[Group] The First Time I Tried Free Use: Part 1 of 3 – The Bachelor Party

TL;DR I got drunk and decided to camp out with a free use sign in a strip club parking lot and let people do what they wanted to with my body.

I started writing this weeks ago, so the timeline is off. This is about my first time with free use after the death of a loved one sent me into a dark place. I’m still in that place and have had a couple more free use experiences since this. I’m at peace with my choices, for the moment.

From October:
I was pretty bored last night and was still reeling from my dangerous sexual escapades a couple of weeks ago (in another post if you’re wondering what I’m talking about), and decided to drink a bit. I started watching Bly Manor and decided to play a game where I drank every time a ghost came onscreen , so, as you can imagine, I was pretty wasted pretty quick.

I have always been a happy, fun drunk and have never ever had problems with alcohol, but last night it threw me for a huge loop, and brought back everything I have been struggling with the last few days. This may seem obvious to some as alcohol is a depressant, but honestly, I’ve never ever felt this way before. It has always made me happy and giddy in the past. The debates also really got me down and I ended up feeling a lot of hopelessness. The urge to go out and do nasty shit with strangers was overwhelming. I tried distracting myself with porn and got out my toys, but it didn’t work. Eventually, I gave in. I’m not proud of it, and know I need more support than I’m getting right now. I did it out of depression and self-hatred, but I’m also really glad I did it and might start doing it more, in a safer and more positive way. I just have to find some way to get through the rest of this pandemic, or break into some kind of kink scene (which is nonexistent where I’m staying…).

I have been watching a lot of free use porn lately, so in my drunken depressed stupor, I hatched a plan to go down to one of my favorite local strip clubs (yes, I go to strip clubs. I’m bisexual and love watching women pole dance). I got all dolled up in some sexy lingerie and a wraparound dress, filled my tote purse with some supplies, went down to one of my favorite strip clubs and, yep, you guess it, I set myself up for free use outside. I am a bit ashamed – I’ve never done anything quite like this, but it was really hot and one of the best sexual experiences I’ve ever had.

This strip club is outside of the town I’m staying in on a rural road. I was too drunk to drive, so I grabbed an Uber and had them take me. I went inside and watched some girls dancing for awhile, which made me hot and bothered, and thought about what I was planning to do. It was a Friday night, so the place was packed. There were multiple bachelor parties going on, a few corporate gatherings, and a bunch of other people (almost all men, but a few ladies and hetero couples).

After a few more drinks and some dances, I went outside for a smoke. Knowing what I wanted to do, I walked around back of the club and found a big cardboard box. I grabbed it, pulled a sharpie out of my purse and wrote “FOR FREE USE” in big letters on the box. I took the box and went across the street to the parking lot and positioned myself where people would have to pass by me to get to their cars but out of the sight of the front door of the club. I was pretty sure the club wouldn’t allow me to do this if I was caught, and I picked this club specifically. Not only because it was frequently packed on Fridays with quality dancers but because the parking lot is set away from the entrance (though there are some cameras…).

I wore a wrap around leopard print dress and black sandal stilettos, but once I got to the parking lot, I took the dress off, folded it up, and put it in my tote bag. Underneath, I was wearing a sexy set of lingerie: a black see-through mesh bra, a matching black panties, and thigh-high fishnet stockings with garters (it was, thankfully, a warm night). I also pulled a leash and collar out of the tote and put it around my neck with the leash hanging off the back.

Also in my tote was a small bowl, a few packs of condoms, a small coil of rope, a butt plug, some nipple clamps, a big fat black dildo, and a small folding stool. I put the bowl with some condoms in it on top of the box that now said “For Free Use” and taped a note next to it that said, “I recently had unprotected sex. Please use a condom if you choose to be safe.” Then I coiled up the rope on the top of the box and put the butt plug, clamps, and dildo next to it on display. Then I opened up the small travel stool and sat down and waited.

I didn’t need to wait long before one of the bachelor party groups came pouring out the front door. There must have been at least twelve of them in the group, but I lost count. They were drunk and rowdy and the groom was wearing a hat with boobs on it. As they started to cross the road, one of them spotted me across in the parking lot and pointed me out to the rest of his friends.

“What the fuck, man?!” one of them said, as the came up to me.

Another came up to me, clearly intoxicated, grabbed me by the arm and pulled me close to him and looked me up and down saying, “Hey baby. What are you doing out here all alone?”

