I ([F] 21) fucked a diplomat [M]

Okay so first things first please excuse how long this post is …but here’s my story…..

Basically I was on this sugar daddy website I made with my friend a couple of years ago as kinda a joke and I only go on it like every so often, usually when I get an email from them saying like I should check in because I haven’t been on it in awhile etc etc. So I go on the app just to see what’s up and I saw a bunch of messages I had never replied to through out the year and I saw this guys message at the very top of my page. (I guess we got lucky he was at the top, otherwise I would’ve never messaged him back lol) so anyways we started messaging literally the week before this whole covid thing happened. To be completely honest, I wasn’t really planning on us talking for long because I get bored really easily with guys, and even though I had talked to sugar daddies before it never progressed to us meeting in person or actually serious in general, so I thought this was gonna be like that.

So I messaged him back because he seemed not like a complete weirdo and the age gap wasn’t extremely big for me to decide against messaging him. First and foremost, I made sure he wasn’t hiding me from his wife like most of the men on there because I couldn’t be someone who was sneaking around with a married man, just isn’t for me. So when he told me he was single, i decided to just see what happens and we started talking. At first, I didn’t think much about the conversations because I was expecting to get bored, but it wasn’t happening. I kept getting more and more intrigued (maybe it was covid and I was bored at home or I was something).

Weeks led to months and we were constantly talking and even though it started from a SD thing we never did any SD stuff like talk about payment etc which we both decided it had lead to more than just that at that point we decided to be exclusive and make it more of a talking phase I guess. We both didn’t really know what we were. At this time, Covid was getting really bad, so it gave me an excuse to not meet him, even though he kept asking for us to meet, and it wasn’t because I was hiding something from him, I was hesitant on the whole thing, and I live in a really strict Indian household so it was hard sneaking out in general, especially if it was a guy.

During the lockdown, we really got to know each other extremely well, and we talked about his work and my plans with life etc. Now when I asked him about his career, he told me he was a lawyer and here on a visa but he worked at a company now, and to be honest I didn’t think much of it.

So later on in the summer, he told me he has to go back to his home country to figure out some things between him and partner because they were in the process of getting divorced, plus the fact he wanted to see his kids. At that point, I never asked if he had kids, because it never came up and when I found out he had a kid around my age, it kind of freaked me out because I was like omg it’s like he’s fucking his kid or something and idk it just weirded me out. So I kind of blew off his texts for a couple of days just to really reflect on if I wanted to continue talking or just cut it off before things progressed further…but me being the dumb bitch I am, I decided it’s cool and just pushed it to the back of my head. We went back to talking like normal and since I was home because of Covid we didn’t have to figure out any long distance thing so that’s good…or so we thought.

So anyways, when he finally came back, I had the unfortunate luck of going on a trip with my family to India, to see our extended family and stuff. So I was gone for a long. When I finally got back home, we had discussed us a lot more and whether we were actually going to meet. At this point, we had invested months to talking and I had actually developed feelings, even though it wasn’t the plan. We didn’t even talk about the sugar daddy thing because I didn’t want that anymore with him and I liked what we had.

Anyways…we had finally decided to meet since covid was starting to get better and restrictions were easing (plus we both agreed to take covid tests to make sure we were negative). We met at a public place just to make sure we weren’t actual weirdos (even tho we talked on FT and sent pictures and videos etc, but can never be too cautious) once I saw him, I was extremely extremely nervous thinking to myself did I make a mistake, what if someone I know sees us, what if my parents know I lied about who I was seeing that weekend, what if hes an actual serial killer, like so many ridiculous things was running in my head that I didn’t talk to him much the entire car ride to his apartment except for a few one worded answers , but once we got inside and ended up talking and and we were eating dinner I relaxed and it was just how it was like when we texted. We started watching Netflix and I noticed his name on his user when you click to your account and I saw his full name, and even though he knew mine, this sparked my curiosity but I didn’t say anything, and I don’t think he realized I noticed.

