(I posted this story and others a while ago on another account but deleted it all (mental health is a bitch), Anyway I’m back and I’m reuploading it all. Enjoy!)
Hi. From the age of 19, I’ve always wondered what it would be like to have sex with another man. I considered myself straight, having several girlfriends and always believed that this was me until I eventually met “the one”. When I moved to university, it was a chance for me to explore myself, seek goals and opportunities I didn’t have back home. I could be a new me.
My university was around 60 miles away from home. Far enough to seek new opportunities, but close enough to return at anytime. In my second year, I developed a relationship with a girlfriend which was fun, but not fulfilling. This eventually broke up badly leaving me in quite a bad place mentally. But I was free…free to explore.
I decided since I was single to explore the sexual side of myself that always scratched the back of my head. I wasn’t physically attracted to Men, but I always enjoyed the thought of being submissive to one. Why, I don’t know. Perhaps I just wanted to be dominated, the thought of being owned. I wasn’t sure at the time, but I knew that this might have been the only opportunity and period to explore in my life.
I decided to download a few applications to meet other men who were interested in sex too. I found that Grindr was the most opportunistic as there was a plethora of other people using the app and like minded. At first I was anonymous on there, testing the water and seeing the responses to other people, to see if I was actually ready or prepared to meet someone in person. There was plenty of people that were too old or too off-putting, therefore I decided to meet someone who also studied at a university around my age.
I started talking to someone who was Gay but had been with plenty of straight guys. He was ok looking, not something I was fussed about but someone who would get the job done and someone who didn’t mind being sexually explorative with me. After a couple of weeks, we continued talking and agreed to meet. I lived with 6 other people, therefore it was extremely difficult to meet in person as they were also unable to accommodate. I knew that the holidays were on the horizon and that my flatmates would be leaving to return home for an extended period. This was my only opportunity and open window to meet.
We decided to meet face to face outdoors in public first at a coffee shop. I was nervous, but this person assured that my nerves were understandable and that I could back out at any time no questions asked. I wanted anonymity and was assured of this which made the experience much smoother.
The following day, my flatmates had left for home. I messaged the potential meet whether they were free that evening. They were…
At around 8.30pm, they arrived, fully clothed as if it were two mates meeting as normal. I had showered in the previous few hours, cleaned myself inside and outside, trimmed my hair and tried to look as presentable as possible. We moved upstairs to my bedroom and closed the door.
I asked whether he would like a drink to settle the nerves. They agreed and I quickly drank mine, knowing what was about to come. He asked what I wanted to do and what I was open to trying. I told him that I’ve always had a scratch in the back of my mind to be dominated, submissive. He laughed and said its something he’s done before. This made me feel at ease but I almost began to submit at that point…
I asked to suck his cock. He laughed again, but opened his jean zip to me. His cock was around 7-8 inches, thin but presentable and something I was awed to. I asked if it was ok to suck. He laughed again. “Sure, please go ahead!” he said. As my head lowered, my thick lips began to slowly draw towards the head of his cock. Was I actually doing to do this? I’m straight though, I told myself.
The cock hit my lips. The flavour of his cock was intense, powerful, but amazing. It felt liberating. My lips slowly caressed his cock head and my mouth slowly enveloped his cock deep. It felt amazing. I had an actual cock in my mouth! He groaned in pleasure, and he must have been enjoying it. I felt a hand on the back of my head. Was he pressing my head onto the penis? Was he about to control me? I felt pressure slowly on my neck. He was controlling me, dominating me and I was submissive to his cock and him. But I loved it. He was owned me. And I wanted it.
The taste was amazing. Salty, warm, succulent and much like the taste of my own cum but someone else’s in my mouth.
