[F] Virgin giving head for the first time ..

Hello! I’m no writer so hopefully I can describe this moment vividly and expressive enough to capture just how intense it was for me.

I don’t know if it was because it was my first sexual experience or if it’s because feelings were involved, but I still weaken at the thought of it.

So I had met this friend online. We played games together and he was extremely flirtatious. He would say bold naughty things to me, which I was not used to.

Because I was inexperienced and a virgin, his messages often left me blushing and a mess.. I was just wrapped around all these lewd messages and snap photos he would send.

I would occasionally fantasize about meeting him, but also didn’t believe that would actually become a reality.. At one point he bought a ticket and told me he was going to come see me. I couldn’t believe it, and the nerves I felt were absolutely incredible. I was so anxious; that I hadn’t been able to eat for days.

When it came to the day, I was shaken up. I spent hours getting ready. I had no idea what the evening would be like, but I did tell him I wasn’t ready to be intimate. I was too nervous to do anything like that especially with someone I’m meeting in person for the first time.

I remember him texting that he was outside.. the butterflies that built up in my stomach. I was shaking like a leaf and having trouble writing him back that I was on my way.. I was more scared than anything.

Then.. I finally came out and saw him. I remember shyly walking up to him, not knowing what to expect. He wrapped his arms around me like everything was natural, and he just held while gently rubbing his hands on the small of my back.

After a minute or so we just smiled, giddily a each other. We started walking down the street and he put his arm around me. I remember feeling very loved, which I hadn’t experienced before.

We ended up eating at a random restaurant. I got a drink, hoping it’d loosen me up. Still too nervous to eat, I spent post lf the time fiddling with different things and sipping the drink.

Before I knew it I was fairly drunk. I’m a light weight and the drink hit me hard. I was giggly and red and told my friend I had to stop as I was feeling drunk already. We finished dinner and went back to walking outside. By now it was dark and bars were filled with guests. I clung to his arm as he suggested going in one of the bars. There, he bought me another drink.

I can’t remember if I finished that one, but I do know I was fairly wasted. Once again I clung to his arm as he walked me to his airbnb.

I sat on the couch, thinking maybe we could watch Netflix and just relax together. He, of course, has other plans.

My friend guided me to the bed, where I sleepily laid down. I remember my mind was so overwhelmed by the moment I was blanking and unable to think clearly. He laid himself against me and started rubbing himself on my backside.

He must have been eager as that didn’t last very long. He grabbed my hand and guided to his stiff bulge over his pants. I remember he whispered ‘look how hard you make me’ and chills went down my spine.

I was sheepish and shy, and very hesitant. He helped and guided me in taking his cock out of his pants. I remember being so surprised how thick he was. He used to send photos and brag but I had just not concept of it being that big. It was sort of.. intimidating.

Anyways.. He kept having to guide me for everything because I was lost on want to do. (Which i actually feel bad for) He told me to put my mouth over him and guided my head down. I wanted so badly please him so I did my best to make it feel good for him. I remember focusing on licking around his head and the ridges of it, as that’s what I once read felt good.

I also tried to deep throat and take as much as him into my mouth. I didn’t think I had a gag reflex, but I did gag and he teased me for it.

I remember feeling like I needed a break, so I backed off. He pulled me back, this time off the bed, and had me get on my knees. He then did most of the work, grabbing my head and pulling himself in and out of my mouth.

He seemed to get more and more into it, and the blow job became more and more sloppy. He had the back of my head and hair grabbed, using me for his pleasure until he finally came inside my little mouth. I wanted to be a good girl for him, and swallowed… I felt proud that I did that.

I was still so overwhelmed by everything that the next part is fuzzy. But I do remember laying on the bed and him getting on top of me. He kinda sat on my chest so I couldn’t go any where. Fuck remember him having so much control..

Anyways.. He took out his dick once again and started sliding it against my face. Eventually, he had me once against suck on him. This time things started to get rougher. He grabbed my throat and began squeezing. I remember he said something, but can’t recall what it was.

As he went back to having me suck his cock, my eyes began to close. I was embarrassed to be so beneath him. Suddenly, he slapped me across the face and demanded I look at him. I would, but naturally would slowly close again.. And that’s when i’d get another slap. This happened a few times and he started getting more and more rough. I felt helpless, but love how much control he had over me.

He started moaning things and telling me how cute I was, repeating it over and over. I could tell he was about to finish, but was hesitant to leave my mouth open. He began to pump faster and faster into my mouth, ripping my top up and pulling my tits out of my bra. I had mouth open slightly, ready for him, and he exploded onto me, though his cum landed on my face and hair and not so much my mouth.

Anyways.. we later got coffee and walked more that night. One of my other favorite memories is his just holding and hugging me again for a while until we parted ways.

I didn’t know someone could be so aggressive and loving in the same evening. Hope my story was told well. c:

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/iqwld8/f_virgin_giving_head_for_the_first_time