What I need (f)

I haven’t written anything in a while, real life has a way of changing your plans on a whim sometimes.
And you’ve got to just roll with it and deal with it all before some sort of relaxation can take place.

For me, though unable to write recently, I’ve been enjoying lurking, reading, edging.

Personal time and self care have gone by the wayside of late, but the excitment at what is going to happen in a few hours is palpable now.

Finally some time to make myself cum!!

And much as I am excited by the prospect, and trust me I am already excited, I’m also a bit ppffft about it.

Why would anyone be feeling like this at the thought of pleasuring oneself?

Well, its simply that I actually *need* to feel a mans hands roaming my body.
I *need* to feel his breath on my neck.
I *need* to I need his fingers inside me feeling how wet I am
I *need* a man to fuck my juicy wet pussy and fill me until he leaks from me.

I *need* to be physically fucked right now.

Its been so long since I’ve been really fucked that I, in my near constant horny state, fantasise about everything that I want.
In my fantasies I’m also a nubile, energy filled, goddess with the gusto and bravery of a 20 year old. But hey, if you can’t be what want in your fantasy, well ?‍♀️

Anyway, I fantasise about knocking on a door and, as soon as the door opens, being pulled into the room, shoved face first against a wall, my legs being kicked apart as my skirt is hiked over my ass.
I dream of having my panties pulled to the side and a hard cock just pounding straight in to me.
No nicities, no greetings, just give me what my pussy is aching for, and give it to me now!!!

I imagine you grunting in my ear as you feel your first eruption deep inside my needy pussy.

“Good little slut” you growl while landing a firm smack on my bum cheek and withdrawing your still hard cock from me.

You turn me around, pinning my arms above my head, as you take stock of me.
Your hand roams my body, firmly, unquestioningly knowing that you can do what you want to me right now.
You are in control now.

Your hands grope over my head, a gentle tug of my hair makes my breath catch and I am staring into your eyes as you continue to roam my body.

You tease my nipples, knowing the pain I’ve been in waiting for my tits to be groped, and squeezed and sucked.

You leave my heaving breasts as your hand continues its exploration, reaching around and grapping a fist full of my firm ass.

My leg voluntarily tries to wrap itself around you, my breathing is ragged, your cock is so close to my still uncovered pussy.

Our lips meet, tenderness forgotten in the passion of what has just occured.
Your cum is gliding gently down my thigh as we all but fuck again right there and then.

You pull your hips back, a moan escapes our kiss as I feel you pull completely away from me.

Embarrassment, and insecurity flow through me momentarily as I’m am unsure what to do now. You allow one of my hands to fall free of your grip as you are now holding my hand, leading me towards a massive bed.

You sit on the bed, opening your legs and position me standing between them.

Your hands clasp the bottom of my top and as you draw it over my head, I hear you utter a very low gutteral moan.
Your hands move to my breasts, trying to fit them into your hands, your thumbs finding my nipples and gently flicking over the material of my bra.

Your hands twist and tease for a second before they reach around and unhook me.
Your fingers gently trace the straps as you loosen them from my shoulders, my boobs drop as their support is removed.
This time your moan is even louder as you finally free my big soft tits.

You reach around and grab my ass, firmly pulling me closer to you.
My breasts are inches from your mouth. I am quivering in anticipation.

Your hands trace my chubby belly as you occassionally plant a gentle kiss.

My arms are by my sides and I am trying to maintain my composure. Your kisses send flutters to my pussy.
You know you are teasing me, you know I am aching for you, I moan in frustration and need.

I feel your kisses move up my body, your fingers are gently kneading my ass as your mouth finally makes it to my nipple.
I moan hard at the sensations it immediately sends rippling through my body.

I hold still as your mouth, tongue and teeth carress me, alternating between breasts. You swap your hands between my ass and my tits depending on which one was in your mouth.

I feel myself growing wetter as your tongue gets rougher against me.
My hands reach for your head as I push you onto me.
Your hand on my ass forcing me to grind against you.
I can feel myself of the verge of cumming as we continue sucking and kneading, groping and grinding.
“Oh god!” I moan, “please don’t stop!” I beg.

You feel my body growing close, grab my nipple firmly in your teeth, stretching my glorious tit so that you can land a firm thwack on my tit.
It sends me over the egde as my orgasm ripples through my body, my legs quiver as I all but collapse into your arms.

I am panting as you laugh at me.
“Very good little slut”, you say with a cheeky smile as a sudden smack on my ass causes the ripple to tingle deep in my pussy again.

I’m struggling to stay standing as you allow me to use your shoulders as support. You unhook my skirt, gently pulling it over my hips and letting it fall to the floor.

