The story of how I [F19] went from a repressed girl from a conservative family to a slut that loves sex [FM]

Hello there.

I’m Aparna and 24F from India. I’ve been lurking on this sub for a while and it’s interesting to listen to other people’s wild experiences. As someone who used to be repressed, I find these stories to be fascinating. I have some wild experiences that I’ve had over 6 years, but this one is memorable because it’s my first wild one. So, this might sound vanilla to some of you, but it was wild to me since I was inexperienced at that time. Also, English is not my first language, so forgive the grammatical errors.

Anyways, it’s time to dive in. But first, a little about me.

I was born into a conservative family. My parents are always strict with me. They decide where I live, what school should I go to and whom should I talk to, which sucks. My parents are rich, so I went to an expensive all-girls school where everyone flaunts their luxuries but I try to stay modest about it. The repression in me started here. The girls at this school are modern and open about their sex life, which made me dive into the world of porn and sex. I’ve always wanted to try and live my life like the other girls but my parents would kill me if I did that. Also, I had lost all sorts of freedom in my actions. So, after dozens of fights and silent treatments, I was allowed to move out and explore the world, provided that I get a college degree and work somewhere to keep me occupied. Yay!!!!!!

After I graduated from High-School, I applied for college and moved to Mumbai. I met Ananya and Anushka (my BFFs. I love you girls <3) who are super friendly to me. Also, they’re the type of girls that I’ve always envied. They’re smart, sexy and sexually active and open, unlike me, who’s been taught sex is taboo you should only do it with your husband. I’ve shared everything with them except my repressed side.

Anyways, this incident happened when I was 18. Our college seniors are hosting one more party before graduation and all the cool kids were invited and I got invited through Ananya. Ananya and Anushka practically begged me to come with them, but I refused. After a lot of coercion, I told them about my repressed side and my inexperience in socialising with guys. At this point, I’ve already slept with 2 guys but the sex was below average at best. The girls looked at me like I’m a cute baby and awwed at me. I was quickly greeted with warm hugs and comforting words, which meant a lot to me. After hours of talking, gossiping, and assurance, I said yes to go to the party with them. They promised that they’ll dress me up and train me on how I should behave around guys.

So, the afternoon before the party. Ananya and Anushka met at my place, so we can dress up and leave together. We had already gone shopping the day before to get fresh sets of outfits for my new life. About my body, I’m 5ft 4, brunette hair and brown skin, a pretty oval face, beautiful 36C cups, sexy legs and a plump ass that I didn’t appreciate back in the day. I also had a bit of fat near my belly (thank god I went to the gym and fixed it). The girls barged in and stripped me completely naked because they need to ‘analyze’ my body. Fucking sluts ;) The girls were surprised to see that I have a curvy body hidden behind my salwar. Ananya’s reply was,

“You have a body like this and you struggle to get laid? I would dream to have a body like this.” I knew she was exaggerating but it felt nice hearing that from her. They also noticed that I had an unshaved bush downstairs. I’m usually bare downstairs but I was busy with college and moving to Mumbai, so I didn’t have time for that. The girls found it funny for whatever reason but also helped me in setting up a trim. After a long discussion, we went with a Bermuda triangle. So, I hopped into the shower, did my trim (with some help from my BFFs) and got out with a towel wrapped around me. At that time, I had no idea how to do my hair and play with makeup, so Anushka helped me with that.

The girls also took the liberty of picking out my outfits, clothes that show too much skin which I’m not used to, but still looked good on my body. In the end, I wore a low cut mustard top, showing some midriff with black skinny ripped jeans. It kinda looked like [this](https://www.dhresource.com/0x0/f2/albu/g10/M00/9F/47/rBVaWV0KCHuAaoDUAAINFPAw6f4260.jpg). As someone who only wore only salwar, this is completely out of my comfort zone. But again, they convinced me, saying that all girls at the party wear similar outfits like this. The girls had already brought their outfits and decided to change them at my place. They also used all this as a chance to take pictures of me while I was changing, which made me embarrassed about my body but I returned the favour as well (those were fun times <3). Anyways, by evening, we all took a cab to the party.