“Hey, let her go, Steve” one of the other guys said.

“What does ‘free use’ mean” another asked.

“It means I’m free for you to use. However you want” I replied with a coy smile, my arm still in “Steve’s” grasp.

“Guys, look at this! ” another exclaimed as he got near the box, “She has a pile of sex toys and a bowl of condoms over here. Oh my god, there’s a warning that she’s had unprotected sex, too! What the fuck?” he laughed.

Steve shook my arm to get my attention. I turned to him and he said, “So you’re saying we can do anything we want to you? No consequences?”

“That’s right, Steve.”

“So if I take my dick out and tell you to suck it, that’s just what you’ll do?”

“If that’s what you want.”

“I don’t believe you. Prove it!” And with that he reached down and whipped out his soft cock. I got on my knees and started to blow him

“Holy shit! Guys! Look at this bitch!” Steve said.

“Steve, let Brandon have a turn” someone said, “It’s his bachelor party.”

“No, no. That’s okay, guys. If McKayla ever found out, I’d be dead. But you all do what you want” said, presumably, Brandon.

Then a chorus of them chimed in, talking over each other as I kept blowing Steve, who had grown considerably in my mouth.

“Come on, man.”

“How often does something like this happen?”

“She was just sitting here waiting for us. It was meant to be buddy.”

“No one is going to tell McKayla.”

“You’re not even married yet.”

“You already cheated on her a few times, what’s one more on your Bachelor night?”

“Hey, I’m married and I’m not passing this up.”

“Okay, okay” Brandon chuckled with his hands up as his friends pushed him towards me. Brandon was handsome and fit, maybe in his late 20’s early 30’s.

Steve pulled his dick out of my mouth and let Brandon through.

“You sure you’re okay with this” He asked me, uncertain.

“I want you guys to do whatever you want with me.” I replied.

“Okay…” he said. He looked around nervously as he pulled out his semi-hard dick. I took it and started sucking away hard and fast.

“Oh shit!” Brandon said, “Eugh, guys, she’s amazing! McKayla won’t even blow me.” He started to relax and get into it more and grabbed my hair. He started to gather it up when he saw my leash and collar.

“Guys, check this out” Brandon said, “She’s wearing a collar and leash!”

“No way!” someone said.

“Let’s see what else she’ll do” said another.

“Guys, I”m kinda nervous about doing this right here” said Brandon, “I mean, what if McKayla drives by? She probably guessed we’re here.”

I stopped sucking his dick for a minute and said “We could go into the woods over there, if you want, that way no one could see us from the road”

“Yeah?” He said.

“Sure” i replied, “Just bring anything on the box that you want with you”

“God, this is insane!” one of the guys said excitedly, “Look at this. She has a rope, a dildo, and nipple clamps out! Let’s take this to the woods.”

With some effort, Brandon forced his now enormous cock back into his pants and zipped up. Then the guys gathered up my box and everything on it and we walked to the woods. Steve came back over to me, I think it was Steve, a couple of them looked alike, and said,

“Put your hands behind your back first” I did and he tied me up with the rope. Then he grabbed the leash and pulled me behind him.

After we relocated to the woods, the guys finally realized their good fortune and started to talk about what they wanted to do with me. I couldn’t hear everything they said, but soon they came over and started to prep me. I couldn’t see as well in the darkness of the woods without the parking lot lights. There was still some ambient light, but with so many guys, I couldn’t always tell who was doing what.

Someone pushed me onto my knees and another guy untied my hands and took off my bra and placed the clamps on. He bent down and licked my nipples as he fidgeted with the clamps and whispered, “Your amazing…” with a tone of disbelief. After he had the clamps on and tightened, he pulled on the chain connecting them and I moaned loudly.

“We’ve got a live one” he said to his buddies.

“We want to watch you sit on the stool and touch yourself.”

“Fuck yourself with the dildo” someone said.

So I put on a little show for them. I grabbed my nipples and massaged by boobs while rubbing my clit. Then a grabbed the dildo and put one leg on the stool and started to penetrate myself with it. I moved faster and faster and finally grabbed my nipple with my free hand and came hard.

“Did she just cum?” One of them asked.

“I did, and I can do it again. Wanna see?” I replied.

