[FM] An ugly duckling’s first college fuck

The day when an ugly duckling leaves her hometown is one of the most important moments of her life, and even more so when she has spent the last few months discovering that she’s an even bigger freak than she thought. Like most girls with access to the internet, glasses, and a few curves making her anxious, I had spent a long time getting myself off and dreaming about what the real thing would be like. Greg was a nice way to confirm my suspicions: I wanted it every day if I could get it, and on the days when I couldn’t, I would basically end up getting off once or twice just to keep from going crazy.

But there was a lot to unpack with Greg. When he wasn’t on top of me or texting me I resented him and I hated the way he reacted with surprise whenever I did something dirty with him. Why wasn’t it enough for him to just be having sex with me? Why did our history matter?

I gotta admit, it definitely made it hotter.

But I went off to college. And I was excited for what I was going to find. Because I had a special campus job on campus I had permission to move into my dorm a little early. There weren’t many other people around and I was working weird hours, so I spent a lot of that time alone. That was when I lost the last of my stomach fat (but kept some curves!) and started to think about who I was going to be in the new school year.

As the school year arrived there came the day where the rest of my neighbors moved in. I was trying hard to not seem like my usual self as they did. Playing a little coy about the fact that I had been in my room for a month already, just so I could bond with everyone as usual. I’ll be honest. As I saw dozens of young people taking up their rooms all around me, I got a little self conscious about one thing in particular. Since I had been staying on my own, my late night masturbation sessions had gotten VERY loud. But I knew how to quiet myself down and more importantly I was excited to meet all my new friends. These people wouldn’t know about Maggie the loser, Maggie who went to prom alone, Maggie who had been desperate enough to spend the first part of her summer getting fucked by her bully and the second part sending him nudes. I kept feeling like they could tell who I “really was,” even though they just knew that I was the nice, friendly girl at the end of the hall eager to make friends.

Me and a girl named Siobhan got on right away. We weren’t in the same program, but we had a few of the same classes. I spent a lot of time in her room. For the purpose of this story, the important part was her next door neighbor, (let’s call him PAT). We both knew he was hot and we talked about it all the time. Every single time he passed by her room while we were hanging out, we’d giggle and end up gossiping about it. I’d heard he was dating a girl at home, Siobhan heard he hooked up with someone in my hallway. Both of us thought we might have a chance with him.

The first night was when me and Siobhan had been smoking in his room. Because we were 18 and absolutely desperate for attention we had come in our “pajamas,” AKA booty shorts and verrrry thin tank tops. Siobhan was more petite than me, so I think I was looking good. Just for that little boost I would squeeze my tits together while I smoked. You know, trying and failing to look casual! It worked, because Pat acted like he had just realized that he didn’t have my number. Siobhan texted it to him (I didn’t miss that she had his number already!) and we went our separate ways, me to my room and Siobhan to hears. I was back in my own bed for less than ten minutes before my phone lit up. I was expecting a basic hello message, but instead I was given a face full of dick pic.

Now, I don’t want you impressionable guys out there to think that means dick pics work. But I liked Pat already, and besides, I hadn’t gotten laid in a month. After weeks on end of fucking Greg every time he could get away from his girlfriend, my body didn’t know how to take it. Every morning it felt like my body was buzzing and there were days when I masturbated right after I woke up and before bed.

“You were looking fucking good tonight,” he wrote.

“Bad boy! You having fun?” Winky face emoji, etc. I was still pretty afraid of sending nudes back then, but I was afraid that if I didn’t make my case for being a good fuck ASAP,  I would get passed over. After all, my good friend Siobhan was right next door to him. So the conversation went down the rabbit hole of “I’ll be there in ten” pretty quick. What followed were some snap decisions about what underwear looked casual while complimenting my tits and how little I could wear in the hallways to get to his room. The shorts and tank top from earlier suited just fine. Plus if anyone asked questions I could always say I was going to Siobhan’s since she was right next door. Sneaking past her room had me STRESSING. What would she say if she stepped out and found me going right past her? I didn’t want to find out, and thankfully, I didn’t have to.

The facade didn’t last long when I got into Pat’s room. We smoked a lil but I had just seen his dick and we both knew it, so I admitted it to myself (but not to him): I wanted to try out everything I had learned with my high school bully on another guy. That way I could see if the old Maggie was really dead and gone. Me and Pat ended up making out on his shitty dorm twin bed and my hand went down his pants right away. While he kissed me I started jerking him off with both hands. I was surprised when I felt him cum all over my fingers after only a few minutes! I was feeling pretty disappointed, but while I was pulling my hands out of his shorts he grabbed me by the neck and pushed me onto my back. Greg never ate my pussy, so it was my first time, and I was LOUD. The whole time he was eating me I was trying to stop myself from moaning since I didn’t want Siobhan to hear, but I couldn’t resist.

I wanted to be good for him, so after the first orgasm I let him mount me and ride me to his second cumshot. Oops! I took it raw, and I loved it. Lying back on the bed I stared down between my legs. I was panicking as much as I was thrilled, but in the end, the thrill was stronger. I was on birth control anyway, so what was the harm?

For the rest of the night we traded off giving each other head. He wasn’t able to cum anymore, but he liked the feel of my lips around his dick, so he facefucked me and told me how surprised he was that a girl like me was able to take it all the way in my mouth.

I guess the old Maggie wasn’t quite dead after all.

Somehow I ended up being someone’s dirty little secret all over again. And I didn’t mind at all! It only made it better for me. I was torn, because there was still that feeling about how I wanted people to know me as the new complete sexual being I had become, but I also wanted to get railed in a secluded hallway and know exactly what stain in the carpet people were talking about when morning came.

Now I think the main reason he wanted it to be a secret was so he could fuck Siobhan too. It took him a long time, but eventually she told me that he had slipped into her room late at night and they had hooked up. Little did he know that I didn’t mind that he was trying to sleep with my best friend. He might have even gotten a threesome out of it! But the closest he got was a spicy night the summer after freshman year when some of our friends went to a cottage for a break, and he fucked me in the bed next to Siobhan’s all sneaky-like. Too bad for him, because the next year me and Siobhan hooked up with the same guy and didn’t mind at all.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/m7yo0q/fm_an_ugly_ducklings_first_college_fuck