I Fucked [M]y Best friends G[F], Sister [F], Mum [F] within 2 weeks. I’m Alive Update

Evening all, Yes I’m alive… It’s been a fucking hectic week not going to lie to you, My life was a thrown in a fucking cyclone of shit and somehow i survived (barely). Before I get into updating you all i will say a few things :

There is no sex writing in this so i apologise

Yes I’m a cunt but i also am a human being that has feelings, obviously a lot of emotion is hard to portray through text but i never mean to hurt people i love.

No i haven’t fucked James

Again I’m going to write this a lil story for my own sake :)

With all that soppy shit out the way lets begin shall we? Even though this post is just a bunch of soppy shit.

[1st post](https://www.reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/lkdf25/i_fucked_my_best_friends_gf_sister_f_and_mum_f/)

[2nd Post](https://www.reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/lknw74/i_fucked_my_best_friends_gf_sister_f_mum_f_within/)

[3rd Post](https://www.reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/lom50v/i_fucked_my_best_friends_gf_sister_f_mum_f_within/)

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I left you all with me early Sunday writing my last reddit post, i posted it, stayed up but eventually fell asleep on the sofa. I woke up to Jess in my kitchen making coffee around 9am. I decided for once i was going to take initiative and try contain and lead this situation i found myself in. I joined her in the kitchen and grabbed a coffee myself and begun straight away after we exchanged good mornings and awkward look up and downs.

“Jess, Before this all gets even more out of hand, i just going to be brutally honest with you.” She stayed quiet and just nodded in response.

“I want to be with Becky, I love her and love our time together. I love you as a Sister but i cant stand here and say i want a relationship with you. I just can’t”

As you all expected that went down like a balloon full of shit. She started crying and exclaiming and accusing me of shit that wasn’t true. But i just shrugged it off.

“Look Jess, we are all emotional right now but I’ve said what i wanted too. Take the day, organise your life. I’ll be back later” She stormed off upstairs. I quickly showered and got changed and left to James’s.

Obviously the drive towards James’s house was nerve wrecking but i was feeling hopeful, my plan was just to tell him from my heart and pray he forgives me.

I pulled up outside his and knocked on the door, Now if you told me what happened next i still wouldn’t expect it lmao.

The door barely opened before i could react, James lunged at me, and tackled me back on to the concrete, my head hit the concrete with some force and James began punching me violently. I didn’t hit him back i just stuttered to speak between punches, I wrapped my arms around and hugged him pinning his arms. Guess he was really pissed since as i did that he began headbutting me… and shouting at me constantly. “Fuck you Ben” etc

Don’t know what happened but i just mentally and emotionally broke down and began crying. (yes men do cry!) i was just mumbling random things with blood filling my mouth, “I didn’t mean too” “I’m sorry James” “I love you bro” you get the idea. I guess emotions were high as James stopped beating me and began to cry himself, our fight turned into us crying and hugging each other (Yes still on the floor outside his house. Pretty sure his neighbours were petrified and one of them thankfully called an ambulance for me in advance)

Once the ambulance arrived James followed us in the car and stayed with me, We were pretty silent the entire time in the hospital, Just constantly looking at each other. What i wasn’t expecting was for Becky to show up, she rushed to my side and dove straight in with kisses and a hug.

“Fuck sakes James what did you do”

He just began crying

“I deserved it B” I grabbed her hand and begin kissing it

“I don’t deserve you” Here came the fucking water works again, Crying fucking sucks i must say.

She tried to speak but i cut her off

“I slept with Jess. James and her broke up yesterday because of me…”

She was shocked and instantly turned to James, burying herself into him, “When Ben…When”

“A few days before me and you…”

She just shook her head and stood up and took James with her. I was left alone until i was given the all clear to leave.

My mum came and picked me up and allowed me to stay over to avoid another confrontation with Jess.

Monday and Tuesday i was just recovering, no sign of James or Becks. Jess told me she’s gone to stay with her sister on Tuesday so my house was now Jess-Free.

Wednesday :

I arrived home and just feel asleep for most of the day until 4pm i was woken up by someone knocking on the front door. I opened up and was greeted by Becky, Looking as sexy as ever. I smiled when i saw her but she had a stern look on her face. She came in and gathered on the sofa,

“Ben. I want you to tell me everything right now and then we can go from there”

Obviously many thoughts was running through my mind, Everything about me and Jess Or everything including Sue?? I was panicking inside and it began to show outside.

“Ev..Everything about what?” I needed clarification

“Everything that might affect us Ben”

Fuck.

I swallowed my pride and told her everything, She just listened and once i told her everything including Jess, Sue, How I feel about her, James. She just stood up, brought her hands to face and planted a kiss on my lips and left without a word.

I would like to say i felt a weight has been lifted but it didn’t. I really love Becky and her not saying anything leaving me with a cliff-hanger of emotion broke me.

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I heard nothing until Friday Night, I didn’t bother chasing anyone, James/Becky since i thought it was best to leave them to think on their own. Friday Night Becky texted me to say she will be over tomorrow. That was it.

Saturday :

I was a nervous wreck the entire day, around 5pm a knock finally came and i opened up to be greeted by James, Becky and Sue. Shit was gonna be serious.

We exchanged hellos and all sat down. I assume Becky devised a plan for us all to come out with all our feelings together and clear the air. In hindsight this was a fucking brilliant idea.

There was too much said to type but here the breakdown :

Sue – Was only a fling and she doesn’t have feelings for me. She wants me and Becky to be happy together but expressed her reservations about the relationship.

Becky – Mutual feeling towards me and wanted to see where we could go. Disappointed in me but was really willing to move on as she loved me and loved our short time together.

James – Had time to think about the whole situation, He knows me and Becky get along so well and are good together. He realised he took a lot his pent up anger out on me, since his relationship with Jess was already going downhill. He apologised to me but said we would have to rebuild slowly.

Me – Apologised to everyone involved, expressed my love for Becky. Apologised to James and was thankful he was willing to repair our relationship.

We all hugged, James and Sue left together, me and Becky embraced each other and threw on Netflix and just chilled. She stayed the night but no sex just a lot of spooning.

It’s Sunday evening right now (5pm) Becky left in the morning and we have been texting and my life seems to be on the up. James and Me had a quick session on warzone today and felt like old times. I’m really happy. Guess I’m a lucky motherfucker, and don’t deserve the people around me.

Jess texted to me to see if i was ok but thats about it.

With that all said thank you all for the support and advice. Much love to you all. I may post another update but we shall see. Stay safe <3

Oh nearly forgot, My damages :

8 stitches

Broken nose

3 broken ribs

Mild concussion that went after 2 days

Bruising all around my face with 2 black eyes

2 broken fingers on my left hand

Large amount of cuts inside my mouth that are slowly healing. Thank fuck i didn’t lose any teeth ahaha

All i saying is James is lucky i didn’t fight back (LOL)

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