I swear, the first time I heard of her it was funny, my stupid ass brain thought an anime girl proposing her love to me was “funny”. Funny because nobody in real life shows me that much affection, funny because she made me feel like I had somebody to live for, and that somebody lived for me. That was for a brief moment the first time I saw her. Something in that blush, smirk, gesture gives me a feeling… No not in my penis, but in the heart.
The next time I opened YouTube after desperately looking at a ton of little pogchamp memes, I saw her again, but in a more ‘detailed’ and ‘beautiful’ art style. For the first time, I witnessed her in all her beauty. I denied it at first, I thought ‘wow only lonely losers have waifus lmao, but this video seems funny’. That first video of my first sighting of Ryuko outside of the pogchamp meme was called ‘Kill La Kill out of context #2’. Something about some asshole in a Mohawk pinning her down for her to undress makes me want to bash his head in. Didn’t know why, I thought it was just a fictional character. Then the second video was called ‘Ryuko matoi compilation’. There I saw her in her true, uncut beauty. I knew I HAD to watch the entire anime.
Her voice, her hair, mmmh, in my opinion she looks better without the swimsuit form, as I do like seeing girls in uniform. Her voice, not so high that it would literally destroy my ears, unlike other anime girls, her voice, even though angry and frustrated most of the time, is actually very comforting in softer, more intimate tones. She just looks so beautiful. Though she’s angry a lot (she’s hot in any emotion btw), those scenes of her being happy, smiling, makes my world a whole lot better of a place. Any sort of smile of hers makes me happy, whether it’s her during a fight, as a display of dominance and confidence, or her smiling over her shoulder, it makes me happy. I just wish for myself to be the one who she’s smiling at. Whenever she’s sad, I just want to hug her, tell her that everything is okay, and that no matter what, I will love her. I just want to tell her this during her breakdown upon the revelation that she was, indeed, part life fibers;
“You’re wrong about yourself Ryuko. You’re no monster, we all love you… especially me! We all love you in a way that you’re someone we all admire, someone we can look up to, I LOVE YOU! NO MATTER WHAT! EVEN IF YOU LOSE CONTROL, EVEN IF YOU ARE MADE OF PART LIFE FIBERS… you will always be the one… You will always be somebody I feel safe with. I love you Ryuko, so please come back, we all love you…”
I would have wanted to just run up to her, try to comfort her, hold her in my arms, put her head on my shoulder, and say as she cries;
“sshhhh, Ryuko it’s okay, just because you have life fibers in you doesn’t mean you are going to be treated any different. You are still the girl we all love, you are still the girl who I want to be with…”
No matter what, I will listen to her words, I will commit to every ail she needs, and if I can’t directly fix her problems, I will try finding a way to make her feel better. I just want Ryuko to be happy, even if it meant me leaving her, what I think doesn’t matter, only her.
