[FM] How I very stupidly lost my virginity! ?? you can judge I deserve it ?

When I was 16 I met this guy in high school he was really cute really funny and I really really liked him. I was in that stage where I was super horny all the time. So I got to know this guy for awhile over social media I couldn’t always talk to him because my parents were strict so I didn’t have internet access but when I’d get the chance I’d reply to his msgs from my friends computer. Later in that year I got a phone and I was able to talk to him more and we could now make plans to actually hangout. Around that time I also kinda had a bf. Kinda because I didn’t like him lmao I just wanted to know what it was like to have one but I didn’t really see him or talk to him at school just sometimes after school he’d suck on my c cup tits at the park nearby and we’d make out.

So, I finally hangout with the guy I like one night and he was smooth with his words and actions I was definitely feeling him, I was horny as fuck, and it was long over do you know? At that time there was kinda a pressure to have experience and all my friends had that so while he and I made out I felt him getting hard and that made me so wet my pussy was throbbing from how badly I wanted to get fucked by this guy. But you guys, I fucked up haha we were talking and I was tryna be cool and said I wasn’t a virgin that I had sex with my ex who tbh was still my bf. He was surprised but I was like “ayy maybe we should fuck?” And obviously he was down. So, we hangout again a few days later and I go to his house and we’re getting it on but I chicken out cuz obviously this guy’s gunna pop my cherry and see I’m still saint Mary and a fucking liar, right?

So, I’m like nvm let’s not and we just made out and he dry humped me. This went on for a few weeks we’d hangout and make out he’d dry fuck me and eventually it went abit further one day I let him finger me and luckily it was dark and he didn’t see that he made me bleed. When I got home, I realized he had popped my cherry but still I was like idk maybe that’s not it idk I was dumb ok. I cried. I felt stupid for lying but I was also turned on that he had been the one to do it.
The next day I was like fuck this I need to get fucked so he doesn’t know I lied cuz obviously I was dumb as fuck and thought if I had sex I wouldn’t be so tight and it wouldn’t hurt as bad and I didn’t know if I was still going to bleed or not but of course that’s not how it works. Lol So I went to the guy I was kinda dating and said let’s have sex.

After school I went to his house and he took me to his room he had one cheap condom on him and it was Coca Cola flavored lmao he put it on and this boy makes me get on top. I was like nope nope nope it hurts and I told him to let me lay down and he be on top. He wasn’t happy about it. But I didn’t care cuz I knew I was a step closer to fucking the guy I actually craved. So I let him put his dick in me and it hurt I didn’t like it. His dick was alright i had only felt it before at the park but never seen it and when I finally saw it I was whatever’s about it. I assume it was 5-6in kinda thick and he was cut oh and he was light skin so yeah. He slide his dick in me once then twice and then told me to get on top so I did I rode him for like a minute and he came. I got off and his condom was drenched in my cum I’m not sure why I came so much because I didn’t enjoy it but I did and he saw it and said “ew you left everything with cum I need to wash my sheets now” I rolled my eyes and went to the living room he went after me and asked me to have sex again I decline that and used the excuse that he didn’t have more condoms because I really didn’t want to be with him in the first place. The next day I text him that it was over and he blew up my phone with calls and msgs asking why. I told I didn’t like him and that it was over and never replied again.

Instead I msged the guy i did all this dumb shit for and asked him if he wanted to hangout. That night i got ready I put on a cute blue and white push up bra and some black panties. I went over to his place and we went to his bed he started kissing me and undressing me until I was just in my bra and panties and I felt myself melting it was so different than the other guy. This guy made my body get goosebumps and my tight little pussy drip. His hands where all over me grabbing my titties passing his fingers on my clit he dry humped me and he slid two fingers in me. All the while my ex was spamming me with text and calls. My pussy was so wet my panties were drenched and I had cum on them before he even penetrated me. He took off his pants and his shirt and he was slim but strong he had curly hair and chinky eyes and his smile just made me want to have his kids. I needed this guy to drill me. All I could think of was how thick his cock was and how much damage it was going to do to my tiny little pussy.

Finally, i couldn’t take it any more I needed his big fat brown cock in me bad. I looked up to where he had his condoms and I asked him if we could do it. He quickly slid on a condom and slowly put his dick in me. I was shaking and this time you guys, it felt so good. my pussy was so tight that his fat dick kept slipping out of me but I knew he would take care of loosening me up with time. He fucked me for what seemed like forever and I was in bliss. I went home feeling like a little slut and as I walked home thinking about what happened I realized that I was addicted I needed him again I felt my cum dropping onto my panties thinking of him. But I also figured he wouldn’t hit me up anymore after he got what he wanted. To my surprise he texts me as soon as I got home. He was pussy whipped. And I became his little cum dumpster.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/j3ms7o/fm_how_i_very_stupidly_lost_my_virginity_you_can