My cousin makes the first move.. [MF]

Its been suggested that I share my experience here. Several years ago my cousin and I started sleeping together. Our first time happened one night when we were staying at the family cottage, with both of our parents. We are still involved to this day, but covid has been very tough on us as we have been finding it difficult to sneak away to be together. Writing about it has been therapeutic to me so I hope you guys and gals will enjoy.

Everyone else had retired back to the cottage for the night. It was only my cousin Amanda and myself still drinking by the fire. It had been a year since we had seen each other. She was 23 at the time and I was 19. We had been close as kids but had grown apart over the years, and she had grown into her body. She was wearing short jean shorts and a black tank top that really showed off her breasts and perfect hourglass figure. It was hard not to notice.

The conversation changed to love and sex. She was complaining about her ex. I was venting about an old unrequited love. She told me that if she didn’t see what a catch I was someone else will. Yeah, I guess I said, changing the subject.

It was embarrassing that I was still a virgin at this age.

She got up to grab another beer and when she sat back down she sat closer to me on the double folding lawn chair. Her hand brushed against mine.

I sat there frozen. Through the corner of my eye I saw that she was sitting with her legs crossed towards me, almost leaning on me. Was she trying to hold my hand? It couldn’t be. I brushed my hand closer to hers and she took my hand and started caressing my fingers. Her leg extended out and her foot started rubbing against my leg. I turned my head towards her and there she was. Her eyes half closed. She was bracing for a kiss.

My mind racing, I slowly leaned forward. Half expecting this to be a huge misunderstanding. Our parted lips touched, and rubbed against each other. Her hand pulled mine down onto her soft thighs. They were warm to the touch from the fire. She let go of my hand and placed it on my arm.

We started kissing. Her eyes were closed. My hand started to slowly wander up her thigh, I was so turned on. As my fingers began to tease the fabric under her jean shorts her mouth opened and she exhaled suddenly into my mouth. Her mouth agasp in a smile. She leaned into me even more. One hand under her shorts, I could feel my fingertips over her panties. My other hand was around her waist and under her tank top. I began to press my hand into her crotch harder, the jean shorts not budging anymore.

She exhaled again and pulled out of our embrace. She leaned back and started unbuckling her shorts. I slid my hand out from the bottom of her shorts and in through the top. She leaned back and slid the shorts halfway down her thighs. I started to tease her clit over the panties. She leaned back and closed her eyes.

After a minute or two of this she took my hand in hers and slid it down her panties. I started to work her clit with my thumb and exploring her labia with my fingers. She was so wet. She leaned into my shoulder and began to breathe heavily into my shirt. I put my other hand over her chest and began to feel her cleavage. I was so turned on. I could feel the precum forming on the tip of my cock, rubbing against my boxers. I slid my hand under her tank top and felt her breasts over her bra. She began to rock in the seat. Grinding her hips wildly to the rythym of my hand on her clit.

I began to work a finger inside of her. She moaned softly into my shirt. The second finger slid in with ease. I kept pressure on her clit as I worked my fingers in and out of her. Her legs began to tense up, she took a deep breath and suddenly her hand was on top of mine jamming my hand deeper into her. She came a few times in rapid succession before leaning back.

She very abruptly pulled her shorts back up and buttoned them up. She got up and got her pack of smokes off the stool and lit one up.

“I can’t believe that just happened.” She stood there with the palm of her hand on her forehead. She shot me an apologetic look.

“I’m sorry… I don’t think I can… You know.”

Are you kidding me? I thought to myself.

“Yeah I don’t know what came over me” I said out loud.. not believing my own words. I mean.. she came on to me.

She stood there awkwardly looking at the fire. She took a drag off her smoke.

“Can I have one of those?” I asked. She nodded and I grabbed her pack of smokes. I smoke sometimes. Randomly fingering your cousin is one of those times.

“I’m sorry for leading you on” she finally said, not looking at me. We were both avoiding eye contact.

“It’s not that I don’t want to fuck you..”

I looked up at her. She was still looking at the fire. Her beautiful body was illuminated by the fire in all the right places. My erection was starting to hurt.

“You want to fuck me?” I said so nervously.

“Of course I do. Clearly” she said with a chuckle as she threw her smoke into the fire.

“But it’s so wrong. Jesus what if our folks had come outside just now.” Her voice broke. A tear started to form in her eye which she quickly wiped away. She took a deep breath.

“It’s getting late.. I’m gonna head in… ” She said.

I told her I was gonna stay out here a while. She looked at me and smiled before walking off and stopping after a few paces.