I step out of it as you run your fingers up my stockinged legs.

You push me off of you so you can admire the view of me standing braless, with a black g-string, black lace top hold up stockings, and black patent high heels.

I feel so exposed as your eyes hungrily roam my body.

You signal for me to turn. I slowly rotate as your eyes take in all of me.

You allow me to stand for what seems like hours while you remain seated.
You signal for me to come closer to you.

I reach you and you tell me to undress you.
I bend over as I unbutton your shirt. My hands getting distracted every few buttons by your hairy chest. My fingertips run across your chest before going back to unbuttoning you.

By the time all the buttons are opened, I’m standing bent over at the waist, tits dangling in front of your face as I glide my hands all over your body and up to your shoulders for me to remove.

I step back and grasp both your hands firmly and pull you up to a standing position.
Your cock is at half mast hanging out of your fly as I open the button on your jeans.
I shimmy your jeans down you legs and indicate for you to lift each leg so me to remove the last of your clothing.

I smile up at your growing manhood as I crouch below you.
Its my turn to show you how hungry I am as I reach to your cock with my mouth while on my knees.

My tongue reaches for you, I can smell the scent of our juices as I lick the underside of your shaft.
You make yourself comfortable as you sit back on the bed and my mouth slowly brings you back to life.

You feel yourself relaxing as I take care of your need.
You lie back on the bad as I slobber, suck, lick, tease, and worship your cock.
I press myself firmly against you as I take all of you deep in my throat.
Gagging, coughing and spluttering all pver your cock as I moan in pleasure.

Your balls and taint equally attended to as you grind your hips up to meet my mouth.

Your hands reach down as you sit bolt upright.
You growl fiercly as your hands force me onto you as deep as possible, your hips thrusting, my eyes watering as you release rope after rope into my throat.
You collapse back down on to bed.

I stand up and sit next to you as we smile at eachother. You move on the bed, and I lie next to you. Your arms wrapping around me as we kiss, slowly, tenderly this time. Our tongues dancing as our hands trace each others bodys.
You pull me close and I feel your dick twinging against me as we grow more passionate in our need again.

Your cock is rubbing against me as we lie on our sides facing one another.
I lift my leg slighty as you grind. Your cock slides gently, slowly inside me as I moan into your mouth.

We stay restfully fucking, our eyes never parting until you can see me pleading.

You push me roughly onto my back, never breaking our kiss or eye contact.
You pin my arms to either side of me as you push yourself up and I feel you thrust deep and hard, yet tenderly into me. One. Two. Three thrusts and you can feel my pussy clench in joy.

Your thrusts grow rhythmic. We are moaning and making silly faces at each other as the sensations flow through us both.

I am calling you name, and begging you to use my pussy for your pleasure.

The noises reverbating throughout the room as your balls slap against my juicy cunt are electrifying.

You change position, my leg over your shoulder allowing you deeper penetration and an amazing view of my tits bouncing everywhere.

Your pumping grows frantic as my pussy grips onto you. I am practically screaming in near constant pleasure with every thump.

I am begging for your cum to be pounded into me again.
Your balls tingle, your thrusts steady as you announce “I’m cumming!!”
And collapse your weight on top of me.
My pussy tingles at hearing those magic words and I feel myself cumming hard, milking the last drops of cum from your shaft.

My pussy forces your cock out of me as I breath hard.
You roll off of me and I grunt in disappointment, wanting to feel your weight on me, until I feel your fingers working their way to my pussy.

You are still catching your own breath and still starring in my eyes as you furiously finger fuck my cunt, juices splashing everywhere.
You move yourself and spit on my pussy.
“That’s it you dirty fucking whore!” you growl at me.
I wriggle in pleasure at your words.
“I’m going to make this little cock sucking slut squirt right now!”
I’m splashing everywhere as I try to clamp my legs shut.
You use your legs to hold mine open as I struggle to control myself.

I let out a primal scream as my entire body convulses and my eyes roll in my head.
My juices are squirting everywhere as you slow but continue your fingers assault on my pussy.

I am spent as you collapse beside me and envelope me in a massive hug, kissing the top of my head as I drift in and out of my post bliss high.

But that’s just fantasy at the minute, because lockdown and 5 km limits mean that, even though there is surely, someone who could help fulfill my current fantasy, you are outside my travel limits.

And so for my next 48 hours or so, I will play with myself.
I won’t cum as hard as I would under your touch.
And while I can imagine you stroking your cock and cumming for me, it’s just not the same as getting to stroke and touch and feel it for myself.

More then anything, I *need* a mans touch right now.

Source: reddit.com/r/eroticliterature/comments/lqo18b/what_i_need_f