disgust but I felt aroused thinking of the last night and it came with it’s guilt and shame also.
Day was normal other than immoral thoughts crossing my brain and images of her naked body.
Time went by and again had my dinner in my room didn’t saw her the entire day.
As my dinner was over she texted me : “want a drink ? Could use a company”
If this was any other day I would straight reply no ….but I couldn’t resist being with her , suddenly I remembered what she smells like , the way her moves when she walked all the things I subconsciously collected over the years
I text back ” might drop by” so I would sound cool I think and definitely not thirsty
But I couldn’t wait longer and just went to her room anyway…
Knocked
She replied it’s open,
I go in she is sitting on her bed and her wine glass is almost untouched over the bedside counter, I go ahead and sit far away on a sofa she gets up
: ” What should I get you”
Me:”beer would be fine” she chuckles a bit and pours a whiskey and walks to me and hands me the glass and walks towards the door and locks it and comes back sits right next to me
We chat for a bit , maybe first time we talked for more than few sentences,
She ask me about all sorts of things I just reply her with shorts answers you could tell she is trying to have conversation and me on the other hand is focused on hiding my boner after seeing her cleavage from time to time
I feel she also started to notice the tension in the air so stoped trying to engage me for some time and kept on drinking,
I don’t know what I was hoping but after some time I thought well this was waste of time maybe and what I wanted from coming here,
Then things took turn,
She said ” you should go if you feeling like sleeping”
I didn’t think of and answer and she spoke again ” but if wanna stay, I could pour you another glass and in exchange you could massage my neck a bit , seems fair?”
Me: ” why not”
I mean if you saw her the way did no matter how moral you were you could not resist touching her and hey that’s was the most I was expecting
Slow and neck massages and her pouring me drink after drink made things for me out of control,
I was not hiding my boner anymore and while massaging her neck from behind I just stared at here tits…
I thought now I would pass out our blackout so tell her maybe I should go
Step mom:” u seem pretty wasted u rest here tonight don’t worry it’s not akward”
:” I guess!!!”
She lays me in her bed I was passed out for some time and I regain my conscious after some time didn’t remember how much time had passed and she was sleeping beside me and her outfit betrayed her by slipping over her one nipple and her belly was barely covered and in the heat of the moment without thinking I turn and put my one hand over her chest , almost hugging her….
She noticed it or maybe not her eyes were still closed I think this is best I should not go further this is enough and slightly feeling her chest I lower my pants with other hand and gently starter stroking my dick….I knew it was wrong but fuck it never felt anything this nice,
Suddenly I hear her chuckling a bit and it’s comes crashing down,
But booze helped I didn’t run like a coward at least
She turn on the lights,
And adjust her top to properly cover herself,
And I’m laying there in tons of shame with my boner poking a tent down there she looks at it for a second
: ” Never thought you would be the horny none, always thought jay would be the one who tries to hump me”
Jay being my little brother
And I don’t know what happened I always call her by her name but I guess I had to fuck up that night I say :” mom I’m sorry”
Step mom:” awww you poor thing”
She gets up goes to the toilet and meanwhile I’m thinking what have I done Calling her mom and jerking off, all sorts of stuff is running in my mind I think her going to the bathroom was the signal for me to get lost as I get closer to the door she slowly says:”hold on there, sit here”
I do as she says and sit beside her on the bed my boner is still making me anxious,
And then she grabs it over my pants and slowly rubs it
And says:” you want to do this”
I hesitate to answer and she rolls her eyes maybe she wanted me to be more bold or something
And before I get to say anything or do anything she ties her hair and slides my pants down
:” Ohh boy” spills out her mouth as she sees my dick and I’m sitting she goes down on me and start sucking it real good ,
Only after few minutes I think I may not be hold much longer so grab her hair and try to pull her away as I think it would be not polite to cum in her mouth
She get frustrated:” kid it’s okey don’t worry and if you want you can be little rough ”
And she starts to suck it again this time more aggressively and deep throating her self
I mean how much longer you can be nice guy so I grab her by hair and started stroking myself and she supported it by gagging on my junk but not complaining so my cruelty grows more and I push her where she barely could breath and hold her for few seconds as I cummed deep in the throat she swallow most of it but she almost lost her breath and her mouth was red as it gets
But and she thought itwas it but I still wanted her more so she is still down my dick is limp but I try to finger her and barely got to her asshole and now I was being pushy as she clearly was done with this and maybe I shouldn’t have tried to push it but I thought she told me to be rough so I fingered her in the ass for 5 seconds before she slapped my hand away ,
She slept beside me and pushed down her pants and spread her legs and started playing with herself and didn’t even looked at
She seems to enjoy what she was doing
And I was sitting there in weird position as maybe I pushed her more or what happened
She finally breaks silence
:” Kiddo you need to learn how to treat women”
And as she started fingering her , with other hand grabbed my dick and started stroking it too,
And slowly moaning she made me hard again and as she felt I was hard again she gave me a nice sucking and lubed me enough and then she sat in doggy style and askme to be gentle
I got up all exited but I was controlling myself and trying be gentle
Her pussy was really wet and I was lubed already but I decided to be gentlemen and rubbed my dick over her pussy so gave me a hand helped it slide right into it , i was trying to make most out of the experience so this time slowly and nicely I had my stroke
She started to moaned louder and louder and I felt great as she was enjoying it
She cummed so hard, my first experience with a female orgasm,
Her shaking legs stopped and she tells me
:” You are good and being good gets you a surprise tell me when you are about to cum”
I said yes and fucked her for some time man that night should never have ended but as I reach climax I tell her I’m about to cum,
She pulls my dick out and helps me to get in her ass but we both couldn’t do it
:” No problem” she says and stops trying anal and lays straight and I sit on her belly and cummed all over her tits after that she gave me a good cleaning and I sleep beside her I’m tired to the death now and as I m going to sleep she ask me get my cigarettes from my room, she wanted to smoke I had no energy but had to do it
She tells me I can ask her again if I want but don’t tell anyone , honestly at that point I was so tired I gave her cigarettes she stated smoking and I slept like a baby while she played with my hair….
She is Zoya, after that I kind of don’t use her name very often
Source: reddit.com/r/eroticliterature/comments/n3p1od/chronicles_of_zoya_1