When I was done, I went back to get my son, who was still with my best friend, and went home to confront my husband.
I went to my husband, who was still in his office, holding his phone as usual. There I told him everything: that I knew he was sharing pictures with other women and that I wanted him to stop for good or I would make the decision to leave him immediately. My husband made it clear that he was no longer interested in me, so he was ready to leave me. I went into the bedroom and gathered all my things and put them in a bag and suitcases. Then I gave it to him and told him to get out of my house.
I wasn’t sure I could live alone with my son, but I had to try.
Whether my husband was there or not, he was always away from us. So it wouldn’t make much difference to my life, except that my husband could live out all these fantasies with other women. As for me, I had to come to terms with the fact that I would have to find another man just to satisfy my craving for caresses that I have felt for far too long. I don’t know who this man is, but I needed to see this psychologist and his wife again so they could advise me on how to proceed from here.
I guess my husband thought I would never dare kick him out, but people I didn’t even know opened my eyes.
I needed an outside opinion to know what I really needed to do. It was long overdue, but I was too much in love with my husband and I was also afraid he would leave me at this point. Now I am starting to have enough courage for the separation and I hope to find another man who can take care of me and my son and, most importantly, who will want to hold me every day.
After my husband left, I left the house and headed to my best friend’s apartment.
Once there, I left my son with her and went to this psychologist. I found them and spent a good three hours talking to them about my life and my problems. They listened carefully and gave me advice on how not to be depressed on a daily basis and, most importantly, how to rebuild my life in a healthy way as soon as possible. They didn’t even ask me for money and we did it all for free. They even told me that I could come back to them whenever I needed a listening ear.
Even though I was embarrassed, I agreed to come back if I felt the need to confide in them again and I went to my best friend’s house to relax and shop.
While I was with my best friend and son, I wanted to do a little shopping to distract myself. So we went to the nearest mall and there I went to different stores to buy assorted bras, panties, thongs, etc. I also bought a few skirts and dresses to make myself look good while attracting the attention of some men.
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