A chorus of “Yes” “Duh” “Do it!” responded and I kept fucking myself with the dildo and climaxed again.

“What’s this” I heard one of the guys ask.

“It’s a butt plug, Devon” said another guy, as if Devon was an idiot.

“What, really?! Lemme see.”

“Let’s put it in her!” someone said

And someone came up and bent me over, pulled my panties off and gently inserted the plug into my asshole as a moaned.

“She’s really wet, guys.” he said as he felt the cum dripping out of my pussy.

“Let me taste” someone said. “Get down on all fours” he commanded.

I complied and felt someone start to lick my pussy. “She tastes delicious” he said between laps. Then Brandon got in front of me and stuck his huge hard cock in front of my face. I started sucking. At this point, the energy shifted and the guys got a bit quieter. I heard fapping and knew some of them were jerking off watching their buddies have their way with me.

It didn’t take long with the guy licking me for me to cum again, and my body tensed and my back arched as I came again, hard against his face and he kept going

“I’m gonna cum” announced Brandon, and I sucked and swirled around his cock. “Oh my god. Can I cum in your mouth?” He asked, and without responding, I kept sucking and licking faster and he came in my mouth. When he came, I came again as the guy behind me continued to lick. Brandon stepped away and someone else took his place.

“My turn!” someone said, and I felt the guy licking me stop and a penis pushed into my pussy. The penetration felt so good I started to push back and forth against him. He grabbed my hips and started pounding me. I felt him reach down and fondle the plug and the familiar pressure built in me again. Right after the guy fucking me started to push the anal plug around, the guy I was blowing reached down and tugged the nipple clamp chain and I came again, back arching, legs shaking.

“Tell us when you cum” someone off to the side commanded.

The boys started to get more bold, maybe realizing they could do to me what they wanted to do to their wives and girlfriends, but couldn’t. The guy fucking me started to jackhammer and smacked my ass hard and the guy I was blowing grabbed my head and shoved his cock in as far as he could and held it there for a minute. They were both huffing and moaning.

“Do you think she’ll let me put it in her butt?” I heard the guy fucking me ask

“She said you could do what you wanted” another replied.

And with that, I felt the butt plug get removed and a penis go in. He started slowly pumping, working his way in deeper to my ass and it felt amazing. When he was all the way in, he pulled all the way out, and then shoved in to the hilt again. He did this twice and I came again, writhing, my back arching, moaning into the cock in my mouth. Then I felt a hard smack on my face.

“We told you to announce when you were going to cum” someone said.

The guy fucking my ass was going faster now, gripping my ass cheeks to pull and push me and he slammed into my butt.

“Play with her tits, dude. It makes her crazy” someone off to the side said, and someone reached under me and started to pull the chain and fondle my nipple. I stopped sucking the guy in front of me and breathlessly said,

“I’m going to cum!”

I started to cum when the guy in front of my grabbed my face and and squeezed my cheeks, shoving his cock back into my mouth forcefully and said, “No one told you to stop sucking!” God, I loved it.

The guy fucking my ass was now slowing down, he was pulling all the way out and shoving it back in a again. Then he went back to pounding me hard and fast, and he started to slap my ass hard.

Someone was still playing with my tits and my orgasm crested again and I peaked.

“I’m cumming!” I said with a cock-stuffed mouth. Right after, I felt jizz cover the side of my face. A rope hit me in the eye and another in my hair and ear. Someone whacking off must have cum on me.

Then, simultaneously, the guy fucking my ass and the guy I was blowing got really rigid and came at almost the same time. Having two guys cum inside me at the same time was too much to bare and I came again.

“She’s a beast!” someone said off to the side.

“Next” said the guy fucking my ass as he pulled out.

“Good girl” said the guy blowing me, with a little slap to my cheek.

“Stand up” someone said. So I did, and someone pushed my legs apart and entered my pussy from behind then reached up and grabbed my hair and pulled back hard. With their other hand, they reach around front and started rubbing my clit. The chain on my nipple clamps was bouncing up and down as he rode me, gently tugging on my nipples with every thrust. His big, rough hands between my legs were vigrerously rubbing my clit, which was bulging out with his dick in my pussy. It was all to much and I announced again,

“I’m going to fucking cum” as my body quivered and my knees went weak. I started to fall, but he bent with me, grabbing me around the waist to hold me up. My legs were still shaking and the orgasm was still rushing through me when he bit my shoulder, hard, and the rush of pleasure swelled and I peaked again. My legs were an earthquake and I couldn’t stop quivering as he fucked me in that position. He got tired of holding me up and let me crumble to the ground. It was cold but grassy. I didn’t have any chance to compose myself before he was ontop of me again. He laid me out and pulled my hips up and entered me pronebone, which is one of my favorite positions. He slid his thumb down my ass cheeks and rubbed around my asshole.