“I love you.” She said. Way to make it weird. She stood there a moment before I said it back. Without another word she headed inside. I smoked a few of her cigarettes before heading inside. The cottage was small. She was sleeping in the same room as her parents, and my parents had the spare room and I was on the couch. I was very glad she wasn’t still up. I settled down on the couch.

I was so horny. All I could think about was kissing her. How her breasts felt in my hands. How wet she was. I was still rock hard. I began to masturbate. I imagined her unbuttoning my pants by the fire. I thought about what she might look like completely naked. I imagined her smiling as she sucked on me. Her words “it’s so wrong” echoing over and over. “It’s not that I don’t want to fuck you…” She WANTS to fuck you, I thought to myself. I imagined us lying down next to the fire… Her breasts on full display, moaning as I came. I blew a huge load into my boxers. Finally some relief.

I awoke the next morning to my uncle making breakfast. Normally the smell of bacon frying would have gotten me up. I pretend to be asleep. My dad awoke shortly after. They were discussing going fishing. My cousin emerged shortly after, and finally my mom and aunt came out. I pretended to be asleep as the noise in the kitchen continued.

Finally my dad called out my name. “Breakfast” is ready” I heard Amanda suggest they let me sleep, as I had alot to drink last night. “That’s his problem!” My dad chuckled. “We’re going fishing soon get up” my dad yelled. I got up and hastily threw my pants on. Of course Amanda was sitting in the chair across from me.

She looked up and when our eyes met she smiled before quickly looking down at her plate still slightly grinning. She looked so hot. Her hair was a mess and she was wearing a pink robe. I caught myself wondering what was underneath. My dad and uncle were trying to get me to go fishing with them. As much as I needed the distraction, I didn’t feel like sitting in a boat with them all day. I made up an excuse about getting too much sun.

After breakfast Amanda went outside with her book and coffee and sat on the deck. I had a shower. I needed it. I had dried cum all over my abdomen.

I got out of the shower and my dad and uncle had already left to go fishing. Everyone was dressed and ready for the day, except Amanda who was still sitting on the deck. “We’re all going to head up to the beach” my aunt said. I told her I was a bit hungover and didn’t want to burn.

“Are you sure?” My mom asked. “This might be the last nice day all week.”

“I’m sure” I said. Truthfully, I could handle seeing Amanda in her bathing suit all afternoon before she came on to me, but I didn’t feel like torturing myself. Just then Amanda shuffled into the kitchen. “You’re not ready yet?” My aunt said to her.

“Not even close mom. I still haven’t even had a shower” she quipped back.

“Why do you need a shower? You’re going in the water anyways” my aunt said back to her impatiently.

“Chill out mom” Amanda said with a smile as she looked at me and quickly looked away.
“We’ll meet you guys there.”

My mom told Amanda I wasn’t going.

“Oh… Well I guess I’ll meet you there then” Amanda headed off to the shower. My aunt asked me one more time if I was going before they left.

I sat alone on the couch. I could hear the water in the shower and nothing else. I started thinking about last night again, and my head was back in the gutter. She wants to fuck you. You’re alone with her. Right now. She probably wants it as bad as you do.

Stop it. I tried to tell myself. I got up and poured myself the last cup of coffee. I looked out on the deck and Amanda had left her smokes out there. I went outside and took one from her pack and lit it up. It really calmed me down. I can see why people do it. I put out the smoke and headed back inside. She wasnt out of the shower yet. My heart was racing again. I wanted to clear the air while we had a minute alone. I heard the water shut off. She emerged from the bathroom covered in literally the smallest towel in the cottage. It covered just below her nipples and just below her waist.

“Are they gone?” Amanda asked immediately, her eyes gazing towards the window.

I cleared what felt like this biggest lump in my throat.

“Yeah” i said back to her.

Without a word she walked into the bedroom she was sharing with her parents. As she rounded the corner she let go of the towel. I saw it slide down her back revealing her ass just as she disappeared from view. She WANTED me to see that. I couldn’t take it anymore. I wanted her.

I sat there, contemplating going in there and making a move. Just then she called out to me.

“Can you come in here… I need to talk to you.”

I nervously walked to her open door. When I rounded the corner she was sitting on the edge of the bed. Completely naked. She was looking up at me, her arms stretched out behind her, legs slightly open, her pussy on full display. Her perfect breasts were moving up and down slowly.  I could tell she was already breathing heavily. I shut the door without talking my eyes off of her.

