TIFU by unknowingly ruining my [M] orgasms for years

*Don’t want to name a specific age but it was around when a guy would first discover porn/masturbation*

When I first discovered masturbating I would always let go when I started to cum because the feeling was getting so intense I didn’t want to hurt myself.

Flashforward when I’m 18 and a freshman in college. I finally am getting laid and the girl decides to finish me BJ style and I told her to “let go I’m about to cum” and she goes “TF why?” And keeps stroking me full speed. I came and I swore I almost died from how that felt. I almost cried. At first I thought oh it’s because it’s a chick but then when I jerking off a couple days later I decide to keep going and it felt almost as good but definitely superior to before.

I then realized how much of an indiot I was and now I no longer ruin my own orgasms like an idiot

Edit: formatting

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/lbwy4s/tifu_by_unknowingly_ruining_my_m_orgasms_for_years