She is just so beautiful, I swear, her feathery hair with the red highlight, her little fang, and her little gear pupils on her beautiful, blue eyes. God I just wish she were here so I can cuddle and take turns being the little and big spoon. I don’t care if she isn’t into softcore, intimate sex, she can beat me with the blunt end of her scissor blade, wearing Senketsu in Kamui form… Just anything to feel her touch…
But if our sexual activities were up to me, then this is how I would engage in a more dominant way (take note this happens after the Natural’s Election, before Ryuko’s revelation, earlier in our relationship, and Ryuko is now sorta depressed about what happened, so not too dominant, chads know when to be 100% and 5%):
After the events of the Natural’s Election, I have been waiting in the Mankanshoku residence, nervous about what has happened to Ryuko. I’m there, lying on the floor, legs crossed, when suddenly I sit upright, legs crossed, stroking my chin, thinking “*Ryuko hasn’t been herself lately after the Naturals Election. I didn’t really think these events would affect her as much as I thought it would*”. I started standing up, and walked towards Ryuko’s room, noticing her door was slightly ajar, so me, being the naturally curious bugger that I am, took a peek inside her room. I see her sitting on her bed, I guess it could be some sort of a good sign, until I noticed the melancholic look of depression on her face. It makes my heart sink a little, seeing Ryuko like this. “She looks upset from the events of the Naturals Election” a voice said behind me, surprising me (was pretending to be surprised because I was a total chad), causing me to jump up a little. It was Mako’s mother, Sukuyo. “Oh it’s you Ms. Mankanshoku, sorry, you scared me for a bit there.” Said a ‘surprised’ iteration of me. Sukuyo only giggled in response. “You noticed Ryuko’s change in mood haven’t you?” Sukuyo stated. I replied with “Yeah, and I can’t help but feel bad, what should I do?” (keep in mind I didn’t use my chad babe mind reading powers because I wanted to feel human). “Well you’re her boyfriend aren’t you? Just go over there and have a talk with her, give her someone to vent to, Ryuko would appreciate that”. “But I don’t know how to handle someone that’s depressed Ms. Mankanshoku, I mean sure I am depressed, but still don’t know how I should handle this!” Sukuyo placed her hand on my shoulder, and said “You don’t need to talk if you want to, just be there for her, it would probably mean a lot, she ended her sentence and smiled warmly in an attempt to calm me down. “You’re right, thanks Ms. Mankanshoku” I said, as I carefully walked into Ryuko’s room, knocking first. Sukuyo simply watched me walk to her with a smile, “That boy really is something”.
**Meanwhile in Ryuko’s Room**
I slid the door open, catching Ryuko’s attention. She looks at me, and gives me a sorrowful smile. I walked next to her, and sat next to her. “Hey…” I started off, trying to look at Ryuko’s eyes, moving a bang away so I could see them. “…Hey” Ryuko responded after a short pause, with a weak smile. “Are you feeling better?” I said in a soft, concerned tone. “A-a little bit… *yeah*…” Ryuko said, whilst looking away from me. A long awkward silence lingered in the air for a bit, until I started trying to engage in small talk, to be interrupted by Ryuko’s muttering “Jake…I’m really sorry…” Ryuko whispered, her voice can be heard breaking down, as she turned away more, hair covering her eyes. “Ryuko, I-I thought I told you… you don’t have to be sorry for anything. We already forgave you, it was an accident…” I smiled, trying to give a positive vibe to her. “But I don’t deserve to be forgiven! When I lost control, all I wanted to do was kill Nui Harime, even if I had to destroy everything in its path… I almost killed you… The fact that you tried your best to stop me only fueled the rage in my heart. I wanted to stop… I really did Jake… However my body kept refusing to stop… I was forced to watch you get beat and thrown like a ragdoll all over and over again…” I noticed her body began to shake, I combed her hair away so I could see her eyes, welded up in tears… I could only imagine what it was like being in her position. How it would feel like, trying to mercilessly kill your loved one, whilst you can’t do anything to stop it… Ryuko suddenly clung onto my body as if her life depended on it. That’s when I heard something genuinely break my heart, it was Ryuko crying… It hurt seeing her so vulnerable… “I’m so sorry Jake! I saw you on the ground in pain, I was about to kill you! (hic) I was barely able to control myself at the last second, I almost crushed you into a bloody pulp!” Ryuko shouted, only hugging me tighter, I brought her in a closer position on my shoulder, holding the back of her head. “Ryuko…” she cuts me off, saying “I’m sorry Jake… (sniff) I know I haven’t been the nicest person all the time, but I want to protect you… I wanted to repay you for everything