And then I heard it….”I want to fuck you”…
So lets go back a few months. I decided that if sex with another guy was something for me, I needed to prepare. I read plenty of advice stating that it would hurt the first time and to use plenty of lube. But I wanted it to feel good. To ensure this I purchased an anal training kit. It arrived with four butt plugs, from small to XL and instructions as and when to increase the size. I inserted the small butt plug into my ass with plenty of lube and… it felt really good! Not going to lie, it hurt at first, but the second/third time of wearing it felt amazing with no discomfort. After a week, and every week after, I’d train my ass by increasing the size and by the end of the month the XL buttplug fit me like a glove. I felt prepared.
But back to the present story. The ringing of “I want to fuck you was ringing in my ears”. I was shook and nervous but felt compelled to do it. I wanted it. This was the very thing I’d been working myself up to. “I’ve got a buttplug in” I told him, as I wasn’t sure whether sex was on the cards the first time. “That’s fucking hot” he replied. “Can I take it out for you?” God that got me hard, the thought that he was taking a buttplug out of my ass so he could see me open, knowing minutes later his cock would be in the same place. I agreed, but wanted to unclothe first. We both stripped off naked as I reached over for the lube. He started to masturbate himself, making himself even harder and more erect.
“Are you sure you wanna do this?” He asked me. A mixture of euphoria and nerves came over me but I wanted it so so bad. “Please yeah!” I replied.
“Condom on/off?” He asked me. FUCK! My cock instantly got rock solid. Just imagine a raw cock inside me? Hot salty precum entering my ass and his cum eventually filling me up, pouring out my ass minutes/hours later. Was this what I wanted? The raw experience?
“No condom!” I replied (He was tested negative for HIV days before, and showed me the results at the coffee meet). He told me to go on all fours, head into the pillow and ass up. I felt a hand on my ass, slowly moving towards my hole. He slowly pulled at the butt plug, as it widened my ass on exit. He looked in awe down into my hole, prelubed from the buttplug, slightly hairy but presenting to him. “Fuck that’s hot.” He said.
I knew my ass was turning him on, knowing that he was about to take my virginity from me. “Are you ready?” He asked me whilst lubing up his fully erect cock. “You bet I’m ready” I said, bent over on the bed, my cock fully hardened, sensitivity at an all time high.
He shuffled towards me, knowing that in the next 10 seconds it’ll start. I closed my eyes.
It felt like an eternity, but then it hit. Pressure hit my asshole. His wet cock head slowly pushing towards my hole. “Fuck!” I was in heaven. He slowly pushed harder. My asshole was so inviting, allowing him more and more entry inside me. He let out a moan, as my asshole slowly wrapped around his hard cock, till I felt the whole of him inside me. To this day, I have never felt something more euphoric. The thoughts and feelings rushing around my head were like a drug. I loved it. I loved this. His balls touched mine, and I knew he was fully inside me. He let out another groan. I knew this felt good for him.
And then it began. Back and forth, slowly at first but building up speed. My cock was rock hard leaking precum as he began to pick up the pace fucking me. The noise of his body and mine connecting on every push inside me was ringing round my ears, turning me on more and more.
I let out the sluttiest moan ever. A noise like I’d never made before. I was compelled to make it. I fucking love this. I felt alive. This feeling was something I’d never felt before. He continued to pound me, groaning and moaning as our enjoyment of the experience synchronised together. “You like that?” He said. “Fuck yeah, fuck me harder” I replied, feeling evermore slutty. In my head, I imagined seeing his cock deep inside me, his precum leaking into me, the salty warm fluid building up and being left in my ass.
My cock was swinging the harder I was being fucked. I couldn’t help but let out slutty moans. I’d never experienced this feeling before, and it was amazing! And then….
“Knock, Knock, Knock”.
“Knock Knock”
Fuck. What do I do? I’m lay on all fours with a cock in my ass having the most orgasmic slutty moment of my life only for everything to come crashing down to reality with a knock at my door. What the fuck do I do? He pulls his cock out of my and I quickly point to the corner of the room, out of sight of the door so nobody could see him. My cock is still hard as a rock with lube and precum running down my ass and leg. I’m panting for air after regaining a sense of reality as I stumble towards the door. My dressing gown is hung behind it as a hurriedly put it on.
