Sometimes I wish I could find the passion I [F] 18 had with my [M] 19 stepbrother. ?

We were young, but at that age. He was slightly older. We fought at the beginning of our parents union. I always felt he was picking on me. His friends seemed to always also be picking on me. No doubt on his orders to do so. We just clashed so bad from the start.
One particular night while my parents were out, my step brother and I were trusted to stay home and watch tv…. not need at our ages to fuss with someone peering over us. We fought of course as always. And though the details are muddied, I do recall taking laundry to put away in my parents drawers and my stepbrother was nosing around my stepmother‘s side of the bed. He pulled an item out of her drawer as my back was to him and zapped my lower back with it! I was sitting with my back to him, and I guess when He discovered her bright white vibrator he decided to stick me with it above tailbone! Laughing deviant my like a monster of course.
I remember being completely offended and calling him some random insult like, “ You pig!” ….something along those lines.
I went into his closet next to hang his shirts and he followed me. It was a very long walk that had my teenage wardrobe completely taking over his pothead burnout motley Crue mess. I heard the door click and quickly turned around a bit startled, feeling his presence behind me like Darth Vader walking into a room.
He had his hand behind his back and an unusually devilish satisfying evil grin on his mug. Then he brought his hand back forward to show me what was there. It was her vibrator! I suddenly felt this feeling rush over my body of nit being a sibling tussle and sarcastic joke anymore. He walked to me causing me to back up and drop the shirts in my grasp. Hangers clanging above my head as I backed all the way to the wall. I didn’t say a word, nether of us did really. It was all very telepathic if you asked me. He touched my face with his other hand, and moved it down to my breast. I quickly slapped his hand while his other hand suddenly pressed the vibrator against my cameltoe that shone through my tight thing faded 80’s style sweats. He then managed to spin my around, pulling me up against his body. My back to his chest, my messy ponytail head under his chin. One hand rubbing my breast now up under my shirt and the vibratory against my slit through my pants. He moved my forehead back with his chin and looked down at my face. Then he leaned down and around kissing my mouth. He was my very first kiss. I’d say here he was my fist exploration of many things, but I was a victim as a young child and we won’t get into that.
He spun me back around, turned the vibrator off. And slipped my tshirt up off me. Taking my hair scrub by with it. My long hair swept down passed my chest, and he was so tender gently brushing it out of the way of my breast. His mouth was wet and warm. I could feel the little stubble from his chin on my underboob. He was rubbing and sucking my breasts and I swear my mind was just gone.
I touched his long hair, his shoulders, I was completely changed in these moments. He stopped to remove his tshirt. As soon as it went over his face, he was leaning to taste my lips. We must have sat on our knees in that closet for a good 20 min just kissing and making out. At some point he backed up, stood up, and his crotch was right above my face. He looked down at me and undid his button fly. You must understand I was so turned on for the first time in this manner ever, and watching him do this just created this imprint forever in my mind. So now when I meet a man and he slowly looks down at me I’m doing his jeans it gets me like a flood in my pants. Probably the easiest way to lure me into sex now is a man looking at me silently just like he did, and unbuttoning his jeans as if he didn’t give a shit about any consequences, he wanted me right then and there. When he pulled his jeans down, his hard cock popped out. It was very large and swollen tight. So red and almost purple, shining from how on edge he really was. He got to a certain part of his thighs abd the jeans rested down the rest of the way on their own. We both were kind of quiet a little. My hand was trembling, and I noticed he had this clear wet goo dripping a bit from his cock head. Obviously precum, but I was just so inexperienced. I rise up on my knees bringing my face very close to inspect son of what he had. I touched him. I can’t put into words but the feeling was warm, and addictive to touch his hardness. I just know this started my obsession with seeing leather beautiful cocks.
I parted my mouth open, naturally realizing to be very careful not to hurt him with my teeth, I moved to suck and taste him in my tongue. I seemed a natural I’m guessing, cause his head was back and he was wincing and moaning. His ass was clenching, cause I felt his muscles moved under my hands. I was pressing his firm quarterback ass cheeks to bring him deep in my mouth. I don’t know how I guessed to take him all the way down my throat until I couldn’t. Or the suck tightly without hurting him. Like I said, I was a natural at this. He kept stopping me and I’d watch his cock up close and it was swelling and bouncing gently. Pulsating like a heartbeat cause he wanted to cum so bad. I I think he was genuinely hesitating because we both knew we weren’t supposed to be doing this. He leaned down and kissed me again. After a few minutes of kissing my face and mouth my neck he gently pushed me back. And grab the sides of my sweatpants and slowly pulled them off of my butt and my hips. He took my panties with them. Ass my legs go free, he urged them apart very wide, and crouched staring at my pussy. I never could grow a thick significant bush. It must’ve looked kind of odd, my tight puffy outer lips covered in peach fuzz, my tiny hard clit poking through and resting on two perfect thin almost strands of dark pink thin perfect labia. Glossy with so much wetness presented before him. He had his face right there and I was almost embarrassed to watch what he was exploring. Touching every part of me first, drawing the wet slippery mess rubbing it between his fingers. Lol kind of looked very concentrated like a scientist almost. Then he stuck his tongue in me. Thus part is also so clouded by my overpowering feeling is asked to see where I can barely remember every little detail.. It’s all metal together into a giant intense event. First with this slow start of feeling his tongue gentle and barely testing the edge of my clit, my labia. To his thumbs lifting apart and spreading while his entire tongue was exploring me his lips were sucking me, and I didn’t know weather I was coming or going! Then reaching guys insane moment when all this happiness took my breath away and same time slamming me down hard! It was almost like being on the splash Mountain ride at Disneyland! I orgasmed. It was sudden and the most powerful feeling of satisfaction I’d ever felt. I remember him jumping up and pressing his hardness against my throbbing slit. His huge purple shiny cock standing out, sliding in all my wetness , and slipping up and down in between my lips. He knew he couldn’t penetrate me, so he just kept pumping and humping in my wet sweat pussy slit….until finally shooting bright white almost yogurt like ropes, splashing up all over my bellybutton.
I won’t tell you about how we quickly cleaned up and felt that awkward silence for a few days. Being so very nervous that our parents were going to see somehow by our faces or our behavior, and they might figure out what we have done in in that closet.
I will tell you that it started something for the next four years, and every chance we had to go get groceries or go run errands, we always went together. Yes we completely defiled our parents car. He was good to keep my virginity intact, but everything else we did. I don’t regret a damn thing either. ?

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/jc5kam/sometimes_i_wish_i_could_find_the_passion_i_f_18