[FM] Things keep escalating with my [F21] boyfriend’s brother [M25]… don’t know how much longer I can hold off…

I cannot believe this is happening. I’m kind of freaking out, so I thought I’d type this all up. It’s a pretty complicated situation.

I have been with my bf (Ken) or 5 years. He’s been the only person I’ve been with although I have a lot of guys trying to hit on me all the time. He’s a bit territorial but he cares and also he takes care of me. He’s clearly the “alpha” of our friendgroup. I’m taking a break from uni right now and working a side gig (from home) and he’s still going to school. The thing is, we live in Canada, but he goes to uni in a different country. He’s been there since September and he came home last week. But… he needs to self-isolate for 2 weeks, so he’s been staying in a hotel until he comes home.

Ok, so we live in our 2-bedroom condo together. We just moved in this summer and there is an extra bedroom. A couple of months ago, his older brother Tom asked if he could move into the room and pay us above market for rent. He just broke up with his girlfriend and while he has the money to get his own place, he doesn’t really want to be alone in quarantine through the pandemic. The 3 of us are pretty close friends… Tom is in our extended friend group and was basically a big bro to everyone since he’s Ken’s big bro. He used to buy booze for us before we were legally able to, would drive us places, that kinda thing.

Ken was ok with it, but he told me to make the final decision. Since he wasn’t really home during the school year and he would really be my roommate, he thought it was my choice. I thought about it and realized that yeah, it would be fun to have a roommate through a pandemic. Why not, we hadn’t really spent any time together without Ken. Also, the circumstances that led to his breakup were terrible… his ex had cheated on him and basically had this whole other life and boyfriend in another state. Anyway, it was an easy yes to room with him.

Fast forward to last week. It’s been about a month of being Tom’s roommate. I realize what a terrible idea this was because I think I’m starting to have a crush on Tom?? Living situation, everything is great. He’s an OK roommate and likes his space, which is great for me too. But obviously we’re around each other all the time and he’s incredibly good looking because he looks so much like my bf. They both look like… Ken dolls. Great abs, very fit and definitely my type. Black hair… tall, dark and handsome, both of them. I’m petite (5 feet), Canadian girl with brown hair and blonde highlights. I’m also pretty fit, I do a lot of yoga, so sometimes you can see my abs. Mostly, my huge boobs steal the show since they look amazing on my small frame. Anyway, the sexual tension is crazy.

OK, back to the story. Tom’s been opening up to me about his breakup and what he’s been going through. It’s become a bit of a habit to hang with each other on the weekends since we had nothing else to do. We both enjoy weed, so we usually just roll up some joints and smoke, chill and eat all day. When doing this, we got close… like, talking about a lot of personal things kind of close. I started to feel guilty about all of this and came clean to Ken one day. I told him I’m loving the company, but I was starting to feel inappropriate sometimes? He said thanks for telling him but that it’s his brother and that it’s different. Somehow he was okay with all of this. I was shocked? Also a bit confused, but he said it was okay. Not to worry and he understood, we’ll talk when he came home.

Well a few days ago, Tom and I were watching TV in his room (we don’t have a TV in the living room) and I ended up falling asleep on his bed beside him. I guess I was so tired, I really just closed my eyes for a few seconds and next thing I know, I was waking up in the middle of the night. The TV was off and Tom was sleeping beside me. We were cuddling… he was holding me and my head was on his chest. I could feel how wet my pussy was immediately. I was so horny just being so close to him on his bed… under his covers. The smell of him on the sheets. I could feel how hard his muscles were under his shirt… oh my god. I wanted to run my hands down his chest and feel him. I wanted to kiss him on his neck, feel his dick in my hands… But instead, I slowly pushed myself off the bed and ran to my room. I locked the door and brought out my vibrator instead. I fucked myself and came so many times thinking about him. I didn’t even care if he heard me. Fuck, I was so horny!!! I had to cum and I got it done… I wasn’t ready to cheat. I could fantasize. I called my bf and told him what happened and we ended up having phone sex because he was getting turned on, the more I told him how horny I was.

Well the next morning (Friday), Tom and I meet in the kitchen and we both act like everything is normal. But just before I head into my room to work he said, “Try not to be so loud this time… a bit distracting” and gave me a wink and went into his room. I was mortified. Embarrassed at first, but also… hmm… not the worst reaction. Throughout that workday, we were just texting each other about random things, sending each other shitposts and whatnot. When I thought I’d straight up ask him if he had any good videos I could borrow for my next little session. He said to come to his room after work. It was on. I had to masturbate in the middle of the workday because I was so fucking horny and I couldn’t concentrate on working. The anticipation was so hot… I didn’t know what was going to happen, but I knew I was going to try really hard not to cheat.

So 5pm hits and I decided NOT to shower or do anything that will tempt us to fuck. I was already in PJ’s, so I just walked to his room and the door was already open. “Hey”… “Hey come sit here” motioning me to the spot beside him on the bed.. He had a video on screen and it was a superhero parody. We were making fun of these types of videos, so I thought he was trying to make fun of this whole thing. But then we kept watching it… wow, it’s pretty hot. I sit a bit closer to him and notice he’s playing with himself under the blanket. Seeing his hand motion go up and down, even under the blanket, was already such a big turn on for me. I couldn’t pay attention to the video anymore. The mystery of how smooth and hard his dick must be… Oh god, it was killing me. I love seeing guys masturbate (though he obviously didn’t know that)… it’s kind of a kink of mine. So while he watched the video, all I did was watch him masturbate. It was killing me…. It wasn’t long until I went under the blanket too and started to touch my pussy. I put my right hand in my pants and moved my panty to the side… I was already dripping wet, so my middle finger found my clit really fast… I started masturbating too. By instinct, I laid my head back onto the pillow, closed my eyes and I started to play with my clit. Slow little circles… I started playing with my tits using my other hand…. I took out my left boob and I can see his mouth opens in shock.. He’s licking his lips. I know he wants to taste it… to put it in his mouth and feel my nipple get hard on his tongue. Mmm… I’m rolling my nipple with my finger and thumb, moaning now… his pace began to quicken. I take out my other boob and now I’m playing with my tits for him…. He’s sitting up now and the blanket is barely covering him. I can see his nice big cock… wow. It’s bigger than Ken’s… oh it’s fucking beautiful… I start licking my lips and I know I want it… but I can’t have it. No… not now. We can’t…

“Do you wanna cum on my tits?”

Within seconds, I feel his cum shoot all over my boobs and my nipples. It was so warm and sticky… mmm… he got me a towel to clean-up. Then we just laid there looking at each other and we started laughing… fuck are we gonna do now? We both know it’s just a matter of time.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/k4xvu8/fm_things_keep_escalating_with_my_f21_boyfriends