It’s around 8 pm when we all reached the party. Ananya was right about other girls wearing similar outfits, but it felt like I was showing extra skin than the rest, including Ananya and Anushka. The party was filled with unfamiliar faces, so I stick close to my friends. We sat on the nearby couch while Anushka went to get some beer for all of us. I also noticed 2 main things. The first one is that there aren’t that many freshmen students at the party. The second one is that I was eyed by pretty much every guy I lock eyes with. I asked Ananya what’s going on, to which she just smiled. She said that this party is only for the seniors and only a few freshmen students were exceptions. I just shrugged it off as Anushka brought the beers for us. Now, I wanna mention I’m fairly new to alcohol as well, but I was comfortable drinking since my friends are next to me.

The girls said they want to leave me alone for the guys to approach me. Also, they wanted to catch up with their other friends as well but they kept an eye on me from afar. So, here I am, left alone with a pint of beer and a bunch of guys waiting for me. As they said, many guys came in with a few beers and boring conversations. Some of them even tried to act inappropriate which pissed me off. Anyways, I stayed and talked with many guys whom I didn’t find attractive nor interesting for 45 minutes. At this point, I was exhausted and joined my friends. I said that I was not interested and want to go home. However, Ananya asked me if I could stay for a bit more so they can catch up with her friends. I said yes and stayed close to my friends. My friends introduced me to their friends who were nice to me. I felt a bit more comfortable hanging out with them.

This is when I met this guy. Let’s call him Bane since he had a physique similar to Tom Hardy. Anushka introduced me to Bane who was also a senior at my college (He was 22 at that time). He had long hair which I found attractive. We immediately clicked and had so much to talk about. He was funny, good looking and also had a cute smile which still makes me blush. We had a long, healthy and interesting conversation which I craved ever since I hit puberty. Our conversation even went a bit flirty the more we got drunk. I mean, he drank so little cause he had to drive. I never felt this much alive when talking to a guy and my heart was pumping. We even had a dance together where our bodies were close to each other and our hands touching each other.

Anyways, I look at my watch and it’s 11:30 pm. Time really flies when spending it with Bane. Earlier, we had a conversation about classic watches and he said he had a collection of old watches at his place and invited me to see them. I quickly went to Ananya and told her everything. She didn’t even hesitate and asked me to go with him. I was still not sure whether I should go with a stranger. But he seems like a nice guy and my friends knew him pretty well. So, I said yes to him and we went to the parking where he had this super expensive motorbike. I’m not sure what bike it was, but it looked expensive. He gave me his jacket since it was cold outside and riding in a motorbike with a dress like that is not a great idea. I got on the back and he drove as fast as he could. I can’t help but hug him tight since there was nothing I could hold on to. It felt nice hugging his big frame as we drove fast on an empty road. On the way to his place, he stopped near a medical shop. I stayed near the bike as he was buying something. I was intrigued by what he’s doing but was surprised when I saw a box of condom sliding into his jeans. My mind is running through a hundred different scenarios on what will happen but was excited that he also finds me sexually attractive. Anyways we went to his place at around 12 ish am.

Bane had a nice apartment that looked expensive. I removed his jacket as he guided me to the couch. He got me a few more beers as we continue our conversation. At this point, we both knew why we’re here so it’s a matter of who initiates it. After a while, Bane’s hand holds my cheek as he leans in for a kiss. My heart was pumping and I was excited, so I didn’t resist and embrace that kiss. I don’t know if Bane is a good kisser or I’m not really experienced in kisses but his kisses turned me on and I loved every second of it. He leaned towards me for another kiss and I was leaning back, so he leaned in more so that I lay flat on the couch with Bane on top of me. My hands run through his long and sexy hair which slowly lowered to his back and moving towards his abs. His hands were leaning on the couch and slowly came to my boobs and starts squeezing them. I was super turned on when his big hands were caressing my tits and touching all the nice spots. He eventually places his hand near my inner legs and I couldn’t help but squeeze his hands between my legs. He immediately did a light choke on me before spreading my legs and feeling my pussy through my jeans.

