[M] I had an earth shattering prostate orgasm today

So, my partner (f) and I (m, pan?) are having some sexual connection challenges lately, and I’ve started using my significant toy collection for myself more frequently, maybe once every other week for the last six months. I am happy to take care of my needs on my own while we figure things out in the bedroom.

Usually, I use one of my favorite two dildos and like to ride it in the bed, which always gets me a real grade A orgasm. However, having extra time to myself tonight as my partner is away, I took my toy with a suction cup in to my shower after a small edible hit me.

And I took such a long shower. This was not just masturbation, it was full sensory indulgence, as I took care of my hygiene and, with generous lube, explored myself with a leg lifted into the shower ledge. First two fingers, then three as I relaxed, then four, a first for me, and I began to moan just a bit, dying to get past the second knuckle but not succeeding.

When I was good and ready, and with lube reapplication, I backed up into my dildo suctioned to the wall. Totally, when I use my toys I end up rocking back and forth while I stroke my penis in a cowgirl position, but I made conscious effort to take my time today. I made long, slow strokes and after about seven minutes–or maybe it was three years, that edible was good stuff–I started getting really into it.

For the first time since I’ve been using my toys I became erect without touching myself. Where my dildo was suctioned to the wall there was a grab bar behind it. I held on and started fucking myself harder, and my penis grew harder still, until I was wildly throwing my ass back and my penis was slapping against my stomach with each thrust.

I’m usually pretty vocal anyway in bed, but I could not have held back here if I wanted to. I was moaning and literally found myself begging out loud for more. Now id a good time to mention although I am secure in my attractions, I’ve never actually been with a man or indulged in my own ass play with any partners (not for lack of asking). But in that moment, I knew exactly who was fucking me in my head and I was urging them to keep going, as my legs shook and I pressed back hard against the shower wall.

I found myself growling, and involuntarily, unconsciously saying things you hear in porn but you kinda don’t think anyone actual says those things in real life. Repeating my requests even in text would make my ears burn right now.

Then I could take it no longer and I reached down to grab myself. I came vigorously with barely a touch, letting go of my penis as I climaxed. Ejaculate flew freely from my penis as it swung in rhythm with the waves which rushed over me.

I felt like I had just came ten times. I’ve never had an orgasm so intense. I believe I have had prostate orgasms before but this… This was game changing. I may need a few days to recover before I try again but I felt like weeping it was so good.

I just wanted to share that experience with someone, for whatever reason. Feels a bit silly now to have typed all that up, but there is is!

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/k51tap/m_i_had_an_earth_shattering_prostate_orgasm_today