[FM] My [22F] first time submitting to a stranger [32M]

This whole adventure started when I decided to take a risk and explore the dark side of reddit. I had quite a few fantasies that I was wanting to explore, one of them in particular was being dommed by someone who was much bigger and stronger than me. Guy or girl, I didn’t care. I wanted to be thrown around and fucked senseless.

After some time sifting though r4r results and a few days of messages, I couldn’t find quite what I wanted. I made my ads in a fit of horniness. My inbox blew up, but so few that didn’t turn me away instantly. I chatted with a few that felt genuine and met what I was looking for. They turned out to be nice, but one guy clicked right away. Older, attractive, made me laugh a few times, wasn’t pushing too hard and felt very open and respectful. I immediately asked if he could spit in my mouth and he replied “I’m taking you to dinner first.”

We talk for a few days and start to get worked up. He books a table at this nice restaurant and before that we meet up and he immediately grabs me by the neck and kisses me. I’m wearing a shapeless linen dress with no panties or bra on (like he told me). He takes me to a bar around the corner and buys me a drink. This is when we have the only full conversation of the evening. He’s like “I don’t feel empathy” I’m like “fuck u” (I’ve been experimenting with playfully saying “fuck u” to people this past year or so) and we both laugh. The tension is insane. He slips his hand up my dress.

We basically have dinner for 3 and a half hours and barely say a word to each other, just a lot of uncomfortable staring. I’m getting wasted on champagne and wine pairing and he sticks with water, my foot is on his thigh and his hand grabs my ankle and I want to die. He whispers in my ear that I’m a whore and when we leave the restaurant he’s all like “walk in front of me, hike your dress up” and I’m having the time of my fucking life.

He walks me to the subway like a gentleman but also pushing me against walls and feeling me up every few minutes like an animal. When I’m on the train I send him chopin’s ballade no. 1 in g minor like “this is sex negative music” when it is the most sexually charged song of all time. He says “I’ll see you on Friday.”

So Friday he texts me all these weird ass instructions like what time to be there, to take off my clothes and put on a blindfold and sit pretty on the floor. I get all dolled up and go over there at precisely 7 pm, open the door to a small hallway with another closed door in front of me, and a blindfold on the floor. My heart is racing as I get undressed and i sit there forever waiting for I don’t even know what.

Eventually the front door opens behind me, he puts his hands on my shoulders and asks me if I were on time and I completely fucking lose it. I’m shaking, he puts a collar around my neck and cuffs my hands and leads me into the apartment. This man proceeds to tie me down in bed and I’m not gonna go into detail but oh my god the shit he’s saying to me and the goddamn sounds he makes?? He’s a scorpio and that’s exactly what he sounds like, hot.

I free one hand and pull the blindfold off. Still in me, he looks down and goes “hey” and I’m like “sup.” After we finish I get up and there’s like two vibrators, a buttplug, a broken leash, a whip, rope, bitch I don’t even know. The best part is that his bedroom has really intense purple walls. It’s like, so sexy? to have a real color like that in the bedroom, one bed, a painting on the floor and nothing else. He’s like “I’m making steak for dinner” and then fucks me against the dining table.

He literally makes steak for dinner. He cooks a large steak, slices it and puts it on a plate and that’s it. I’m like go off jordan peterson as he hand feeds me pieces of rare fillet.

In the morning we decide to try shibari which neither of us has done before but he ends up just tying me up because he thinks he can wing it, idiot. He does manage to turn me into a nice little package though. We ruin the couch, and then we have coffee. When he says “we should end this date soon” I’m pretty much already halfway out the door cuz I’ve got a needy pothos to get home to.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/l010h7/fm_my_22f_first_time_submitting_to_a_stranger_32m