After a while, he stood up and asked me to kneel down. I knew what exactly I was signing up for and immediately unzipped his jeans while he removed his shirt. I remove his briefs to reveal a semi-hard member. I immediately started working on his dick, since I practised this multiple time with my dildo. I started stroking his cock while my tongue licks his tip. His dick got hard real quick. I took a glance at it and said, “Not a bad size” to which he laughed. Bane was definitely above average, 6 inches if I’m correct but I may be wrong. He was definitely bigger than the two dicks I’ve had before. Anyways, my tongue went up and down from the tip to his shaft as I was slowly working him up. He was clean-shaven, so I didn’t mind playing with his balls. I look up at him and I can see that he’s enjoying it. He then immediately grabbed my hair and starts pushing his cock down my throat. Ananya told me that this would happen so I was prepared for it. I deepthroated him as long as I could before pulling out. My chin and his dick are covered with my spit and he definitely liked it. I continue to suck his dick while he’s playing with my tits. I popped my tits out of my top so he could play with them. After a while, he asked me to stop.

I was worried if I did anything wrong but before I finished my thought, Bane lifted me and went to his room. He threw me into his bed and jumped on top of me. We made out for a while before he went down and unzipped my jeans and my panties. He looked at my trim and chuckled. “That’s a sexy looking trim. It really suits your style.” I was happy that he liked it (thanks for the help, BFFs). He could definitely see that I was wet which put a smile on his face. He grabbed some lotion and rubbed it on my inner thigh since they were dry. He massaged my inner thighs and worked me up before rubbing my labia. My pussy is dark and I was worried if he would like it, but he didn’t mind it. He knew how to please a woman as he was touching and playing with all the right spots. I can’t help but squirm when his tongue is playing with my clit while his fingers are hitting my G-spot. All that pent up tension and stress went out when I came. I was really happy to have an orgasm given by a guy whom I find sexy. He went up to kiss my belly button as I pulled him up for a passionate kiss. I was satisfied with my experience but from the look on his face, we were just getting started.

Bane got up and left the room, just to come back with a box of condoms and lube. He handed me the lube as he was wrapping the condom in his dick. I poured some lube on his dick and he said, “I’m really rough and dominant in bed, so tell me if it’s a bit too much. I’ll stop for sure.” This was when I realized that he was quite a dom in bed. It was nice that he was considerate about me, which turned me on even more. He told me to be on all fours to which I obeyed. Bane was teasing me by slapping his cock on my pussy. I tried to push back, wanting his dick but it looks he wants me to beg for his cock. He eventually slides his dick inside me and it felt good. He was going slow at first since I was tight but the pace went up quick. Bane was right when he said he likes it rough. He placed his hand on my hips and thrusts inside me hard and fast. I was moaning a lot as he fucks me hard and deep. His grunts were cute as I continue to grind him. He slows down for a moment before fucking me hard. He fucked me so hard that I came hard and we both collapsed on the bed. I was exhausted but he still fucks me. I ask him to wait for a minute to catch my breath to which he 100% obliged.

Bane placed his hands on my shoulders and starts railing me hard. He was definitely rough and dominant in bed and this is when I realized that I’m submissive in bed. Nothing came out of my mouth besides the beautiful moans. “Ahhh……. Ahhh……… Ahhh……..Ahhh……… Ahhh……..Ahhh……… Ahhh……..Ahhh……… Ahhh……..Ahhh……… Ahhh……..” was all that came out of my mouth while Bane was screaming my name in pleasure. He then placed his hands on my tits, pulled me up and fucked me hard. “Fuck yeah, don’t stop, Bane. Ahhhh………” He then eventually pushed me towards the bed and took a minute to catch his breath. I took my phone to see my WhatsApp filled with messages from Ananya and Anushka, asking about what’s going on. I look at Bane as he was leaning towards the table next to the bed for some water. I immediately took a half body selfie with his dick in the picture as well and didn’t say anything besides that, cause a picture is worth a thousand words. I put my phone aside as Bane was ready to rail me.