“Like that, honey?” he asked.

“uh-huh” I moaned, and he swiftly shoved his thumb inside.

“You gonna cum for me again, you little slut?”

“Uh-huh” I said, and he started to move his thumb around and in and out and I did as he commanded and came again.

Then he decided to get serious, and pressed down on my lower back, positioning himself so his dick rubbed against the ridge of my vagina, and he worked himself until he came hard. Then he laughed and smacked my ass hard as he climbed off.

“Hey guys, I’ve always wanted to try double penetration. Anyone else want to give it a go?” someone said.

“Sure!”

“Cool. You want pussy or ass”

“Pussy”

And with that, one of the guys got down in front of me and pulled me on top of him. I sat down onto his hard cock and leaned forward and another guy got behind and pushed into my ass.

“Holy Shit” Said the guy below me. “That feels amazing” clearly he’d never done this before and didn’t know how good it can feel for guys to have their dicks rub against each other through a woman’s body. The guy fucking my ass started to move faster and reached forward and grabbed my hair. He tentatively tugged and when I moaned, he pulled back harder. The guy below me played with the clamp chain and I announced.

“I’m going to cum again” as the guy behind me yanked my head back so my body arched. “Oh fuck!” I screamed as I came hard. My legs quivered and my abs muscles contracted.

“Don’t hog all the fun” another guy said. “There’s still one hole left” and with that the dude fucking my ass let go of my hair and I leaned forward into a cock in my face. I immediately started licking and sucking, reaching up to play with his balls.

“Get your balls out of my face, man” the guy below me said

“Whatever Josh. Close your eyes.” said the guy I was blowing.

Only once before had I ever had three guys filling me at once and I was transported by the pleasure of having every erogenous zone stimulated at once. The guy fucking my ass smacked my ass cheeks hard and I moaned with cock filling my mouth. Then he reached forward and grabbed for the leash tied to my collar and pulled. Not hard enough to jerk my head back and away from the cock in my mouth, but hard enough to choke me a bit. The guy I was blowing grabbed my hair hard and started to ram my head on and off his dick, shoving his cock far down my throat. He then put his free hand on my cheek so he could feel his dick through my skin. Next, at the same time, the guy in my ass smacked me some more, still holding the collar, while the guy below me started to smack my tits and tug hard on the chain. It was one of the single hottest moments of my life! A cock in my ass, one in my pussy, one in my mouth. Someone was slapping and pulling on my tits, someone was smacking my ass and choking me a bit, and the last guy was pulling my hair and shoving a cock in my throat. It was all of my favorite things at once. I mumbled into the cock in my mouth that I was cumming again and didn’t stop orgasming for at least five minutes. It’s like I crested and never came down. Every time I started to level out, someone would slap or tug or thrust and the pleasure would increase again. My body was on fire, every muscle quivering and I was pretty much screaming into the cock in my mouth from pleasure. It was so good it was torture. I was exhausted, but it felt amazing and just wouldn’t stop. The only time I’ve ever had any close to this level of orgasmic pleasure was the times I’ve been on MDMA. I’m sure the guys were commenting on my extreme pleasure response, but I couldn’t hear anything. My whole body was nothing but physical stimulus. All my other senses felt like they shut off.

The guy with his dick in my mouth came first. He pulled out as I was still cumming. Without his dick to muffle me, I was loudly screaming “Ohhh….ahhhh…oh my god….fuck me….yeah….fuck…I can’t stop cumming…oh my god…” As I exclaimed in excruciating pleasure, I looked up at him and he came all over my face and hair. He had thick ropes of jizz and a ton of cum came out. I was pretty much covered. Luckily, none of it dripped down onto the guy below me.

Next, the guy behind me came in my ass and I screamed with pleasure as he pumped and climaxed into my butt. He pulled out and stepped away and without him holding me up with the leash, I collapsed forward, the guy under me’s cock still in my pussy. I finally stopped cumming shortly after assman pulled out and desperately needed a breather, so I slowly rocked back and forth on his cock to keep him hard.