“I barely could sleep last night.” She said softly. Seductively.

“Do you want to finish what we started?”

I stood there frozen. Taking in the view. I finally nodded. I smiled at her and she smiled back.

“Are you a virgin?” She asked.

I nodded again. She looked into my eyes briefly before smiling again and looking down.

“Take off your pants.” I took them off. She layed back on the bed before turning around to face me. She rolled over onto her stomach, her head looking up at me expectantly.

“Come here” she whispered.

“I want to taste you”

I stepped forward, hard cock in hand. I leaned my legs against the bed as she put her hands over mine, took them away and proceeded to slowly jerk my shaft inches away from her face. She closed her eyes as she wrapped her lips around my tip. My cousin was giving me my first blowjob.

She continued to work the shaft as she slipped more and more of me into her mouth. She was starting to swirl her tounge under the head of my cock. She went deeper. Wiggling my tip against the back of her throat. I opened my eyes and was staring at her ass. It was tightening up and relaxing. I noticed she had a hand underneath her. She was fingering herself as she sucked on me.

She started  to take me in and out faster. Her tounge was perfectly still as she moved my cock faster and faster against it. It drove me wild each time my head brushed up against the roof of her mouth. To this day nobody has ever come close to her.

I couldn’t take it anymore. I was about to come. I tapped her on the head.

“Slow down.. stop for a second.”

She took her mouth off of it and rolled over onto her back, revealing her perfect breasts. I hopped into the bed next to her. As I leaned in for a kiss she wrapped one of her smooth legs over mine. She pulled back and gripped onto my shirt.

“Have you been waiting for this all night?” She whispered.

“Mmm Hmm” I said back eagerly as I tried to kiss her again. She pulled back again. Keeping pressure on my chest.

“Did you jerk off and think about me?” She asked, looking on my eyes as she grabbed my cock. She started to stroke it.

“Mmm Hmm” I said again.

She started to stroke faster. I ran my hand along her hips, across her stomach and started to caress her breasts. As my fingers started to play with her nipples she slowed down the handjob and took a deep breath.

“Did you think about touching my tits?” She whispered in a sly sexy tone. I nodded as I began to caress both of them in each hand. She let go of my cock and took her leg off of mine. I sat up and she spread her legs. She was now spread wide open right in front of me. I wanted to fuck her right then and there but knew I wasn’t going to last.

“Turn around” I said suddenly. She smiled and rolled over onto her stomach.

“Yes sir” she said coyly as her legs seamlessly wrapped around me as she arched her back up. Her perfect round ass right in front of me, I eagerly started caressing it. Gently spreading it apart and cupping my hands underneath her cheeks.

“I washed for you. Just in case.” She said as she arched her back up further. Her pussy was now fully visible. I put my hands on her hips and started to kiss her cheeks. She moaned softly as I began to lick her ass crack. It tasted like shampoo but I didn’t care. She slowly began to sit up on her knees so she was bent over in front of me. I moved my hand underneath her and began to press on her clit as my tounge was inching closer to her anus. Her sweat didn’t taste good but in this moment it could have been made of cotton candy for all I knew.

“Ohh god yes” she started to moan. The urgency in her voice increasing. “Oh my god keep doing that.” She cried out, practically begging.

My tounge had found the opening of her anus. I kept pressure on her clit as I began to swirl my tounge around her tight puckered hole. I felt her legs get tense and start to close together. I held hers leg apart with my arm as I began to work my hand on her clit even faster. She started to moan as her legs tried to clench together again. I closed my lips around her anus and began to gently suck.

“Yes yes yes yes” she cried out repeatedly as I swirled my tounge around faster. It was taking all my strength and focus to keep her legs open with one arm while I continued to finger her clit. Her ass was now soaked with my saliva and my tounge slid into her with ease.

Suddenly she fell forward and swung her leg around so quickly it hit me in the chest. She spread her legs open in front of me and continued to finger her clit.

“Please fuck me right now… You have to fuck me right now I’m going to come” she said frantically.

I shifted forward with my throbbing cock in my hand. I swear I had never been that hard and throbbing. I eagerly put my cock against her labia and she grabbed it with such force her nails scratched the shaft as she thrust it into herself. I winced from the pain and began to pound her hard. Her mouth was wide open. Her eyebrows were raised and her face was beat red.

We made eye contact and I began to thrust even faster. Suddenly her legs clenched around my hips so hard I couldn’t get any deeper into her. Her arms fell back and she began to moan and shriek. Her head pressed hard against the bed and she arched her back up so high her beautiful tits were almost right in front of my face. I grabbed her thighs and forced them open and began to pound her hard again.

