My Sexual Confession
Here’s my confession I need to get it off my chest..
I’ve been sucking dick since I was a teen. My old best friend (Danny) and his younger brother used to suck each other. Danny had a big ass dick way bigger than mine even now lol.
I fucked and sucked my first transsexual at 18 years old. I was a professional tranny hunter In my 20s and I’ve been with over 200 trannys I always thought I would never Fuck A cross dresser but eventually that’s The majority of who I fuck now mostly cuz their way easier to find now days on grindr.
I first start dressing in women’s clothes and women’s lingerie in teens… I first started wearing my mom g strings and lingerie. I first hooked up with a guy wearing my moms lengerie around 21. He said he was 18 but looked a lot younger.. lol he ate my ass and couldn’t get hard I remember. He Suck my sissy little dick and I came in his mouth in like 2 mins because I was so turned on dressed as a full sissy and Fully shaved.
But I started hooking up with guys at my teens in AOL chat rooms. Wearing crotch less sissy panties with one of them. In my 20s I started dating transsexuals I dated a tranny for three years and she even met my mom she was very passable like most of the trannys I used to fuck. I even took her to my best friends wedding as my date and those Mexicans figured it out she was a tranny and made fun of me LOL.
I dated a tranny from ages 21 to 23 she worked as a tranny prostitute (no joke) and her name was yulisa. even though she was a hooker she would still cheat on me on craigslist posting ads and looking up with other guys.. but I was cheating on her also with other trannys. and it was a lot of them.
I used to find them on escort sites and Craigslist I would call them and send them my picture being young and good-looking helped with fucking a lot of tranys for free. What was funny was yulisa never fucked me I would always be the top. She considered gay if a guy let a tranny top them. although she was ok with me sucking her dick. Even though she topped the guys she cheated on me with. I figured out she was cheating after I installed a spy software on her computer she was a grade A slut. The funny thing is when we broke up I introduced her to one of my friends that she always said he was ugly and they ended up hooking up lol! Yulisa owns a taco truck now..
At around 18 I started going to adult porn stores. I would go in the back in the booths at first I would always go to a private booth to watch porn and jack off but eventually I went into a booth with a buddy glass. That’s why if you choose you can press a button and The fog window goes clear and you can see what the guy next booth is doing. I remember pressing the button and there was a Asian guy on the other side of the booth he convinced me to go on my into my booth so he could suck my dick. At 19 I was so horny I couldn’t resist..
I remember after that I started going to the Gloryhole booths.. and I swore to myself I will never suck dick I would always get my dick sucked.. and that lasted for about a year but eventually I did suck my first dick at the Gloryhole when a guy stuck his dick through the hole without me giving the signal and would not take his dick out of my booth.. so I kneel down and serviced him.. Nowadays when I go to the porn stores I’m usually the one doing the sucking 9 out of 10 times I’m giving head. because I love sucking cock. I’m a sissy bottom.
A couple years ago I also graduated from going to the booths to actually Going to an adult theater. there’s a place by my house or you can either go for three hours or pay for six hours. There’s leather couches all around And two big screens one playing straight porn the other playing gay porn. that’s also where
I first tried meth. Now I go to the adult Theater on the regular usually very late night after I get done hanging out with my straight friends. I
I usually smoke meth right there in the theater and then I usually find a cock to suck. I recently worked up the courage to ask if someone wants a blow job if they’re being shy LOL. it’s a rush asking another man to suck his cock. The rejection is so humiliating it turns me on. Nothing more humiliating than asking another man to suck his dick and Him saying no lol.
At 23 I had my first real girlfriend she was 13 years older than me and the nurse blonde with a big ass just my type.. she had 2 kids that I did not get along with. Her name was Shirley I would stay faithful to her for three months before I start a fucking trannys on the downlow again. but cheated on me also with her ex who had a big dick his name is Justin.