“Knock Knock”. Fuck really? They aren’t going away? I open the door to a small crack. Its my fucking flatmate…
“You ok?” He asks me, heard a load of noise. “Yeah I’m good.” Red faced, clearly look like I’m in the middle of something sexually intense. My cock, lifting up a part of my dressing gown with the bulge clearly visible. “Why haven’t you gone home for the holidays yet?” I asked. “Oh I wasn’t feeling well earlier so I’m going home now instead, thought I’d say bye.” He’s suspicious, as if he knows I’m in the middle of sex, with who he probably wouldn’t have guessed unless he heard two males in the room. “Ok no problem, safe trip home!” I replied.
I slowly close the door, though my flatmate gives me the impression and smirk like he knows something (we’ll return to this moment in another story).
I close the door and stand up my back against it. Fuck. Almost got caught I thought. My cock still hard, ass still wet, heart pounding a million miles an hour. I lean around the corner. He’s still there, keeping quiet, almost on the verge of laughter. “Shall we continue?” I say. I return back to the bed and so does he. Instead of turning around, he gestures for me to suck his cock. I reciprocate, thoughts of feeling slutty and a mixture of euphoria and anxiety returning. I hurriedly place his cock in my mouth. OMG! The taste! A mixture of cum, my ass, sweat, salt and MAN! I was in heaven. I sucked it like my life depended on it. I fucking loved it, I wanted it all in my mouth.
“Fucking pound me!” I said, lifting my head from his cock. This was unlike me, I didn’t know where that came from, but I felt compelled to speak slutty and submissive. I return to the position I was in earlier, head down on the pillow and ass in the air. A cold liquid entered my ass again. “Most of it went down your leg” He said and laughed. It felt amazing. My ass open and lubed. I was ready for cock again. He leans up against me, slapping his cock against my hole. I felt like he owned me and I wanted it. Again he slowly pressed his cock head against my hole. It opened up with ease, inviting him inside me, the skin wrapped round his cock. This is where I belonged.
He was deep inside me, again picking up the pace. Fuck it felt good, better than minutes previous. My ass was fully prepared for him, and I knew it could take all of him, My prostate was being pounded by his thin but large cock, harder and faster. I felt it deep inside me, a feeling of euphoria and bliss. The sound of his body pounding against my ass. Oh what a dream I was living.
It hit me!
I felt like I was cumming, hands free. I’ve never experienced a feeling like this. It was slow, steady, but it felt like it was minutes upon minutes of the sensation of cumming, that feeling you get in your penis when climaxing, but extended inside of me.
And then I heard it. “I’m gonna cum”, he said. “I’m gonna cum inside you!”. Hearing this for the first time was almost biblical. Like the greatest song you’ve ever heard. I’m in so much pleasure, my cock is about to burst with cum being pounded by his cock. My ass is lit up in pleasure as he slowly dumps his load inside me. What a feeling! Oh my days! He groans and moans as he shoots it deep inside my ass, dropping every last drop. My cock, bursts with cum, shooting all over the bed and pillow as I moan like the slut I am in delight and pleasure never felt before.
My heart is beating fast, my lungs exhaling air quickly, my body shivering in pleasure, and my ass is full of cum. He pulls out of me as he falls to the side of me. I turn over.
“Fuck.” He says “Once of the best experiences I’ve had, your ass is just so tight and perfect.” He leans over and spanks it slightly. I’m lost for words at this point, trying to catch my breath.
“I think that’s me done for the day!” I mustered and laughed. “Thanks for that, that was fucking hot” He laughed “No problem, anytime! Like I said, all anonymous, no strings, glad you enjoyed it.” I slowly stood up, cum leaking down my leg. I took a finger, wiped it against the cum and taste it. “Your cum is so fucking tasty” I said to him. He begins to get dressed as I put my dressing gown on. “I better go then” He said and smiled (we agreed to no strings and sex only beforehand at the coffee shop). “I’ll let you out” I said.
