*If you want to start from the beginning of this crazy ass shitstorm- Parts 1-4 are posted below-
Part 1: https://redd.it/glt7ln Part 2: https://redd.it/gnjzva Part 3: https://redd.it/gw8it3
Part 4: https://www.reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/hjj27h/newpart_4_fucked_my_best_friends_widow_and/
So, it seems like this throwaway is going to be used almost strictly as my confessional, to cleanse myself of the fuckings I probably (definitely) shouldn’t have participated in.
Both Tia and I are extremely passionate about our careers, which is probably one of the reasons we worked so well. We had the tacit understanding/respect for the drive we both had about us both ascending the corporate ladder. With that said, that did come with a separate set of problems as we lived many states apart.
That week I had some really important meetings, Tia was aware that I might not be as responsive as usual. That was why when I got 4 back to back calls while she knew I was in a serious meeting, I was concerned.
When I called her back, without emotion and almost robotically, Tia told me she miscarried again. I felt terrible, even more so for her. She had mentioned that “her body had betrayed her and she will never be a mother”- that hit home. I wont bore you all with the details of all that…but it was a rough conversation. As previously mentioned, I had some crazy meetings (part of an acquisition so i wouldn’t be able to fly out to Tia until the following Friday.
Friday couldn’t come fast enough, I knew she needed me, and I really just wanted to be there for moral support. I expected to arrive to a depressed, solemn Tia. When I arrived at her place, it was already around 1030; I opened the door, the lights were off, and candles were everywhere….when I got to her bedroom she was in some garters, and a thong, and heels…not exactly what I expected to walk into. She didn’t even let me take my tie off before she had my cock out and rubbing it all over her face. I havent been with that many girls that actually like to rub cock on their face….there is something about it i have always loved. I digress….she pushed me back on to the chair in the corner of her room, and pulled my cock up and while rubbing it all over her face, roughly took each ball into her mouth, sucking hard.
She then spit all over my cock and gave me one of the most aggressive blow jobs I have ever had. Like Chris Rock once said, she was sucking my dick like she had a disease and my cock was the cure…as you all know by now, sexually I am pretty dominant, and could only allow this for so long before carrying her over to her bed and pushing her on the bed, stomach first, heels/thong still on…and licked her asshole through the thong (by now, she was spoiled and pretty much liked/expected her ass eaten every time we fucked)….I pulled her thong to the side, just enough so i could get my tongue in her ass…but this time, there was a bit of a surprise for me.
Most of you guys wont like this, but as a change of pace, I LOVE a hairy pussy. I know, who the fucks like a hairy pussy these days? Well, every now and then- I do! And while eating her ass from behind, just as i started to move towards her pussy, I could feel a nice bush. I started to lick her pussy through the hair, and for once, I could actually smell pussy. Not a bad smell. In fact the best smell in the world: actual pussy. Not the completely soaped up, Dove smelling box I typically get. Anyway, I was sucking her clit, and licking her all the way from her clit back to her asshole; when all of a sudden she pushed me back into the chair in the corner, and sat back on me, reverse cowgirl, I started to stroke in and out of her slowly by grabbing her gently by the hips.
She wasn’t having it; she told me this time she was doing the fucking, and to sit back and enjoy. She rode my dick hard. REALLY HARD. Almost like she was mad at me. Or the world. Whatever frustration she was holding, she was taking it out on my cock. Oddly, she said she didn’t want to cum, and asked me to cum inside of her now. Always the gentleman, I grabbed both of her tits, and held her onto my cock while I exploded inside of her; at that moment realizing I hadn’t cum in 2 weeks which might have been some sort of record for me. It just kept pouring out of me and inside of Tia’s perfect pussy until I finally stopped cumming. She then gently massaged my balls, making sure she had milked every drop out of me, before she fell back into the bed. I just sat in that chair paralyzed. She laid back with her legs spread, and maybe that is part of what I like about a hairy pussy, I could see my cum matted all over her pussy. Fuck, it was so hot.
