Lonely wife looking for ??

I lay here in bed bedside you. Your already softly snoring … I’m wide awake and restless. Earlier today I brought up the idea of sex tonight and I got a “maybe “. It’s been 3 weeks and I need to feel a dick inside me.

I know I can reach my hand under the blankets and quietly stroke my already throbbing clit. I can bite back moans and bring myself to a quick climax that will take the edge off. A little. I have gotten good at it.

But what do I want ? I dream of being roughy taken. With the passion that comes from someone who is as desperate as I am. I want to be bent over the kitchen counter and be fucked. Hard and fast. I want to be tied up in my bed and be used till I can’t even think straight. I want to have to wear a scarf for the next week to hide all the bites and bruises. I want to wince when I sit down the next day as I am so sore.

You try to spice it up. Make the effort at times. It’s appreciated but not near what I need. You worry about hurting me. The roughness is not the same turn on for you as it is for me. You say you love me
too much to dominate me…

I had taken a lover before. Many years ago. You never found out. Though there were nights when the wetness you were feeling when we had sex was the seed of another man still inside me. I had to make up excuses for my bruises. You thought me clumsy. When in reality they were badges of honour.

I stopped when we moved across the country Have not taken a lover since. I miss it though. Especially on nights like this. I think of what we used to do together. The feel of his calloused hands on the softest parts of me. How he would pin my arms above my head and grind deeply into me. The look of pleasure on his face when he got to feel me gush on his cock as he nailed my gspot time and time again.

All I have are my memories and my hands to do my best to recreate what my body craves. Unless?

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