Reposting my post from r/SluttyConfessions
Since this is a little lengthy confession, I will be posting it in parts.
I was born in a upper middle class family in Chennai. My parents got divorced when I was 12 years old. They both married different people after their divorce. I didn’t get the love and support from my parents that a girl needs in the prime of her teen years. They both supported me only financially, which gradually decreased after my college. I grew up in a girls only residential school and completed my UG in a girls’ college as well. As an introvert, didn’t get much chance to interact with anyone out of my college. During schooldays, I didn’t have any distractions as I was focused on studies. During UG times, I indulged in lesbian relationship with my roommates (Ramya and Praveena). They are my best friends till date.
After UG, I joined a small company in the financial department and worked there for 2 years. During this time, many men approached me with casual as well as marriage proposals. But I was not attracted to men sexually. So I had to reject all the proposals. I was also scared to reveal I was a lesbian.
Then I joined my MBA. This was the last time I got the financial support of my parents. They paid my fees for the 2 years and told that I am grown up to look after myself and should not rely on them anymore. They cut all forms of communication with me thereafter.
In college, I met Yuvan. He is 2 years younger to me as he joined MBA right after his UG. We became good friends in a short time. I fell in love with him and realised that I am bi-sexual. We also had a couple of intimate encounters when we drank together. There were kissing and smooching but no intercourse. He avoided advancing though I let him. I thought he was not ready maybe. Then I later found that he was close to me only to get closer with Yamini, my roommate in PG, who was a good friend of mine. I came to know this towards the end of our course. This incident shattered me.
I then moved to Bangalore for my job. I shared an 3 bedroom apartment that I found online with 3 other girls who worked in my company. I shared room with Sumita. Preeti and Tanya occupied the other 2 rooms. During all this time, I was depressed and couldn’t focus on my job. The other girls had a pretty normal life. Preeti and Tanya had their boyfriends visiting from time to time. Seeing them hanging out with the guys, I yearned for attention too. Hence, I started hitting pubs alone and started indulging in drinking and one night stands with strangers during the weekends. My flatmates had no clue about this new life of mine.
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/jojg2h/confessions_of_39f_year_old_tamil_woman_part_1
Be safe and have fun!