I (23[M]) cheated on my girlfriend the first night we started dating

A few years ago, when I was a freshman in college, I started dating my girlfriend. Let’s call her Lauren. We had been good friends for a while, and starting to flirt a bit, but it room a while for things to develop. In the meantime, there was another girl I had been flirting with. Let’s call her Hannah. While Lauren definitely seemed to be on the innocent side (dating for a little bit confirmed this, though she’s since opened up), Hannah was a self-described proud slut. Unfortunately, Hannah lived back in my hometown, not at my college, so we hadn’t done anything together.
On the day I was heading home for spring break, Lauren and I had a conversation and ended up deciding to give dating a try. Due to our poor timing, we then immediately had to part ways and leave campus. I was planning on telling Hannah we couldn’t get together, and that would be that.
That night, while I was heading home from the airport, Hannah texted me a nude of her sucking on a dildo and asked when I was coming over. I told her about Lauren and she said “that just makes you want you more. Besides, don’t pretend I’m not hotter than her.” Knowing that my sex life would probably dry up a bit with Lauren, I decided fuck it, and drove over to Hannah’s house.
When I knocked on the door, she answered it already naked, said “what took you so long?” and dropped to her knees the instant I closed the door. She moaned as she deepthroated me and talked about how she wanted to be my slut. After she teased me about cheating, I decided to take over because I knew she liked being dominated. I pulled her off her knees by the throat, dragged her to the nearest couch, and threw her down on it. Then I pounded her as she called herself my secret homewrecker. Soon our dirty talk turned into moans, and after a few more minutes I dumped the biggest load of my life all over her face. As she licked it off, I went down on her until she came, writhing in my face. I stood up, got dressed, and left, and we haven’t talked since. Lauren and I are still together, and she has no idea any of this happened.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/iywuwy/i_23m_cheated_on_my_girlfriend_the_first_night_we