We talked about anything and everything and that included sex and porn. We exchanged porn that we liked (we shared the same kinks, she just kept the gay stuff to herself since I’m straight) and wrote out our sexual encounters to each other in graphic detail. I was telling her about how I banged my wife and she would tell me about all her hookups and her lesbian girlfriend.
(For the sake of simplicity, I will call her “P.”)
That’s the short of it, but, she ghosted me six months ago and I want to write this as a kind of thank you memoir to her because she meant so much to me.
It started with me discovering the “make friends” subreddits and I posted an ad on one of them. She was the first to respond and stuck around longer than anyone. I was telling her about my interests and she was genuinely interested, so we soon moved to Discord. From there, it all started with her asking me if I still watched porn even though I’m married. “Obviously. Sometimes we watch it together!” I sent her famous Asian porn that my wife and I watched together (my wife and this girl come from the same country and I speak the language) and from there the floodgates opened. We would send each other porn that we came across and felt was hot, and I would often open my Discord to porn videos and pics and gifs she sent me.
What I next want to get into is embarassing to say, but it’s important to the relationship we had. I’m one of those guys that married in his 20s and never had a relationship before. So, one time we were talking about sex and I felt pinned into a corner where I had to admit that I never had sex with anyone else. She was shocked and said she never knew anyone like that was still around. I wanted to curl up and run away and thought this was the end of our horny chats together. But we kept going.
We talked everything under the sun (she’s a massive comic-book nerd). And I made it a point to tell her everything about me. No secrets. She is the only person who knows everything about me. And I became her confidant, namely for work and relationship advice (I enlightened her to the fact that guys do not care about a woman’s career, lol, I’m still amazed women think jobs can make them hot).
So, going back to my relative sexual inexperience, she started giving me pointers in bed. It started with me giving her a detailed account of a time I grabbed my wife from behind, lifted her shirt, grabbed her tits and pinched her erect, eraser nipples and fucked her from behind before throwing her onto bed. This girl was turned on by the account, so I started sending her more sex narratives written as erotica (like most of the topvoted stuff on sluttyconfession and sexystories and gonewildstories). Through this, she found I had trouble bringing my wife to orgasm. I had alot of sexual frustrations that she helped me work through. And through the combination of my own research (I got tons of sex books) and P helping me out, I am now able to consistently bring my wife to orgasm! She taught me about other kinks, too, and so became the invisible observer to my sex life. It was so hot to write my sex sessions to her knowing she was masturbating to them. She loved how I had sex and always had the hots for my wife.
She would also write up some (“some” she was a busy girl!) of her encounters with me. It was through her that I got obsessed with squirting (still can’t get my wife there, yet…). She was a squirter and would tell me how she would finger herself during sex to spray her partners (male and female). I think my excitement for her squirting got her to be more enthusiastic about it, because as time went on she would do this more often culminating in her telling me about how she finally was able to gush like a pornstar when she fingered herself after being spanked and her partner was taking a breather. He saw that big spray to the ceiling and jumped on her and “fucked [her] into the mattress.”
One night I logged on to her enthusiastically telling me about her first threesome. It was an MMF where she got spitroasted. She gave me the whole play-by-play.
We also would sometimes write up sexual fantasies to each other. I would write about fellow grad students I had a hard-on for, and she wrote up one where she described a scene of a girl getting gangbanged on a bus. I asked her if she wished she was that girl. “Yes.” Honestly, it was one of the hottest erotica I ever read.
Things culminated when she was sexting with a guy and I asked for the pics and vids, too. She was nervous at first, but I was just like, “come-on. Seriously? At this point you’re afraid of me seeing you naked?” (Especially after I sent her a nude of myself some time ago where she complimented my dick.) So she finally sent me a pic of her tits. She has this cute, Asian brown body with fun-sized tits and brown nipples. Beautiful and clearly alot of fun to fuck. But, what’s more is she sent this guy squirting vids of herself. This I had to see! So, we went through the pain of uploading to ero-whatever to where I literally had to wait overnight till it uploaded. But it did, and it was glorious to see. She has a tight, little brown pussy with a big clit. The videos were of her jilling and squirting with her pussy close to the camera. I could see (and hear) how wet she gets. She described this before, but it’s something else to see a pussy flooding like that. Her squirt (at the time in the video, this was before her porn-star-gushing story) is like a short, sudden spray, like a shower faucet accidently going off. She gets there in the videos by fingering her g-spot (with three fingers, no less) and alot of rubbing that big clit. Everytime I watch I can’t help but think of stretching out that tight, brown pussy with my big cock (she’s never had one as big as mine, by her own admission).
We did want to meet-up, but 2020 happened and canceled that. Since then, the chats were sporadic until she finally, clearly ghosted me. I contacted psychics who tell me she felt our lives went in different directions (baby). If you see this, P, I’m still the same guy and want to hear from you. And I also don’t know why you would want to miss out on lactation-sex stories, one of your fetishes you introduced me to.
She’s the best friend I’ve ever had.
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/luju8n/i_married_had_a_three_year_online_relationship
I wish I had someone like that to message
What’s funny is I’m an Asian woman nicknamed P and I’ve had all these experiences! Except sadly we have not chatted! Hope you can find each other once again!
“Guys do not care about a woman’s career…” — you speak for all of us, do you? I don’t remember voting you in as spokesman, but l sure won’t be supporting your reelection.