“Ride me, damnit” he demanded. I wiped the cum off my face with my hand as best I could and wiped my hand on the grass, then I sat up and started to writhe ontop of him. I put my arms up and ran them through my hair and stared down at him, my boobs bouncing. He reached up and grabbed my hips, moving in rhythm with me. “Faster” he commanded, and I started to bounce faster and he put his hands in front of my tits so they rubbed against him as I bounced. You’d think after that foursome, I’d be spent. I was exhausted, but my body didn’t care, and I came again.

“She’s insane” I heard someone say.

“Turn over and get on all fours” the guy below me commanded. I did. By now, my stockings were ripped and one of my garters had come undone, but I didn’t care. I was in heaven. This was every kink fantasy I’ve ever had coming to life. The guy positioned himself behind me and started to fuck me again. He grabbed one of my arms and then the other so my torso was off the ground. I looked around and saw a few guys sitting and watching, riveted. A couple had phones out and were recording or taking pictures. A handful were jerking off to the show.

Once the guy behind me started fucking me by himself, he got off pretty quickly, and it wasn’t long before I left him get hard inside me. One of my favorite things is feeling guys swell in my pussy and pulse as they cum, so when he came I came again, making sure to announce like a good girl.

After that, Brandon came back up. He had had enough time to get hard again and was ready for more.

“In for a penny in for a pound” he said to his friends. “Turn off your damn phones, though. None of this gets recorded. I’m not having this ruin my marriage before it starts.” They all turned off their phones and he turned to me, giant cock hanging out of his pants.

“McKayla’s a lucky girl,” I teased, and to my utter surprise, he smacked me hard across my face.

“Don’t you talk about my wife you stupid slut” he said.

“Whoa Brandon. She didn’t mean anything by it” one of his buddies said, stepping forward.

“I’m sorry,” he said, suddenly realizing how violent he had been, “Just…please don’t mention her, okay?”

“It’s alright,” I said, “It was insensitive of me to mention it. And for the record, I do like it a little rough…I think it’s sexy when guys who are restrained let loose. Do you still want me to…” as I gestured as his softening cock. He didn’t respond, so I tentatively leaned forward, grabbed his dick in my hand, and started to rub. His eyes rolled and he moaned. His dick immediately got huge and hard again and I started to blow him. I have a big mouth and virtually no gag reflex, and even then I couldn’t get his cock all the way in my mouth – that’s how big he was.

“Your cock is amazing” I said as I licked it up and down.

“Turn around…” he said. I did as he asked, and he pushed me onto all fours and asked, “So, you really like it rough?” he asked as he slid a condom on his dick.

“Uh-huh” I said, looking back and shaking my ass at him. “I like it when a man takes control and treats me like I’m nothing.”

“I’ve never told anyone this,” he said, as he positioned himself behind me, “but I’ve always wanted to dominate a girl. I just never was with someone who liked that.”

“I don’t deserve a cock like yours, Brandon,” I said. Then I had an idea. Mentioning his wife-to-be before really made him mad…he was clearly intrigued by dom play but was nervous. Maybe if I made him mad again, he would commit. I turned my head back to him and, with a wink, said, “I bet McKayla would never let you use her like this, the prude.” And that did it. He was already getting ready to enter my pussy from behind, and my mentioning his fiancee gave him that final push he needed to really let loose. He gave me a coy smile with anger behind it.

“I told you not to mention her, bitch!” he said as he shoved his dick in hard all the way, pulled all the way out, and then rammed me again

“You’re just a nasty fucking whore” he said as he pulled all the way out and slammed again. His cock was so big it stretched me out and hit my cervix, and felt amazing.

“You don’t deserve this cock, you slut,” he said as he started to jack hammer me.

“Oh, Brandon.” I moaned.

“Don’t use my name” he commanded as he grabbed both my arms and pulled me back, increasing his already violent speed, “call me daddy, you little cumslut.”

Along the sidelines, his buddies were cheering him on, getting excited by the scene playing out in front of them and watching their buddy let loose in a way he never had before.

