[MMF][MM] My female friend helped me figure out if I was bisexual (Long)

I posted this on/r/gaystoriesgonewild, but figured it’s kind of a bi story, so posting it here too.

I’m a sophomore in college right now, but this happened last year when I first started dorming.

All my life I told myself I was straight, but I’ve secretly always been bicurious. Hell, the first time I masturbated was to gay porn. Over the years, I would jerk off to it but would always feel ashamed afterwards. That’s toxic masculinity or whatever for you. Over time it got a little better, but I still always kept that part of myself hidden.

Anyways, when I got to college, I suddenly felt way more open to basically everything. Maybe it was living somewhere new, or being surrounded with new people and new friends, but I started becoming more and more curious about what gay sex felt like.

One weekend, I was hanging out with my best friend Stephanie in her dorm single. We were completely platonic, and were just talking and drinking white claws. For the first time, I told her that I feel like I might be bisexual, but felt nervous and kind of scared to try. She was extremely sweet and supportive, and we started talking about it in general. I told her I would probably be a complete bottom, since I feel really submissive when I think about sex with a man, and mostly held back since I felt kinda scared doing that with a stranger, and also since I still felt kind of scared to act “gay.”

After a lot more talking, it eventually led to her offering to help me find a guy, and even being in the room, and told me that it wouldn’t be weird and she’d help me feel totally normal. I agreed, and a week or two later, she eventually helped me make an account on grindr, keeping my pictures anonymous and explaining how I was a bicurious bottom, and that I wanted to try gay sex with her in the room.

Ive never written about any experiences before but I guess for reference, im a pretty scrawny 5’7 korean guy. Steph’s also korean, and she’s in much better shape than me lmao

Anyway, I got a ton of messages (which was kind of an ego boost ngl), and eventually we both decided on this well built bisexual junior who seemed really chill and understanding from the messages. We were gonna meet up for dinner real quick then go to his apartment near campus if I still felt comfortable.

We ended up just getting frozen yogurt. He seemed pretty geniune. He talked about how he also wasn’t “officially” bi until college either, but told me that if I do come to terms with it, it’ll make for a much better college experience, both for the obvious reasons but to help with self acceptance. It was kind of hot hearing them talk and thinking about how I was about to get fucked in the ass by him soon, and nobody around us had any idea.

We wrapped it up and went to his apartment. We sat on his couch and started talking about how I was curious about it, and what I thought it would be like. It basically devolved into dirty talk. Steph was very comforting again, and guiding me through the conversation. It was weird since I still felt extremely platonic with her, but was also getting so turned on.

Soon he leaned into kiss me and started feeling my crotch. It was kind of jarring kissing someone and feeling their stubble. I started feeling his and we all went to the bedroom. I got naked while he got his gay sex stuff. I was really anxious but Steph was sitting at his desk chair, telling me it was alright, and I could always tap out if it felt like too much. I still wanted to do it, and the guy came back with lube, a condom, and a small ish dildo.

He leaned down and we started kissing. We were making out with tongue and he started feeling my ass. I felt like I could’ve just cum from that alone. He gently guided me onto my back then told me to spread my legs high. He poured the (very cold) lube onto me and started to spread it.

He told me we were going to try it with the smaller dildo first since it was my first time. I surprised myself by asking Steph if she could do it. She said of course and came to the side of the bed. I was kind of embarrassed but that was turning me on even more. He started guiding both of us what to do and she eventually slowly got it into my asshole. At first it hurt so bad, and (kind of gross but) it felt like I was taking a dump. Eventually, after quite a while of just moving it slowly in and out, it started to feel good.

I told them I wanted to try sex now, and he started to put a little lube on his dick, which was a bit larger than the dildo. He slowly started to push in. It was insanely hot looking down and seeing another man stick his dick inside me. I had my legs on his shoulders and felt so vulnerable, especially looking up at Steph while she held my hand.

We went through the same slow process as the dildo but eventually he started to pick up the rhythm, and really began fucking me. I was moaning like crazy, and without even thinking about it, was moaning way more like the girls I’ve been with before than how I usually do. Everything, from the sound of him pounding my ass, to having my female friend see my getting completely railed, to looking in the mirror to my right and seeing me just completely dominated, getting fucked beyond belief in the ass was so hot.

We moved to doggy style, but I eventually just put my face in the pillow and stuck my ass up as he continued to fuck me. It felt so incredibly good, and I remember thinking at the moment that I might as well just be completely gay if sex always felt this good. Steph was rubbing my back and sweet talking me while he grapped my hips and pounded me over and over again.

At one point we stopped so i could practice giving him a blowjob. Steph did a little too and showed me the technique. I specifically remember her saying “wow, you’re gonna be so good at swallowing cum,” and I was so turned on. This was really dumb in hindsight but he told me he was clean a lot of times beforehand, and I took the condom off and tried licking the tip.

We swapped positions a few more times (I am not good at riding) and eventually went back to getting fucked with me on my back and my legs on his shoulders. He told me he was going to cum soon, and asked me if I wanted him to pull out. I was so out of it, I just told him to keep fucking me. Steph asked me if I wanted him to cum inside and I nodded, so she turned and told him to fill me up.

He started to cum and it felt so nice and warm inside me. He kept fucking me while he did and jerked me off and I ended up cumming too, harder than I ever have, shooting all over myself and in the air, moaning like a bitch. He leaned over and kissed me right after and I wrapped my legs around him and started making out. For once, I didnt feel ashamed after cumming from something gay, just like residually horny, almost.

Steph helped me clean up and we started chatting. She said “wow, you are 100% a bottom,” and I laughed and thanked her for being here and everything. She said she’d do it again if I wanted, since it was super fucking hot.

We eventually said bye and left after we all cleaned up, and he told me that I can always text him if I want to fuck again. Steph was teasing the fuck out of me on the car ride back, but in the end, I was really appreciative and glad since I felt like I knew now that I am geniunely bi, and didn’t feel too weird about it at all. I still haven’t really made it public, but have told a few more people and talk about it all the time with Steph.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/k0g67o/mmfmm_my_female_friend_helped_me_figure_out_if_i