Bane laid on his back and pulled me on top of him. I lifted my ass up so he can slide his dick inside me. I started bouncing on his cock since I’m not familiar with cowgirl, but Bane was communicative as he was guiding me on how to ride him. I started grinding on top of him and I apparently took control of the situation. But it wasn’t long before he placed his hands on my hips, lifted me up slightly and starts humping towards me. At this point, I’m pretty sure my ass is bright red from the slapping that Bane gave me. It wasn’t long before I came a third time. I asked him if he wanted to cum. He said he wanted to finish in missionary as he tossed me to the side of the bed and him on top of me.

I lock my hands on his neck as he was placing his member near my pussy. I let out a moan as he pushes his member inside me. He got out of my lock and spreads my legs wide open, fucking my pussy as I was playing with my clit. He placed his hands on my neck and starts choking me. I was worried that he’s harming me but his choke was light and I found it sexy, so I didn’t mind. I look to the right to see my dad calling me. I’m actually afraid of my dad and would always pick up his call, but this time, I said ‘fuck it’ and continue to enjoy in my euphoria. Bane was fucking me hard that my legs were pushed to my head. Ananya always compliments me on my sexy legs, so I hope he had a nice view. I’m sure my thighs did the trick since he was close. Bane said, “Fuck, Aparna. You’re so fucking hot. I wanna cum on that pretty face of yours”. While I admit that I’m a cumslut, I was not back then. I said no and asked to cum on his condom to which he practically begged me. Seeing a hot, strong and sexy guy begging me was so hot, but I didn’t budge. In the end, I told him to cum on my stomach, to which he immediately did. Bane shot thick ropes of cum on my stomach, my trim and also on my tits. He could’ve definitely shot it on my face but he didn’t. I never thought that I would end the night with a huge load all over my body.

He collapsed next to me as we’re both exhausted. I look at the clock and it’s 2 am. As I said, time really flies when spending it with Bane. I picked my phone and went to the bathroom. I check my WhatsApp to see my friends be happy for me. Bane had a big mirror in his bathroom, so I took a mirror selfie with the caption, “Thanks for the help, BFFs. I love you guys.” Anyways, I cleaned myself and went to the kitchen to grab a beer. I went to the bedroom to see Bane and his sexy body, lying on the bed and having a smoke. I sat opposite on the bed and we smiled at each other at what happened.

“That was fucking amazing. We should do that often.”

“Yeah, it was hot. You’re pretty rough in bed.”

“I told you already. If it’s too much for you, I can tone it down.”

*chuckles* “Nevermind. I actually like it rough.”

Bane was having a smoke while checking his phone and I’m just finishing my beer. After a while, Bane finished his smoke and said,

“Ready for round 2?”

And that’s pretty much my first wild experience. While I definitely had more wild experiences, the first time meant a lot to me. Plus, Bane was a nice guy who actually cared for me. So, this was quite a memorable ride for me. I don’t care if some people find it vanilla, I found it wild.

Sorry if this was too long. I felt like this story needs context so I spent my time providing enough context for you guys to understand where I come from. Also, this happened 5 years ago. I hope you guys find it interesting and worth reading. I did sleep with Bane a few more times and would love to elaborate on that in another post. Also, feel free to ask me anything as I’m open to answering them. If you want to ask them personally, be sure to hit my PMs. I’d love to talk dirty with the amazing readers of this sub.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/lt3418/the_story_of_how_i_f19_went_from_a_repressed_girl