I opened the front door, waved as he mustered “Feel free to message whenever for… you know what” He smirked. “I’ll definitely be messaging you again soon!” I said and smiled. I went back upstairs to my room, shut the door, took off my dressing gown and lay naked on the bed. “What a fucking experience” I thought to myself. I felt so slutty, so submissive but I didn’t care. I had no regrets. I lent over to my phone. “Free anytime this week for more….fun” I messaged to him….
Hours later I get a reply “Sure, let me know when you’re free you slut (smiley face)”. “I wanna go to the next level with you” I replied. Full on slutty and submissive…
I’m lying, naked on my bed after the best experience of my life. Cum and lube, leaking out of my ass onto the bed. But I love it. “I’m such a slut” I think to myself. My cock begins to get hard again. Just the thought of being fucked again made me rock solid, hard and horny. I reach down to my ass, grab a finger and wipe the cum mixture onto it, lift it towards my lips and taste his cum. OMG! I’m in love. I love cum! And I wanted more…
The next day, I was having a full length mirror delivered. I needed one to groom myself in the morning and the one I had previously was too small. I carried it upstairs when it hit me. OMG! Imagine if I could see myself being fucked? I fell to my knees. Fuck! The thought alone was so powerful, having that image in my head of seeing myself being fucked, a cock going inside my ass, seeing it go in and out of me hard and deep. I was in awe. I placed the mirror next to the bed, where my head was when I was being fucked last night.
“You up?” My phone flashed up. It was him, 9.30pm at night. “Sure, you in the mood?” I replied. “After last night I’m still hard” He replied. “Want to come round for 10.30?” I messaged. Fuck, was I gonna be fucked twice in two days. My cock began to be erect again. My ass, twitching at the thought of being fucked by him again. I needed to prepare. “See you then, slut (winky face)” He said. I needed to get ready.
I rushed to the shower. My ass, still stained with cum and lube from the night before was quickly cleaned, inside and out. My heart began to pound. What was he going to do to me today I thought? I wanted to go to the next level, but what did that mean? I quickly rush to get ready for 10.30pm.
“Knock Knock”. It was him.
I opened the door. He was stood at the door, bag in his hand. I invite him in and offer him a drink. Same as the previous night, he accepts as I lead him to my room. We sit and drink as I show him the mirror that arrived today. “That’s convenient, you can see yourself being fucked” He said, laughed and smirked. “I know right” I replied. He pulled out several objects from the bag. He brought gags, dildos, butt plugs, and lube. “Any of these look appealing to you?” He said. Fuck! My brain was rushing a million miles an hour. All the thoughts and feelings, fantasies and scenarios, dreams and situations my brain was creating about what could be done with this toys. My sluttiness increased, my ass just wanting to be dominated. “I want you to fuck me” I muttered. “But I wanna suck the dildo, after its been inside me at the same time”. Fuck I felt so naughty for saying that. But it felt… right. I wanted to go to the next level, the next level of submissiveness. “God you are slutty” He said and laughed. “Shall we proceed” he said.
Like last time, I Unzipped his jeans. His cock, fully erect peaking through his boxers was drawing me closer. I rushed and placed his cock in my mouth with no hesitation. “You’re a cock slut aren’t you?” He said. FUCK! He’s right though. I was a cock slut. I loved cock. I loved the thought of cock dominating me and owning me. “Yeah I’m a slut” I said, cock still pressed against my lips. The taste of precum, salt and sweat absorbed into my tongue and taste glands sent me wild. “I fucked love sucking cock” I said. “Yeah you really do, keep doing it” He replied. My head, bobbing up and down, sounds of wet cock and my lips echoing round the room, mixed with the groans of him enjoying his blowjob. “Get up” He said. I took my clothes off as he lubed his cock quickly. “I want to get inside you, bend over you slut”. He told me. Boxers still round my ankles, he bent me over my work desk. Papers from university courses spread out and fell on the floor but I didn’t care. I’m bent over my desk about to take cock again where I belonged. He lubed my ass and began to finger my hole. Then another finger…then another. At this point I’m in heaven, was he going to fist me? Another finger enters me. Fuck! He’s going to fist my slutty wet hole. But I was prepared. I’d trained my ass for this. My ass could take a fist. Then it hit me. His hand was inside me. OMG! The euphoria. “You like being fisted don’t you you slut” He said. He was loving it. I was his slutty experiment, his submissive sex toy that he could do anything with. After a couple of minutes with his hand inside me, fist fucking and stretching me out. I felt his body against me. He was going to fuck me again. “I want you to own me” I told me. His cock magically found its way deep inside, our balls touching as his cock head was deep inside me. Then it began. He was pounding me. Full on pounding. I was in heaven. His cock touched places inside me I’d never felt before. He grabbed me hair and tugged at it. “You’re my dirty slut aren’t you” He told me. “Yeah, I want cock all day master” I uttered.