I mentioned the elephant in the room (her miscarrying again), she didn’t want to talk about it. I jumped in the shower and we then ate dinner. As we got into bed, I made one more attempt, and she joked as she climbed up to sit on my face, “There are better things you can do with your mouth”. Tia was always sexual; but this seemed to be a whole different level. I am not a psychologist, but it felt like she was burying her feelings, while she wanted me to bury my cock in her ass. So while I am tonguing her tight little asshole, she tells me she wants me to fuck her in the ass- in a way that she has never said it. She laid on her back, and when I went to her top drawer to get some lube, she grabbed me and told me no, just go ahead….this is getting to a whole new level. So i really got her asshole as wet as i could by licking her, i then presented my cock for her to suck which she did again with vigor, before sliding back into the missionary position and pulling her legs up a little bit so I had easier access to her asshole. As I slowly guiding it inside of her, she did something she had never done- she slammed herself onto my cock. I was buried up to the balls into her ass; she always made me stroke really slow in and out of her when I would fuck her ass…this was harder than porno ass fucking, which is so not Tia’s style.
Anyway, while I am throttling her asshole, she tells me to tell her when I am going to cum, after a few minutes of her tight ass, and me playing with her clit, I knew I was about to explode…again, way out of character, she pushed me out of her ass and grabbed my dick and started to drink the cum out of me, completely taking me by surprise. I came hard again. I usually can’t cum that hard two times in such a short period, but between the hairy pussy surprise, the unscheduled ass fucking, and then the ass to mouth- I was TURNED ON.
With that said, ass to mouth is not something Tia had done often, it was like I didn’t even know who she was right now. It was like she was sexually possessed. I know most men wouldn’t complain, but I was a little/a lot concerned about this abrupt change in her style of sex.
As we got into bed to go to sleep, I knew I had to have a real conversation with her in the morning, and really talk about what is going on.
I wont bore you with all the details- as *most* of you are here to hear about the way I defiled Tia….but, the net result of the conversation is Tia confided that it appeared that she cannot carry a fetus to term and wouldn’t be able to have children. I didn’t know how bad I wanted them until she told me this devastating reality. She also matter of factly told me, that we probably shouldn’t be together long term since she could never give me a family, and we should just have something casual.
That was a lot of info to unpack. I would like to tell you that we are together; we are not. Not because of our feelings for each other; but because she cannot stop blaming herself for as she would call it being “broken”. Anytime we see each other, yes, it ends up with my cock inside of her- and yes my cum- but it now somehow lacks the intimacy it once did. It is almost like we are a couple of porn stars who happen to have strong chemistry, but nothing more.
After spending the better part of that weekend talking/crying/arguing….I had to leave. But not before one more amazing session. That night, I told her I wanted to watch her play with herself; she took out her vibrator and rubbed it up and down her slit before gently massaging her clit with it. I had to taste her hairy pussy, and please dont judge but I had asked her not to shower that night, I loved the smell. So as I began to eat her unshowered, hairy pussy I had my hands under each side of her ass, pulling her pussy into my mouth.
As I sucked on her clit, I took her vibrator and gently started to shove the tip into her ass- she didn’t last 1 minute before cumming all over my face. Without giving her a second to recover, I jammed my cock into her forcefully and fucked her as aggressively as I ever had. I took out all of my frustrations out on her pussy. Meanwhile she jammed the vibrator deeper into her ass- and that’s all it took- I could feel it vibrating up and down my shaft through that little piece of skin separating my two favorite holes.
That set me off, and I held onto her ass while cumming deep inside of her. I love watching my cum flow out of pussy, almost like an artist admiring their masterpiece (or that might be the stupid bullshit I tell myself to make myself feel better for being a perv)…anyway, it flowed into her asshole….i started to rub my half limp over her pussy up and down and against her asshole…she took me back into her mouth, trying to breath some life back into my cock- it worked. I then took my cock and slowly inserted it into her ass (yeah, this time it was me who didn’t offer lube)…and began fucking her ass relentlessly, all while she massaged her clit with her vibrator….just as i was about to cum, she backed off of me, and jammed my dick into her pussy (I know, i know- infections!)….and I began to cum hard again, shooting her already overflowing pussy full.
