Third time around with Jensen [fm]

This is the third time Jensen and I had gone wild, you can read this first story [here](https://www.reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/ifhbq4/a_story_of_how_i_f_took_the_virginity_of_a_cute/), and the second story [here](https://www.reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/ilitrd/a_story_of_what_turned_out_to_be_an_emotional/) (you should really read those first). It happened on last Sunday but I only have the time to type this out now. October is looking like a very busy month for me, sorry in advance for no updates.

It was Sunday around 8 pm, I was just about to read a book when I got a text from Jensen.

“Hey, you busy?”

“No, what’s up?”

“Can you come over? I want to talk.”

“Is everything alright?”

“Yea, take your time, it’s not an emergency.”

I drove to Jensen’s place, he asked if we can go for a walk, I said sure. We began walking and we first talked about how our week went, then he pulled out a joint and said “Walking in the dark with you, cool breeze, smoking a joint. Life doesn’t get much more chill than this.” he pulled out another joint and give it to me. I lit it up and asked him what did he want to talk about when he texted me. He took a deep breath and said,

“I spent a lot of time thinking about this. I like you a lot, like a lot a lot. And I am afraid I may become attached to you.”

“Why are you afraid of that?”

“I don’t know. I want to be around you, but I also don’t want to be around you. I want to touch you, but I also don’t want to touch you. Does it make sense?”

It was honestly kind of funny to see him all anxious and tripping over his words, he is not like that usually. I said to him, “Okay, I think I got what you are trying to say. Listen to me and stop me if I am wrong.” He nods his head, “We both like each other a lot and enjoy being around each other. And you want more of that, you want more of just the two of us hanging out together, but at the same time, you still want to have the time to yourselves. Is that what you wanted to say?”

“Yea basically.”

“Well, we can stop having sex if that messes with your emotion.”

“No, we can’t go back to that. We’ve crossed that line already.”

“We can just do what we’ve been doing but more.”

“Can we?”

“Yea, you are lucky that I like you a lot too and I also don’t want to commit to a relationship.”

Jensen let out a big sigh and said “Thanks, I spent way too much time thinking about this.” We stayed quiet for a few seconds and began to walk back to his place. And he asked shyly, “Can we hold hands?” I didn’t think he is the hand holding type but I guess life was really chilled at that moment. We held hands and he said

“Can I tell you something about last time I was your place?”

“Of course!”

“I felt so emotional last time when we were close. I didn’t expect the sensation when we touch like that, and my emotions just went all over the place. It’s like the more of my skin is being touched by you, the harder it is to keep my emotions under control.”

“So, is that like a good thing or not?”

“I think it’s a good thing, and I want to thank you again. You helped me understand more about myself.”

“I want to thank you too. You expanded my horizon and I am happy that you let me be your first.”

We basically spent the rest of the walk talking about this kind of thing. When we got back to his place, he invited me in. We were going to go straight to his room, but one of his roommate was sitting in the living room watching TV. She saw me and said “Kara?”, I turned around and see Taylor who I knew from the bar on campus before COVID, she was a bartender there. I said “Taylor? You live here?”

“Yea. Wait, you and Jensen?” She looked at Jensen and said “You need to tell me about this tomorrow.” Then we walked up the stairs, Jensen told me he wants to take a shower first and told me to tell Taylor about us, he smiled and said “She will be very happy for me.” So I walked back down to the living room, and I said to Taylor,

“Hey bartender!”

“Hey, tell me about Jensen”

“Hmm, where to begin.” Yes, I post these gone wild stories on the internet, but I don’t know how to talk about it in real life. “We met in a party, then we got close because of COVID. What about you, how long have you known Jensen for, he said you will be very happy for him.”

“Of course I am super happy for him, we’ve been friends and roommates for 3 years now. He is like a younger cousin to me.”

“How long did it take for him to be comfortable around you?”

“I don’t remember, three months maybe? I thought he hated me the first couple weeks we were living together.”

“Same, I thought he hated me too.”

Taylor and I talked for another few minutes, she said she was very surprised to see Jensen brought a girl home. She made a drink for me and a weaker one for Jensen, Taylor also knows that Jensen is bad with alcohol.

I brought the drinks upstairs when Jensen finished showering. Jensen told me that Taylor and Ava (another roommate) are just nosey about his “love life”. We entered his room. I love going into someone else’s room for the first time, I can really see people’s personality and hobbies reflected onto their bedroom. Jensen’s room is like that too. Alongside the usual bedroom things like bed, closet, and desk, he also has a digital piano in one corner of the room, a shelf of board games and books, and a lot of mugs and “novelty items” like a glass periodic table, Chinese ink writing brush and ink stone, some unpolished gemstones, and a Klein Bottle. It was so much fun just listening him telling me the story or the mechanics behind some of the items.

We then watched some pre-COVID poker tournament videos on youtube so we can have some background noise while we talk, plus we both like poker a lot. In the beginning, we were both sitting on separate chairs. Then as the night goes on, Jensen got very tipsy, and he rolled his chair right next to me. He then wrapped around my right arm with his left arm and his left shoulder. His right hand slowly run along my waist, after a minute or two, he slowly moved his hand up under my sweater and caress my stomach. I looked at him and got his attention, I asked,

“Do you want to have sex?”

“Mmhmm” and he very slightly node his head.

“Is that a yes?”

“Oh, right. Yes.” He suddenly realized I was asking for his consent. He continued and ask sheepishly “But, can you give me a blowjob first?” I laughed out slightly and said “You are so cute,”. He said “Don’t make my face even redder.”

