I’ve always had a bit of a ddlg kink, and I’ve always generally been into older/bearded men, but I never really had time to explore it. I was either being watched by my parents or I’d be seeing vanilla but satisfying partners.
I met up with a guy I met on Tinder who was almost ten years older than me, lean, strong, and very dominant. I originally met up with him for a quickie but it ended up becoming longer term. We met up for the first time, and I let him fuck me raw. He would get me soaking wet before he’d even stick his huge cock in me, which honestly was necessary because to this day I’ve never taken anything so large in my life. We had spoken a little before hand about safe words and boundaries, I told him I was free use and that I rarely used my safeword.
Typically when I tell guys I’m seeing that I’m freeuse and my boundaries are very few, they tend to still be very gentle or vanilla with me, which I appreciate but the word “freeuse” isn’t usually taken seriously.
I had met someone that really knew how to use me. It started when he took his soaking wet cock out of my pussy and eased it into my tight ass. It took a bit of work, and it was a squeeze but the switch felt so good that my eyes rolled back. He’d fuck me hard til I shouted, he’d put his hand over my mouth and fuck me harder.
We’d set aside time from him to fuck me the whole day, he would choke me, pull my hair, spit in my mouth, slap me (never too hard) he’d fucked every part of my body so hard I thought he’d prolapse me everywhere, then kiss me on the cheek or the forehead and call me a good girl. At one point he throatfucked me so hard that my throat started bleeding, it didn’t hurt but it had never happened before. He even tit fucked me, which was insanely hot because I didn’t even think I could be tit fucked. He slid his cock in between my small firm tits til I started feeling his cock quiver.
What I loved the most was being told what to do. He’d pull out his cock and tell me to suck on it and I would for as long as he wanted me to, no matter where. He’d push my limits and he’d call me down putting names in bed while he fucked the shit out of me, there’s just something so sexy about older, dominant men.
Source: reddit.com/r/eroticliterature/comments/lk9wx2/i_f19_love_being_degraded_and_abused_by_older_men
wish i can be there