[FF] But I’m married Pt1

This might seem a little tame compared to some of the stories here but it’s 100% true and I’m really excited about what the next few weeks could look like.

My name is Nikki, I’m late 40’s, I’m married with two children, sex is good and we have both a liking for porn, specifically lesbian porn, we often fantasise but in truth I’ve always known I would do anything if I had the chance

I work for a large IT company and like so many we’ve been working from home since March, zoom calls every day and very little contact with people, early in April we had a new member of staff, Eve, join my team, similar age to me, but a very young, cute looking face, bobbed hair and when we’ve been on zoom calls she’s often worn plunging or at least shoulder revealing tops, she has piercing blue eyes and at times I find myself staring at her on calls.

I haven’t a clue why but there’s something there and I can’t help but feel an attraction, only last week my husband and I were scrolling through Reddit as we do, I like to highlight women I find attractive and there was a girl very similar who I liked and started to wonder what her body would look like naked, I’ve had lesbian fantasies before but never this real, never to the point where I actually thought I could do something about it

Those thoughts crossed my mind many times on zoom calls, there were occasions were we were the first people on work calls and her face was filling my screen, the same thoughts crossed my mind so may times

Fast forward to September and the company arranged out first all hands meeting of the year, I was excited that I’d finally get to meet her, and on the day I wasn’t disappointed, she turned up in a pair of tight jeans showing her amazing shape, she wore a loose off the shoulder black blouse which showed the shape of her breasts perfectly, I don’t know how many times that day I realised I was staring at her, once or twice I caught a glance back and quickly looked away in guilt but again I went back for more

At the end of the day a few of the team said they were going to the pub a few doors down from the office, I agreed to go and 20mins later I was in a booth at the local with four others from work when Eve came in after we had sat down, she came over to our table but there weren’t any seats available so we all loved in a little closer, she took a chair from a nearby table and squeezed in between myself and on of the lads on the team….my heart skipped a beat as our legs touched under the table….this was crazy, I’m a married straight women!

We made small talk but as the bar was so loud every time we spoke she leaned into, everyone she leaned in a glanced down her top, every time she leant in I took a breath of her beautifully smell, it was crazy, I could feel the sexual tension building inside me, my god, my husband was going to get it tonight!

As people started to leave the group the conversations moved a little more private and that’s when it was becoming more about Eve and I, she told me how great it was to be out and about, how hard lockdown had been on her own and she asked me how I’d dealt with it

I told her it was ok, atleast I had my husband and kids so it felt as normal as it could, at that point she recoiled slightly!

“Are you ok?” I asked
“Yes, sorry that must of been really awkward” she apologised
“ I didn’t realise you were married”
“Yes, 20yrs, why does that surprise you”
“Sorry, I’ve got it completely wrong, I caught you looking a few times today and we’ll you know, I thought there was a bit of chemistry between us”
“What do you mean?” I asked innocently
“Sorry, it’s really awkward, I’ve never been good at this sort of stuff and since I split with my girlfriend before lockdown I’ve clearly got my signals wrong, I thought you seemed interested in me, sorry this is really awkward”

“No, don’t worry, nothing to apologise for, it’s not awkward” I answered but clearly she was really embarrassed about it, little did she know that my underwear was now soaking wet with the thought that she liked me

Someone interrupted up to ask a question and the moment passed, we didn’t really speak that much after that and 30mins later I went to make my excuses and leave, as I was leaving Eve grabbed my hand and leant over to me,

“Listen, I’m really sorry about that earlier, I’m really embarrassed by it”
“Don’t be” I said, “I’m actually really flattered by it”
She smiled, oh god she smiled, her eyes, her lips, I melted again
“Listen, if you’re feeling lonely at all, feel free to give me a call or FaceTime me sometime” I offered, why the hell did I say FaceTime…that was so weird!
She thanked me and I gave her my number, I got up, said goodbye to everyone and left

An hour later I was getting out of my car at home, horny as hell, desperately wanting to jump on my husband, I walked in the house only to be met with my husband and two of his mates watching football in the living room, after some small talk I found out that there were two games back to back and the first had only just started, so I went into the kitchen, poorer a large glass of wine and up into our bedroom I went, I slipped out of my clothes and into my big fluffy dressing gown, sat on the bed, drinking wine and channel surfing.

I’m not sure how much later it was but I was alerted to my phone buzzing, I picked it up and it was a text from a number that wasn’t in my phone
“Hi, thanks for the chat earlier, it was lovely meeting you, even if I did make a tit of myself Xx Eve”
I took a few moments to think about my reply
“Hiya, it’s ok, by the sound of things I led you on ?? it was lovely to meet you finally in person, even if it sounds as if I stared too much”
Was that flirting? After I sent the message I reread it, god what have I done! It seemed like an eternity before my phone buzzed again
“Haha, listen it’s been a long year and maybe I’m just too horny and read the signs wrong, it’s a real shame….are you sure you couldn’t be persuaded? Xx”

Holy shit!!! My pussy literately just gushed at that message, what the fuck is going on here, is this sexting? Is this cheating? I had no idea how to respond to that, what do I say? How far do I go with this? Should I tell me husband what’s going on?

I realised I was now out of wine so I went downstairs to get a refill, stick my head in to the living room to see grown men shouting at a TV….they didn’t even realise I was there so back upstairs I was went

As I walked into the bedroom my phone on the bed started to ring, I picked it up and realised it was Eve, and it was FaceTime….I clicked Accept

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/ji0ke0/ff_but_im_married_pt1