After a few years with her I would fantasize about Justin fucking her with his big dick. I realized I may have a cuckold fetish.. Our relationship was kind of on the rocks When we went up to the mountain with my best friend of the time Daniel, to snowboard.. Daniel cucked me right in front of my face by fucking her in front of me when we were all drunk. I still remember kissing her while Daniels slid his big fat dick in her pussy.. the way she moaned was so hot. I still jack off thinking about the night when Daniel cucked me. He’s a little shorter than me but he has big fat dick. I knew he had a big dick because me and him double teamed multiple girls together. Later I found out Daniel was fucking her even before he cucked me behind my back
I broke up with her because of that night.. but thinking back now I wish I never broke up with Shirley because I’m ultimately a cuckold and she was the perfect slutwife. I really regret not staying with her because I’m totally cool with her fucking Daniel I think it’s super hot especially in front of me.. I regret not stepping back that night and just watching them fuck.. I always had to be in the action.. but now looking back watching is fun. nothing hotter than watching your girl fuck a big fat dick. Eventually It would’ve gotten to the point where I would love to eat Daniel’s cream pie out of Shirley‘s pussy. I dated Shirley for about 4 years.
I actually remember me and Daniel Tag teamed a girl And he came all over her mouth and face and then he went in the other room while I was still fucking the girl in the living room. she still had his cum on on her face and mouth When I started making out with her Because it turned me on. I remember she said it very loud “Don’t kiss me I have cum on my face” and I knew Daniel heard it lol..
I actually texted Shirley a month ago and she told me she still fucking Daniel. having a really big cock it really is a blessing. What I wouldn’t do To watch those two fuck. Honestly I really wish Daniel would let me suck his big dick to really humiliate me and call me a faggot to my face while I’m sucking his big dick. I don’t talk to him anymore But I wish he would still talk to me because I would love For him to cuck me again. Like he is the alpha male and I’m just a beta bitch. He knows I’m a sissy also because we follow each other on Twitter and I turned my Twitter into my sissy alter ego Denise.
I remember the night I broke up with Shirley I went to the porn store and that’s the first night where I decided to record myself sucking cock at the Gloryhole booth. The video turned out hot and I was addicted to recording myself sucking dick and addicted to taking pictures of myself in lingerie…. it’s where I really started getting sloppy. Because I was dating another older woman named Krissy right after Shirley in fact she moved in with me and we had her own condo she would always go it through my phone and eventually she found pictures of me In women’s lengerie. she also found my lingerie and told my mom. Eventually she found video of Me sucking dick and getting fucked in the ass by a big Asian tranny.
She held onto that video and when she got mad at me she sent a video of me sucking cock to all my best friends. luckily most of them didn’t care. But i don’t talk to them to this day due to other reasons. but that was one of the most embarrassing moments of my life when she sent a video of me sucking cock to all my close friends. Yeah she exposed me hard.. she exposed me to my friends and exposed me to my mom.
I’m still addicted to making pornos and in fact I have a porn hub account, Xvideos account and x hamster account. I even sometimes do cam shows on chaturbate dressed up as a sissy. My latest addiction is exposing myself on the Internet as a sissy mainly through Twitter but I’ve also been posted on exposedfaggots dot com and reddit. I post videos and pictures of me dressed as a sissy slut also me sucking dick and getting fucked. I even got so bold I started sissy Instagram accounts and followed some real life friends and a few of my exes. So some people do know that I’m a sissy faggot LOL Hint..google mataleon777
In fact I used mataleon777 handle for nearly everything including my personal Instagram account where I almost got exposed because one of The guys I was talking to online googled it and found my personal Instagram account lol almost got ruined. But the sad thing is I’m addicted to exposure.. I Post videos of me sucking cock online and me in Sissy outfits without hiding my face tattoos it’s only a matter of time till somebody finds my pictures and videos and that really turns me on.
So here I am In my mid-30s being a sexual deviant all my life I finally excepted the label of bisexual. it’s rare that I fuck a hot tranny now it’s mostly just sissy crossdressers. And I learned that I am A bottom bitch with real man.I’m getting more and more daring even posting my real name online next to my sissy pictures. I even go on as far as even posting all my mugshots online next to a sissy picture. My pictures are forever on the Internet and I Lost control but that makes it seem even more exciting. I’m Sissy cuckold faggot and love it.
-Denis Aka Sissy Denise
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/marioj/group_m36_im_a_down_low_in_the_closet_thug_with