The next day when I was getting ready to leave; I just knew that things were now different. Tia mentioned that maybe she couldn’t carry a baby as some sort of “punishment” because Ray was dead and here she was getting pregnant by his best friend. We still talk a lot, and when we can see each other from time to time- the sex is still fire. But for those that were waiting for the happy ending; it just wasn’t meant to be. Too much history going against us.
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/l7af1n/final_chapternewpart_5_fucked_my_best_friends
There is herbs and plants you can take that help with miscarriages also I listened to a video the other day by doctors who said often we have glyphosate in our uterus from the environment etc and once this is detoxed women are able to get pregnant.
Something to look into to anyway.
I’m heartbroken. ?
Mate, reading this right now, I don’t know what to say.
(5 minutes later…) Even though you’ve stated you don’t hold much romantic feelings towards Tia to press forward to a relationship, ask yourself, does having a biological baby mean so much to you that it prevents a actual relationship? I know theres difficulty, especially since she’s still your BBFs Widow (Rest in Peace), but considering you were planning to spend your life with this child and Tia, you clearly hold intimate relations for her. I‘ll never understand the strain of two miscarriages, but you NEED to be there for her, be in HER life because frankly she needs you and you’ll need her.
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of course this is just advice, but from what you’ve said, you clearly hold something for her. I guess what I’m trying to say is don’t waste it. Love is love, whatever way you put it.
There’s obviously an overwhelmingly strong connection between you two, it seems absurd to abandon it. If I were dying, I would want to know that someone was there to take care of my wife and make sure she didn’t fall into a depressive spiral after I was gone, and if that meant that my best friend ended up in a relationship with her, I would be fine with that.
Keep her. You can always get a surrogate, or adopt, or even perhaps go around looking for some nice lady to form a triad with, if your interests go that way. But for either of you to just give up and decide that it’s over because you hit a biological (but perfectly surmountable) snag is just foolish. Especially so given that you both likely pull in Corporate Salary level pay.
Wow….
Way too deep for this sort of subreddit. Hope you find what you’re look for from life man. Get some counselling as well.
No brainer, you two need to make that work. Makes no sense at all to not be together. She is so very rare in this world.
I was gonna give you shit for the 6+ month long wait. Listen, you need to let this almost self-destructive loyalty to your best friend go. I can assure you he would be thrilled to know you both would be happy. Plus, miscarriage. You shouldn’t let her be on her own. Her porn star vibe will fade. She only thinks of you as a FWB so she won’t open up to you until you convince her kids aren’t the end all for you (which you need to sort out btw). If she’s perfect, adopt. You two are overthinking. If you’re the career badass, then you’re a fixer. Fix your shit as my pops would say.
What a finish. I’ve been waiting for this and it’s finally here, and while the ending is a sad one, it was still really hot.
I’ll likely be downvoted for this unsolicited diet advice, but I have talked to a good number of women who have had fertility issues not unlike Tia and they were able to successfully get their periods back and carry babies to term after following a strict heavily meat-based ketogenic or even fully carnivore diet with LOTS of good healthy saturated natural fats and almost no carbohydrates.
She is very likely deficient in folate and it is one of the main things required to avoid many common neural-tube birth defects. One of the best sources for folate as well as true vitamin A and B12 is beef liver.
The very last type of diet to try to help with pregnancy-related issues is veganism or any sort of whole foods plant based diets. Those will contribute to more nutrient deficiencies and will only lead to amenorrhea (loss of periods) and the inability to carry a fetus. Please tell her to not eat this way. Humans are not meant to eat only plants.
Good luck. I hope someday you can be with Tia and make a family with her. She sounds like such a rare gem of a woman.
Was excited when I saw the title, as I had been rooting for you both. Sad about the reality of it and how she feels that she’s “broken”. I hope that somehow it works out if you both do still love each other.