Girl in the mirror [masturbation] [self-love]

Tall, young, feminist, who always loves to be the one in control, this is how I’ll describe myself. I love to be the one in power. My ex, with whom I was living with for almost 6 months, also accepted and loved me the way I am. He always loved to put me in charge. We enjoyed the sweetness of power and decadence, lighting us equally on fire. Deliciously self-indulgent. Well, after we broke-up I switched to another town for my studies. New town, new girl scenes. I had no lovers to entertain -helpless me. I was living with my roommate. One day, my roommate was gonna be out for a complete day. I was alone. I couldn’t contain myself. I asked her what time she’d be home. Tomorrow morning, she said. That night, it was nine o’clock. I  cleaned my room, my bed, etc. 

There was a single mirror in the room against the wall near the dresser. My bed was just in front of it. I took a hot shower. Relaxed myself under the water, as it flew over my skin, relaxing every muscle with its warmth. I dried myself, wrapped the towel around, as I stood in front of the mirror. I moved back and forth in front of the mirror, glancing over my hips. I unwrapped the towel, revealing myself in front of the mirror. I rolled my shoulders back and moved my tongue across my lips, giggling and winking at myself in the mirror. I turned on soft music. Dancing slowly to the beats, as I moved my hand on my waist, moving upper, caressing my naked stomach. I loved to see my body move, a bit too much.

Gliding my hands over my thighs, traveling up to the sides of my stomach, watched them move over me in the mirror as I squeezed my breasts. I felt my breaths were getting heavier, I was getting wet. Finally, I was ready. I felt waves of excitement as my fingers moved, but I kept my eyes on the mirror and my face still. The girl in the mirror was mine. I wanted her. I wanted to touch her, lick her, suck her….; I was literally drooling over my body, worshiping…ah selfish me. I could see every curve of the smooth body of that girl in the mirror. She swept her hair in her fists and then let it fall. She was looking at me with a wicked smile. I had to fuck her.

I collapsed to the sheets. One hand grabbed the bedpost as the other slid between my legs. The smell of salt and sweat hit me as my arm lifted. My scent surrounded me, I brought my other hand towards my face from my clit. I closed my eyes and just waved that hand in front of my face. The smell of sweet sex was emerging from those fingertips. I wanted to taste those fingertips, I resisted and grabbed my vibrator. My body shuddered as I moved the vibrating plastic ball of the vibrator between my thighs. Not caring about the thin walls of the dorm, my sounds were getting a bit loud. I was trying to control myself, lowering those sounds, heavy breathing increased. Something was happening to me. I pressed the vibrator against my cunt. My body convulsed. Unknowingly, I started moving the vibrator in sync with my body’s contractions. What was happening to my body, never mind the pleasure, I gasped in wonder. This majestic body, unexplored…God. Contractions stopped. 

I was stunned for a second. What just happened? I ran my hands over my smooth skin, up and down, eyes closed. I felt like a goddess. This was heaven. I turned off the lights and slowly drifted into a sweet sleep. Me, that magic vibrator and that girl in the mirror, things which are larger than life

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