He spanked me, pulled out and told me to return to the bed. I asked him whether we could do reverse cowgirl. I wanted to see the cock in my ass. He lay down, relaxed as I positioned myself over his cock. I stared down at it as I placed my asshole over it. My ass slowly lowered down as the weight of myself clamped over his cock. It entered deep, stretching me open like I’d never felt before. This was the deepest he’d been inside me. He let out a groan, like he knew he was deep inside my wet, sloppy ass. I looked up at the mirror. OMG! This was me. I was riding a cock, and I could see it. I could see it inside me. I felt euphoric. I was such a slut. I began to ride it. The noise, a mixture of lube, cum and my wet ass rang around the room, as I let out a slutty moan in delight. I loved it. I was looking at the slut I was. The mirror didn’t lie. I could see his thin tall cock getting lost inside me. And I was owned. He owned me. He owned my ass and everything about it. “Oh fuck, I’m gonna cum” He said. I’m having the time of my life, being a filthy slut riding his cock. But I wanted his cum, I needed his cum. I felt his cock inside me slowly contract as he blew his hot warm sticky cum inside me. I loved it. He painted my insides with his cum where it belonged. It was amazing.
“FUCK” He said as he pulled out and retracted. I lay next to him as he recovered from the orgasm of his life. “Stay there” He said. I’ll be ok to go again in 10 minutes. He grabbed his phone and browsed Facebook as I lay there, cock in my hand still hard and ready to cum.
*10 Minutes later*
“Put this on” He said. He pointed to the ball gag as he began to masturbate himself again. He wiped his cock over the ball as I placed it over my mouth. What was he planned for me. He told me get on the floor and prepare for more.
I kneeled on the floor as he placed his cock over my face. Was he going to cum on me? My cock was hard as I masturbated over him touching his cock over my face. “Don’t cum yet” He said to me. “Yes master” I attempted to say through the ball gag. And then it hit, he let out a huge groan. Cum ejected from his cock hit my face. The sweet nectar from him splashed all over my and onto the ball gag. Parts landed on my lips and entered my mouth where I could taste him. But I didn’t care. I wanted his cum. I wanted it all over me. “Get on the bed” He told me. “I want you to cum on your face”. OMG! What a fucking kinky guy. I leant back with my cock positioned over my head. I loved it. I was going to mix his cum and mine. Then a object slapped against my ass. He was fucking me with a dildo. The feelings were amazing. My cock, hovered above my head staring down at my erupted into a huge volcanic mess as my face was covered in more cum. I let out a groan as the dildo pounded me, cum mixing onto my face, tasting the mixture of both our cum loads combining. I lay there panting, after experiencing the best orgasm of my life.
“I’ve got to go” He said. “But keep the ball gag on till I’ve got home and send me a photo”. FUCK! He was so filthy but I loved it. He knew he owned my ass. I let him out, ball gag and face still soaked in cum. “Till next time” He said and waved.
I went upstairs. Heart pounding and cock visibly erect, I lay in the same position as yesterday. I grabbed my phone, my hand covered in sticky lube and cum remnants. I took a photo and sent it to him. Face covered in cum wearing the ball gag.
“You’re my bitch now” He replied.
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