“Oh my fucking GOD” she began to scream. I felt her thighs almost spasm as I forced them open. Her whole body tensed up as she climaxed.

I felt her body relax as she began to grind with the rythym of my thrusting. She suddenly didn’t feel nearly as tight as she just was. My cock was now sliding in and out of her. The sound of my cock sliding in and out of her was almost drowning out the sound of the mattress squeaking. She looked into my eyes and smiled, her face still beat red.

I put my hand on her breast and began to rub my fingers against my nipple. She moaned and grabbed by hand and started to kiss it. I leaned forward and we began to passionatly kiss as I continued to pound her. I started to kiss her neck and she began to moan softly again. Her arms started to caress my back as her legs started to wrap around my thighs.

“Ohh Amanda” I began to softly moan.

I could feel a powerful orgasm start to build.

Her legs wrapped around be even tighter. I could feel her heels press against my lower back. “I’m on the pill” she whispered into my ear.

“I want you to come inside me”

That’s all it took. Suddenly I felt my legs go numb as I had the best orgasm of my life. She looked into my eyes and smiled as I perspired over her and filled her up. I kept thrusting untill I had come. I felt myself starting to get soft and I pulled out of her. I collapsed next to her.

We both layed there silently except for our heavy breathing. I felt her hand wrap around mine. We both rolled onto our sides to face each other. She took my hand and placed it on her vagina. Her eyes gazed down and back up at mine with a smile. I began to stick a finger on her labia. It was so wet. I looked down and saw my semen flowing out of her. I began to rub her clit again. She closed her eyes and rolled onto her back again. I started to suck on her nipples and work my fingers inside of her. With my thumb on her clit I now had my index and middle fingers in her. I couldn’t believe it but I was already starting to get hard again.

She spread her legs open and started to moan “fuck me again if you want!” I started to kiss her stomach and swirled my tounge into her belly button. I licked her belly all the way down to her clit. As I swirled my tounge around her clit I started to play with her taint. I stuck my thumb into her vagina which was already starting to feel tense and tight. She was so wet that my hand was already soaked. I began to tease her ass with my index finger.

“Ohh god yes” she begged and moaned again.

“You know just how I like it” she shireked with delight. I was now working my hand into both of her holes, pinching her taint gently with each thrust.

I felt her orgasm build as her legs began to tense up. Once again I forced her legs open as she tried to clench them shut. I felt her anus close tightly around my finger as her back arched up. Her hands clenched my head so suddenly it startled me. Her fingernails dug into my scalp as she yelled out.

“Ohhh FUCK!” She cried out as she came. Her hands fell off of my head and onto the bed. Her legs relaxed and so did her asshole. I slid my fingers out of her.

We began to make out again. She started to stroke my erection again as I layed on my back.

“I honestly don’t know if I can go again” I told her. I was completely spent. Or so I thought.

Without a word she turned around and began to suck on me again. Her legs were right beside my head, she was on her knees beside me bent over giving me another very enthusiastic blowjob. I began to play with her ass. Her hair was tickling the side of my legs as she began to play with my balls. Her head was bobbing up and down frantically. Each time she took my cock against her throat she jiggled it a little more.

She knew I was getting close when I squeezed her ass cheek hard and my leg started to twitch. She took my cock out of her mouth and began to stroke it frantically. She pointed it at herself as I shot a load onto her chest.

We layed next to each other without a word. No cuddling or talking. Eventually I started to kiss her. We made out for a couple minutes before she said:

“We should get ourselves cleaned up.”

I was still wearing my t shirt which was now soaked with sweat. There were 2 very noticeable wet spots on the top of the bed. She flipped the comforter over and I left the room.

I had a quick shower and she did the same. We decided to drive out to the beach and meet up with the rest of the family. She looked so hot in her sundress. The entire drive I had my hand on her thigh. She was smiling the whole time. We didn’t even say a word the entire drive. We managed to keep our hands to ourselves the rest of the week.

When we were hugging goodbye she held on to me extra tight.

“Keep in touch” she whispered into my ear.

“I love you.” I whispered back.

“I love you too” she whispered into my ear. She gave me a quick peck on the neck. She broke our embrace just in time. I watched the tail lights disappear down the road.

I am married now. She has a live in boyfriend. Weve been having an ongoing affair ever since. It’s not nearly as frequent as we would like. But we have always been as available to each other as possible both emotionally and sexually.

I needed to get this off my chest.

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