you’ve done. Ryuko started smiling, a nice, warm blush on her face appeared, redder than a beautiful sunset at the beach. I couldn’t help but blush staring at her smile. A real genuine smile from Ryuko. My eyes soften, as I smile back at Ryuko. “Aww, well aren’t you quite the smooth talker?” I teased, causing Ryuko to blush more. I couldn’t help but smile and laugh a little. Ryuko gripped my shoulders to signal me to stop laughing. I looked at her and her tear-stained cheeks, she looked at me with a determined expression. “Jake, ever since I met you, you really changed my life for the better…” Ryuko began as the grip on my shoulders tightened. “Go on…” I said, eyebrows slightly raised. “These past few weeks really woke me up from my shell and answered a few questions about my purpose in life… I found out who killed my father, why it happened, and how it ties with Senketsu….” She said as she looked away to the window, as the sun glows brightly in the morning hue. “Jake… If you weren’t here, I think I would still act the way I did since middle school before I met you… Rushing through things, always jumping to conclusions…You made me realize that sometimes things aren’t as it seems all the time.” I remained silent, being attentive to what Ryuko had to say. Her face glows into a dark shade of red before she sighs and continues, “W-what I’m trying to say is, thank you… Thank you for everything you have done for me this far Jake… Couldn’t have gone through this easy without you…” She finished with a smile. I smiled, and replied with “I’m here for you, that’s my job as a boyfriend. To make sure you’re fine, to make sure you’re happy.” “That’s the thing. You’re always there for me, which is why I want to repay you.” Ryuko said, her blush never seeming to go away. I simply lifted my arms and wrapped her in a hug. “Your happiness is my reward” I say, with a smile. “Y-you’re way too kind Jake, I just want to give y-you something th-that’s special from f-f-from m-me” Ryuko began to stutter as I let go from the hug. “If it really means that much to you, then I simply can’t refuse. Very well, so what is-” I was silenced by a pair of soft lips pressing against mine.
**WHOLESOME STOPS HERE SEX SCENE WARNING**
I was surprised at first, but slowly sank into the kiss. I close my eyes as I wrap my arms around Ryuko. It seemed as if time stopped suddenly. I could feel how warm Ryuko’s body was, and how comfortable it felt in my arms. My hand suddenly wandered down south, Ryuko shivered from the feeling. She didn’t stop it, she simply let it happen. Ryuko could feel butterflies in her stomach as the kiss continued, both of us never wanting to leave each other’s lips. Ryuko suddenly gasped as I suddenly grabbed her ass. I groped her again, Ryuko moaned slightly, giving me the opportunity to seize her mouth with my tongue through the small opening. Ryuko’s eyes widened as she felt my tongue inside her mouth, but she wasn’t going down without a fight. Ryuko started battling with her own tongue. As Ryuko and I battled with our tongues, she couldn’t help but feel something stiff brushing against her thigh. Ryuko smiled at me, causing me to raise an eyebrow in confusion, but quickly understood what was happening the moment I felt her hand touch my tent. I moan slightly, giving Ryuko the opportunity to attack my mouth with her tongue instead. Eventually we both had to stop and breathe for air, we stopped the makeout session. Both of us were a blushing mess. Ryuko smirked at me and said “Guess I win”. I smiled as I inched closer to her face. Ryuko, thinking it was another makeout session pursed her lips, however *I* had **different** plans. I moved my head to ear and whispered “Now it’s my turn to give you my **special reward~.**” sending a chill down Ryuko’s spine. Ryuko yelped as she felt a pair of fingers enter her pussy as she quickly covered her mouth to prevent herself from shouting. I simply smile as I wiggle my fingers inside of her. Ryuko couldn’t help but moan into her hand “*g-god (sharp breath) h-how i-is th-this g-g-good?!?!?!*” she moaned as I pushed her lightly on her back. I suddenly stopped wiggling my fingers, and slowly, and steadily pulled my fingers out. Doing so causes Ryuko to slightly buck her hips slightly ‘till my fingers were out of her pussy. Ryuko starts breathing heavily, her head as red as a tomato. She stared at me and my glistening fingers, bringing them to my lips as I licked them clean. Watching this made Ryuko blush more. “Mmmph~ I must say babe…” I say as I begin to move my body closer, hovering over Ryuko. I then continued my statement, whispering into her ear seductively, “**You taste delicious~**.” Ryuko’s mind began to go haywire, she didn’t know why but that tone made her very, *very*, **very~** wet. It made her body begin to heat up as sweat slowly began to form around her. I started to stand away from her, taking articles of clothing off…
**TO BE CONTINUED**
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