If you’ve read my posts before, you’ll know that I have been, and currently still am, going through quite a transformation sexually..
To those of you who haven’t, quick recap:
I (F) have had anything linked to my sexdrive, sexuality and lust/desires, locked up in a box in the back of my mind, labeled “GROSS” – simply bc that’s how former partners have seen me..
I’ve been with my boyfriend for 8 years now, and I trust him completely..
We’ve been taking things slow and in my pace, making it possible for me to open up that box and explore..
Over the past 6 months or so, I’ve pretty much gotten more into … Well, everything almost ? pretty much entirely thanks to all you lovely people sharing yourself for people like me to get inspired ?
Things like Pegging, (giving) pain, being Dominant and ruined orgasms are just a few of the things I’ve come to love, and they haven’t even been tested yet..
Not long ago I posted about being choked for the first time and how I absolutely loved it, and I still really do…! I never thought I would but OMG it’s a turn-on! ?
Another thing I’ve never liked, was sucking cock.. ? I’ve always been told I was bad at it, and the guys also basically abused me by forcing their dicks into my mouth and cumming in my mouth/on my face without my consent..
So, no wonder, I never wanted to.. ?
That have slowly changed, going from a few licks, to sucking slightly, to sucking for a few minutes before returning to handjob, to trying to find out how much of his 9″ I could get in and .. yeah, you get the picture.. ?
I now love giving my boyfriend blowjobs and I honestly don’t care if I get off at all, I just wants his pleasure ? I also love his taste now, his cock, his precum and, I can’t believe I’m actually saying this, his sperm ??
I still can’t stand it in my mouth when he orgasms, but I don’t mind cleaning him up after ??
It’s been like that for a while now and whenever I give him blowjobs, it’s always been me controlling the phase and speed..
But that has also slowly changed.. ??
It started with slow thrusts from him while I was on my knees giving blowjob, to slowly giving him more control over my mouth when I gave blowjobs.. And even though I still have a lot to learn, I’ve found out that I actually enjoy him face fucking me ???
One more thing I’m no longer afraid of, which is amazing ??
Today, after talking about facials several times with some trusted Redditors I’ve talked to for several months, I suddenly decided to try it.. so as my BF facefucked me and told me he was about to cum, I told him to cover my face – which immediately took him over the edge ? and truth be told, as I’m writing this, I still have his cum on my face.. ?? I honestly loooooved it… ??
I’m so happy, feeling so loved and so sexy in my newfound sexuality, and I’m even more happy that my boyfriend suggested Reddit as a place for me to gather inspiration – without that I would probably never have been where I am today, so thank you ??
Btw, any tips on blowjobs and facefucking to help with avoiding teeth, jaws hurting ect, would be much appreciated ???
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/m86qcg/the_journey_continues_mf