No I will not tell you the name I used while doing porn, the whole point of this account is that my identity is unknown.
I worked for a small company and because it was smaller than the main big companies, I had to film a lot of videos for them. Week in, week out I was getting either fucked by the male stars or being fucked by machines. Sometimes I was making videos for three days in a row and I’d be completely ruined by the end of it all. Eventually I moved up and got scouted by a large company. I filmed less but the sessions were longer and more intense, stuff like being gangbanged, fucked in public/by the public, tied down on machines for long periods of time. Some times after sessions, I was so worn and fucked out that it took ages for me to be able to even stand up on my own. I’d also go to porn conventions (yes they’re a real thing) and let guys use my throat if they paid to do so. I did this for eight years then I decided it was time to step away and get a normal job.
I still sometimes get the people I work with (men mostly) coming to me after coming across the videos while having a night enjoying themselves. My boss actually already knew of my porn past before hiring but didn’t care. He likes having a trained porn star as a personal assistant. Yes, we’ve fucked.
I’m open to questions about the industry or my own experience but anyone who asks for my name or photos etc when I’ve stated I wish to be unknown will be blocked to save myself the trouble.
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/ithjw2/f_i_used_to_be_a_pornstar
For all of the thanks you never got, Thank you!
> He likes having a trained porn star as a personal assistant. Yes, we’ve fucked.
This really did it for me. Epic.
Was it ever enjoyable? I mean did you like the things you did or was it just about the paycheck?
How are your MS Office skills?
What’s the ball park annual income for that kind of work (cool if that’s too personal) ? Was the work sustainable or did you have to do side gigs?
Just out of curiosity why did you get out
What’s one of the most extreme things you did?
My question for you is how did it all start? I have a daughter and want to know if they lure you in or are you forced?
Is there a table with food on set the same as on hollywood scenes
What’s the most “porn-like” thing you get up to nowadays, besides fucking your boss?
What was the dynamic like between your co-workers? After work did you associate with any of them?
Did you ever escort? I’ve heard of some porn stars doing this on the side.
So, life after porn, do you feel touched out at times? Do you feel sometimes PTSD episodes? I’ve heard a lot of the old pornstars from the 1970s on up have had these challenges and more, like a lack of real connection, lack of real intimacy, etc.
I’m glad that you had a pleasant experience in porn and left when you felt comfortable. Kudos to you!
Who initiated you and your boss fucking?
Irish based porn?
Did porn have any effect on your personal sex life then or now? And if so how?
How did you pick a project? Do they offer you or you tell them and then they come back and let you know what is available?? Also, did you accept or reject projects because of people you liked/disliked or was it just get it done and get that money.
Do you still get a cut from the videos you’ve already done if someone gets them now? Or does the company have full rights to them?
Do u want to have a normal life now like have kids and get married; and will u tell ur husband about ur past if u do get married ?
Was your orgasms on film real?
How did you handle being worn out? Did the company have someone make sure you got home okay? It sounds like an NFL player after a game.
Did you ever play with other women?
Did you ever go to Adult Con in LA?
How did it changed/affected (is any) your sex life? I imagine after this long and exhausting session you sex desire would be low. Did this also affected your dating live?
Thanks for sharing! Really cool opportunity to get a view on the other side of a pornstar!
Hey! I have a couple of questions. Is the drugs scene as bad in porn as we hear? Was there anything you turned down? And what do you put on your cv/resume for those years?
Thanks if you decide to answer me, appreciate ya!
You mention some of the stuff left you in such bad shape you could barely stand and left you ruined.
You also state you continued to enjoy everything you did.
As an outsider that seems contradictory.
Was being so physically bashed about really enjoyable?
Have you suffered any physical issues, like bad back etc?
A stripper I once was close with was only 29 and her back was utterly destroyed and she wasn’t getting tied to machinery all day.
What is your stand on the current situation of porn companies or sites (pornhub) being criticized for their immoral decisions?
Those long machine sessions… what the hell is that like? I see those videos and it’s hard to reconcile that I’m watching something happening to an actual person sometimes. Is it still some form of pleasurable near the end? I will never have a good enough frame of reference for how intense of an experience that seems to be.
I have a question. :) The “public”, gonzo stuff. Do they ever involve real people off the streets or is everyone a paid talent acting as the random guy or girl off the street/in a bar/being picked up etc.?
Does it affects your mental health in any way?
Would you say the income was worth it based on how hard you worked?
Some day do share how u did it with your boss.
I bet you it’s Carly Rae summers
> I’d also go to porn conventions (yes they’re a real thing) and let guys use my throat if they paid to do so.
How much did that cost? And how many times did you do that?
You blew guys at porn conventions?
Crazy timing, I just posted a story about this like within the same hour as you. How often did this happen? Where did you go to do it?
I was an adult film actor (I hesitate to say “star”) for three years. My experience was somewhat like yours, however no machines, the pay wasn’t that good and I wasn’t regarded much more than a life support system for a dick. I dreamed of doing this since I was 17, snuck into a porn convention to ask the actors what I kills or abilities I needed to get in. I dreamed of going to work, fucking gorgeous women all day and then going home with a fat paycheck. Well, i got to stick my dick in a ton of women but that’s about where it ended. For my first year or so I was a stand in, if the lead talent couldn’t cum or had trouble staying hard my dick would get called in. I moved to bigger ” roles” and in my last year started to be the co-talentvor lead talent. I could have done pretty good because I was picking up on the production and the directing which is where the big names make their money if they are not sex addicts that fuck 24/7. But it was such a miserable business I chose to leave.