A bit backstory before the sexual part, even though we had sexted multiple times (never nudes though). Prior to us meeting, I told him multiple times I don’t fuck on the first date usually, and he was extremely understanding of my wishes, which I was thankful for because some men can get mad…….Anyways, he never made a move on me that entire night on the couch when we were watching the movie, not even kissing. So, when we went to bed to sleep I didn’t think anything was going to happen. So we were cuddling in his bed and we both couldn’t sleep but I knew he was horny and to be honest I was kind of also because i haven’t gotten fucked in so long at that point. We laid still for awhile and I felt his hand slowly go up my shirt and I didn’t stop him and I wasn’t wearing a bra and he started to pinch my nipple, I gasped at the feeling of pain and at that point I was kind of turned on. He then kept caressing my titties and it felt really good I ended up lifting my shirt up and he started to suck on my titties and we started making out etc. I didn’t wear pants to sleep because I never do and he then pulled my panties to the side and started to rub my clit. I was so turned on at that point and he went down on me.

I’m a pretty loud moaner in general and he started to eat my pussy sooo good and was sucking on my pussy lips and clit and fingering me. I was moaning so load and we were making eye contact and it was soo fucking hot especially when I squirted in his mouth. At this point I was fully turned on and I was on my knees and I when I pulled down his boxers he was hard as a rock. I was honestly surprised because he was surprisingly pretty big even though he told me multiple times he was average at best. I started to suck his dick and this is when he was getting really rough. He grabbed the back of my head and started to face Fuck me sooo hard. He kept saying how I was a fucking slut and he was going to make me take him balls deep. I really like dirty talk so this turned me on even more. I was continually sucking his dick until he stopped and asked if i wanted to stop because if we continued he wouldn’t be able to control himself. I was honestly way too horny at this point i was starting to debate if I should because i had never let a white guy Fuck me and I really didn’t want to fuck on the first date originally, but i was so horny and we had talked for so long I said screw it and I told him I didn’t want to stop.

At this moment he pulled me up from on my knees by my throat and asked me again but firmer and my answer was still the same. After I told him to please fuck him he threw me on the bed and started to kiss down my neck and titties and then aligned his dick to my pussy. I knew it was going to be tight because I haven’t had sex in so long and I was right. He fucked me so hard I was screaming so loud but I didn’t care. He started choking me and he was definitely the strongest man I’ve been with, I honestly thought I was gonna pass out if he gripped his hand around my throat any harder. We fucked in multiple positions and he kept calling me a whore and I was a nasty Indian cum dump and he came in my pussy. Which I was on my pill for other medical reasons but I never let a man cum in me before, so it was kind of hot. Anyways we went a few more times that night and the sheets were soaked at that point then we ended up passing out at like 5 am, and when we woke up there was blood on the sheets, not because I was a virgin but I think it’s because he stretched me out from fucking me so hard, and I was definitely limping.

Anyways, I was originally planning on spending two nights with him but he told me I couldn’t because he had work stuff come up, and I was obviously disappointed but I didn’t want to make a big deal about it because I understand work stuff can be demanding at times. I did end up spending the day at his apartment and we just watched Netflix and stuff and he took me home that night…..so later that night I remembered that name and I originally wasn’t going to do anything, but my curiosity got the best of me, and I searched the name and there he was on my google search and it said he was a diplomat and I was in utter shock. I mean I had tried to search his name before but going off a first name and the city he told me he was from originally was hard to find on google for a person.

Extremely long story short, things got weird between us after we met (due to personal reasons I won’t be discussing) and even though we talk still it just doesn’t feel the same, which is upsetting because i did catch feelings but i guess it’s better than being ghosted…and he doesn’t know I know about his real identity, and I prob won’t ever tell him I know the truth lol

Again, sorry for the really long story but hope you enjoyed a little bit at least :)

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/ls0bhx/i_f_21_fucked_a_diplomat_m