When I was [F] 19, I gave my guy friend [M] 19 a secret handjob while we watched a movie with our friends

I debated whether to share this story or not because it’s similar to another story I already shared, but I decided to go for it anyway. If you read my last story, I promise these are separate incidents lol.

First, some context.

I was a sophomore in college and finally felt like I was part of a solid friend group. I had a crush on one guy in the friend group. Let’s call him Jake. He was one of my closest friends at college so I didn’t want to ruin our friendship by initiating something romantic or sexual. Plus, I wasn’t sure how he felt about me. Jake was very touchy-feely and was often giving me hugs and would hold my hand when we sat next to each other in class. You might be thinking, “he was obviously into you!” But, the problem is that he was like this with lots of girls. I don’t think he was really much of a player per sé (since he didn’t hook up with that many girls when I knew him), but rather he was just very physically affectionate. Also during this time, he had an on and off thing with a different girl, so I didn’t think anything would really happen between us. But there were times that I definitely wondered if he liked me too. The situation that I’m going to tell you about only confused me further.

So one night, a group of 8 friends were hanging out at one of my friend’s apartments. The drinks were flowing and we were feeling gooodd. We danced to trashy music, played some drinking games, and eventually decided to watch a movie. We all settled in on the couch and armchairs. Jake and I sat next to each other on one corner of the couch. The host turned off the lights and we all got cozy.

I was still pretty drunk but also felt like I was buzzing, sitting so close to Jake and touching him. He eventually reached for my hand and started moving his thumb in little circles on my hand (why does that feel so good?!). We did this for a bit and then I leaned my head on his shoulder. I guess I was feeling pretty cuddly and since Jake and I were already pretty physically affectionate, I decided to lay my head on his lap. He didn’t seem to mind and started stroking my hair. All of a sudden I realized how close my head was to his cock and I got really horny. We had never done anything sexual so I didn’t want to push anything but I was so tempted to touch his cock. But I couldn’t just do it outright because I didn’t know how he’d react. So I started adjusting my hair with my hand, “accidentally” grazing his crotch in the process, and then after a few seconds, pulling my hand away to avoid suspicion. I did this a few times over the course of maybe 20 minutes, and he didn’t comment on it or anything. I guess I thought maybe he wasn’t really paying attention, so the next time I went to adjust my hair, I lingered a little longer, before pulling my hand away again. I thought to myself that I’d keep lingering a little longer and longer unless he said something about it or indicated he was uncomfortable. But the next time I “adjusted my hair” and let my hand graze his cock, he put his hand on top of mine. He pressed my hand into his growing bulge and started moving our hands very slowly. I was shocked but also very excited.

It was dark and our friends were engrossed in the movie, but I couldn’t keep my hand on his crotch out in the open nonetheless, especially since I wanted to explore even more. The host had left some blankets for us on the the coffee table so I slowly got up and reached for one. I draped the blanket over us and sat up next to him. After a few minutes, I let my hand wander back to his cock, more confidently this time since I knew he wanted me to touch it. I rubbed his bulge over his pants and felt him stiffen. I did this for a few minutes until I could feel he was rock hard. Meanwhile all of this was making me so wet and excited. I wanted to see how far he’d let me go, so I slowly started sliding my fingers into his pants beneath the waistband, testing the waters and teasing him. He seemed to be enjoying it and I kept moving my hand lower and lower until I finally wrapped my hand around his hard shaft. I could hear and feel him inhale deeply and kind of push into my hand. It was nice that he enjoyed my touch. It was pretty cramped in there so I slid my hand out. I unbottoned and unzipped his jeans so I could let his cock free. As I pulled it out of his briefs, I could feel it spring up, happy to be free. I started stroking it. Slowly at first, but getting faster. I couldn’t be too obvious because I didn’t want anyone to notice. I could feel him throbbing as I stroked faster. I felt the precum dripping down his cock. I kept stroking him until I could feel him shifting in his seat as it was getting harder to hide the pleasure.

I didn’t know how this was going to end because he obviously couldn’t just cum under the blanket while all our friends were in the same room watching a movie. Then, I had an evil idea ?. I whispered in his ear, “tell me when you’re close.” A few minutes later, I felt his hand grab my knee. I looked at him and he nodded. I knew he was close. So I let go of his cock, ran my hand through his hair and whispered, “to be continued.” He just looked at me, shocked and confused. Then I whispered in his ear again, “I want to finish this the right way. Walk me home after the movie.” I guess that was good enough for him because I could tell he went to zip up his pants again. I laid my head on his shoulder and we continued watching the movie.

When the movie ended, we stayed a little longer to help the host clean up and then started getting ready to go home. I casually asked Jake if he would walk me home and he said yes. (This wasn’t suspicious because he walked me home often from these hang outs since I was on his way). We started walking back together and he was like, “so what did you mean ‘finish this the right way’?” I giggled and said, “hehe you’ll see,” as I grabbed his cock with my hand. He jumped but didn’t resist. I only kept it there a few seconds, but long enough to make my intentions clear. We talked about other things as we walked (~10 min walk), but there was only one thing on my mind. When we got to my apartment, I took him straight to my room. No time to waste. I pulled up my desk chair and told him to sit down. I got on my knees and started rubbing his cock over his pants and could feel it stiffen again. Once I felt like he was hard enough, I pulled his cock out of his pants again. This was the first time I had actually seen it. Before, I was just stroking it. I could tell it was thick and not huge but pretty big (I’d estimate about 7.5 in). I was so excited to see his beautiful cock and couldn’t wait any longer. I plunged it in my mouth and felt him moan in pleasure. I proceeded to give him my best sloppy blowjob. He was so into it and so was I. It was so hot looking up at him with his cock in my mouth. I was going faster and faster and I could tell her was getting close. I’m not sure how long it went on but probably between 5-10 minutes. “Where do you want me to cum?” he said between heavy sighs. “In my mouth, Jake,” I said eagerly. I deepthroated him one more time and then I felt his hot cum coat the back of my throat. I swallowed it all. I looked up at him and said, “and that’s how you finish it the right way.”

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