“I’m sorry, Daddy,” I cried, as he reached down with one hand (the other still holding my wrists) and started to rub my clit. I felt the pressure building and started to moan and he grunted through clenched teeth, “Don’t you fucking cum, you whore. You cum when I say you cum.” But I couldn’t control it, and started to writhe against him. Then he took his hand away and pulled out. He kicked me in the back and I fell to the ground face first. He climbed on top of me, grabbed my hair, lifting my head, and whispered in my ear, “I fucking told you not to cum yet.” Then he entered me pronebone.

“Come grab her legs,” He said to his buddies, and before I knew it, my legs were being pulled apart. The scene was so sexy I started to feel like I was going to cum again and started writhing and moaning, but Brandon pulled out and smacked me hard on the ass.

“Not yet, bitch” he grinned.

Then he told his friends to let go and pulled my ass up by my hips, spread my legs, and smacked my pussy. Then he bent over and started eating me out from behind.

“Oh fuck,” I moaned as he edged me closer to cumming.

He stopped “Uh, uh, uh…not yet.” Then he grabbed the leash and yanked my head back so I was kneeling in front of him, facing away. He reached around and started to fondle my tits and I writhed. I reached down to touch my pussy and he roughly grabbed my arm and twisted it behind me.

“Don’t you fucking dare touch yourself unless I say so”

“Yes, daddy.” I said.

“That’s a good girl” then he went back to fondling my tits and I writhed underneath him, trying not to cum, “Now lay down” he commanded, smacking my ass hard, and I complied.

“Mmmmm…” he said, as he surveyed my body. He grabbed the nipple chain and pulled, hard. My tits stretched out toward him.

“Ow!” I said, and he smacked me across the face. Then, without warning, he leaned forward, pushing my legs up onto his shoulders, and shoved his cock in me.

“Now you’re going to be a good girl and cum for me.” and he started to move in and out, his dick deep inside, his pubic bone rubbing hard against my clit. He kissed me hard on the mouth, slapped my cheek, and then put in hand in my mouth and started to fuck me hard.

“Oh my god!” I moaned into his hand. I had been so close the entire time that when I finally came, it was like a volcano going off in my body. I bucked underneath him and he pressed his body down into me and held me down with his free hand.

“You’re going to keep cumming,” he informed me as he pushed my legs over my head, unclamped on of my nipples, and started licking and sucking and sure enough, I kept cumming. His cock was so big and felt amazing. He stopped licking my tit, propped himself up, and started smacking both my tits with every thrust.

“Don’t you stop.” and I kept cumming, legs quivering in the air.

“Okay, daddy” I screamed through the convulsions. That must have set him off because he shoved into me as hard as he could, pulled out, ripped off the condom, and shoved his dick in my ass.

“Oh my god. That’s tight. Oh my god” he moaned. He leaned up and let my legs down, then pulled my hips up to his, his cock still in my ass, and started to pump.

“Oh…fuck” he said as he explored my asshole with his huge penis. Then he pulled out, “Get on all fours” and I scrambled into doggy. He spread my asscheeks, stuck his fingers in my ass, and then entered me again with his cock. He slowly pushed all the way in, then pulled out and went back in again. He started to move faster and reached forward and grabbed my hair up in his hand and yanked my head back. He was going pretty fast now, my back arched, my head back. He reached underneath me and started to rub my clit.

“Cum!” He commanded and I immediately came. As I convulsed again he started moving as fast as he could, and finally, he let lose a load in my ass, grunting with pleasure and squeezing my body as he did.

“Oh my god.” he whispered into my ear, “That was amazing. I don’t even know your name, but that was the best sex I’ve ever had. Thank you.”

“Youre welcome, daddy.” I smiled as the last few waves of pleasure washed over me.

He pulled out and started to clean up and it was understood between the guys that the fun was over. Brandon approached me, rather shyly, and asked,

“Could I possibly get your name and number?” So I scribbled my deets on a piece of paper with the sharpie and he leaned in and kissed me passionately.

I don’t expect to hear from him, and if I do, I don’t know if I’ll return his call. I don’t condone cheating, but I also don’t try to control other people. I will say, his cock was amazing and it would be hard to turn down another night of pleasure with him, with or without his friends.

I grabbed a towel from my tote and started to clean off. Then I grabbed all my stuff and went back to the parking lot. The night was still young, and though I was tired and spent, I felt compelled to keep going.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/k6sp09/group_the_first_time_i_tried_free_use_part_1_of_3