I grabbed a pillow for my knees while he adjust his sitting posture. I got down in front of him and took off his jeans and boxers. His cock was semi-hard and precum already all over the tip. I licked the tip and slowly suck the tip to get him harder first. Then I licked his cock from the shaft to the tip, then I started slowly sucking him. I am not very good at blowjob, mostly because I don’t usually like giving blowjob, but his penis size is the most average aspect about him, and I fucking love that. I continued slowly moving up and down, I needed to remind myself that he is still very sensitive with touch. I slowly increase the speed and tongue. He began twitching and breathing very heavily, my arms were on his legs and I slowly move my hand under his shirt, and he immediately stopped my hand, he looked at me and quietly moaned out “No, don’t touch me yet.” I moved my hands back down and continuing blowing him.

We held eye contact for like half a minute, then he threw his head back and said “How are you so sexy while fully clothed with a boring sweater and jeans.” I was so turned on after the intense stare off and his reaction. I moved faster and faster, and he was twitching a lot and letting out a lot of breathy moan. He moaned out, “Stop, stand up.” So I stood up, and he also stood up and pulled me close to him and be began making out passionately. His hands slipped under my sweater feel my waist and my back, and he said “Try touching me” So I reach under his shirt and feel his stomach, his chest, and his back.

As we continued kissing, I continued feeling his body with my right hand, my left hand reached down to his cock and began stroking it, despite me reminding myself not to over-stimulate him just few minutes earlier. The sensation from my kissing of his mouth, my feeling of his body, and my stroking of his dick at once was too much for him. He grunted and he fell onto my shoulder. We were close by the bed already, so we fell onto the bed. I hadn’t realized something was wrong, I was going to keep making out with him. Then he said between his breathes “Stop”, I stopped and he said “That was too much.”. I felt so bad at that moment, I said to Jensen “Shit, sorry. I completely forgot.”, “It’s ok, can you turn the light off?” I went to turn off the light, and he turned on the bedside lamp so the room was only dimly lit. I sat on the chair as he made himself comfortable on the bed. I said,

“Is there anything you want me to do?”

“No, just give me few minutes… I think this is the first time this happens to me in my bedroom.”

“I am so sorry. I was having too much fun.”

“It’s ok, I thought I could take it.”

We then talked about some other stuff while he relaxed himself. After a few minutes, I asked him,

“Do you still want to have sex?”

“Yea, I am fine now.”

“You sure?”

“Yea… but can you be on top?”

“Ok.”

I could see his cock already getting hard under the thin blanket. I took off my sweater and my bra, sat next to him on the bed, he sat up to meet my face. I kiss him softly on the lips, and grabbed his hands and put them on my tits. He played with my tits and rubbed my nipples just like I did to him earlier. I started moaning quietly. I slowly lift up his shirt to see his reaction, he nodded, so I took his shirt off and I said to Jensen “I want you in me.” He unbuttoned my jeans and I quickly slide out of it and took off my underwear.

I got on top of him, stroke his cock a few more times to get it harder, and we both moaned as I slowly lower myself onto him. His hands were holding on to my legs, his body and his face twitching, and his eyes were just the right combination of cute and sexy. I began riding him slowly, and I asked “You good?”, “Yea, I’m good.” He replied. I reached down to rub my clit and slowly picked up the pace. We were holding eye contact until it was too much for Jensen. He closed his eyes and twitching like crazy, his hands were fidgeting my legs, and he was moaning louder and louder. I could see he was getting close, I stopped for a second and grabbed his attention. He looked at me, and I said,

“Holy shit, you are so cute.”

“Stop it.” He practically moaned it out

“I want to try a position.”

“Yea, sure.”

I wanted to try the lotus with Jensen. I got ourselves into the position, and I said to him “Please stop me if it’s too much, ok?”, “Yea.” he replied. We have each other wrapped around and began slowly rocking back and forth, and we also made out at the same time. After a short while, I slowly picked up the pace and also going up and down on him. Then about ten seconds later, Jensen pulled his face and his arms away, and said “I can’t do it, it’s too much.”. I let go of my arms and my legs so he doesn’t get overwhelm, plus it’s also easier to balance myself. I kept slowly rocking back and forth on his dick and he was grabbing and playing with my tits. I couldn’t be patient any longer, so I really picked up the pace and also leaned in to kiss him again. I whisper to him, “Don’t push me off please.” I continued riding him fast, kissing him, and rubbing myself. After a minute, I whispered “Cum inside me.” he then tried to match his hip motion with mine. He let out a loud moan, and shot his load inside me. He then immediately fell on the bed and twitched like crazy. I kept on riding him and rubbing myself, and I cam soon after that too.

I fell on top of him. After we catch out breath, I kissed his cheek and said “Hopefully that wasn’t too much.”, “Yea, that was a lot.” he said. I softly massage Jensen’s body as we were both relaxing on the bed. We chatted for a few minutes and we got up to head to the bathroom.

“I hope we weren’t too loud.” Jensen said, “Taylor is gonna make me talk to her tomorrow and it’s gonna be dreadful.” After we got ourselves cleaned up, we went back to his room. Jensen changed the sheet and I decided to stay for the night. Jensen showed me the books in his draw and we chatted a bit about books and note-taking before we slept.

I woke up next day after Jensen, he was already at his desk watching something. He asked if I wanted some breakfast, I just wanted some coffee. We chatted for about half an hour before I told him I wanted to go home to start my day, he also wanted to be alone for a bit, so I grabbed my stuff and drove home after.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/izqi5o/third_time_around_with_jensen_fm