Hey guys. I know this is wrong but I always fantasize having incestual relationship with my mom (43F).
So backstory, I am currently 24 y.o asian male, with good grades, great circles of friends, great family and am grateful with what I have. Just an ordinary guy, and likes to play VR, playstation all those kind of E-Sports related as my pasttime.
So.. My mom is the most prettiest woman I have ever laid my eyes on for her age group. She’s kind and cares for the people around her. She always put me on top priority, wanting me to get the best out of my life. She taught me many life lessons and I looked up to her. I always loved her for who she is and happy that I have a healthy relationship with my mom where I can speak comfortably about my issues with her. She’s petite(?), height 163cm, bust C/D cup (which I accidentally stumbled upon in the bathroom one day when I was curious and just only 22 y.o), having strong black hair and great booty as she usually go to the gym and exercises regularly.
People around her always praised her body and she is definitely younger than what her age seems to tell. I always wondered how lucky my Dad is, and I hoped one day I able to marry someone with such a great attributes such as my Mom. I know I shouldn’t have such thoughts but.. my lust for her undeniably grow stronger day by day.
Maybe I am entering my adulthood, going into Uni, meeting different girls and having great time going to club with my group of friends once a week or twice. That’s why I am active and always sexually active. I always fapped 3-5x in a week casually just to release some pent-up frustration. So one saturday, I was back from the club at around 3 a.m., I walked to my room silently as possible as I do not want to wake up my parents, I heard some moaning happening in my parents’ room. Maybe I was tipsy or what, but I felt a sense of horny-ness as my boner slowly rising up. I tried to brush it off at first and decided to just fap to some porn. However, as our walls are not totally soundproof, I could still hear it. The thought of fapping to the moanings of my mom made me shake, drenched in guilt yet pleasurable.. I was still fapping and suddenly I heard a sudden stop sound – I was scared as I thought I was caught beating my meat. Actually, I just realised my dad have just cummed and I could hear my mom still catching her breath and I heard murmuring about asking whether my Dad can go for another round, but he was too tired to continue it.
Soon, I heard footsteps and realised she went to the toilet. I just tiptoe my way to my door and open it to hear any sign of life. As it turns out to be, she was pleasuring and fingering herself as I could hear small moanings from the bathroom. I wished I was the one to pleasure her and gave her the attention she needed… maybe because I am tipsy so I couldn’t really properly think. After a wholesome 20 minutes, she went back to the bedroom and I gave it another minute before I went to the common bathroom. Wow.. I am beyond shock when I opened the laundry bag and saw her wet panties and her C/D cup bra with laces. Oh god.. the smells is so arousing and made me light-headed, soon I jacked myself off thinking about her with her wet panties wrapping around my meat…
Fast-forwarded 6 months later, my Dad went for a business trip for few weeks and I am entering my 2nd year of Uni life, juggling between projects and school activities. During the weeks my Dad in overseas, life goes on as per usual with Mom in the house. However, one thing she is missing I believed is sexual attention. This is because, occasionally when nights fall in, I will hear some faint noises coming from her room. The thoughts of her playing with herself peaked my desires so bad.. I know she needed to release her frustrations as well.
Another 3 months later, I heard my Mom arguing with my Dad. I asked what happened, but they just brushed it off or lower their volume, so I thought is something serious. Night time, I try to hear what they are arguing again from my room, but I managed to pick up the murmuring and realized that Dad actually has porn addiction where he prefers masturbating to porn and neglect my Mom’s needs. What shocks me the most is Dad actually is erectile dysfunctional and/or premature ejaculate. Hence, the reason why he cum before satisfying Mom when I first heard Dad and Mom having sex when I back from the club at 3 a.m. Mom doesn’t complain nor angry at that fact, is just that she wants some attention. I was so highkey angry and absurbed at the fact how could Dad prefers porn to having her all day, he must be crazy. What on earth.. the fuck. I would fucking fuck her all day, attending to her sexual needs..
Things got worse as Dad’s addiction to porn become stronger, as their arguments revolves around that as the year goes pass by. That was when I am in my 23rd. From time to time, when Dad went overseas for business deals, I really fucking fantasize banging her pussy so bad as I heard her moans across the room as she might be busy riding the big battery dildo up her wet, slippery pussy in her room. The thought of her doing naughty things and not knowing how slutty it is drives me mad. Freaking mad. One day, I couldn’t take it anymore, so I purposely devised a plan to grab her attention – that maybe someone will be willing to satisfy her.
Usually weekend, I cooked food for the family to enjoy, so as per usual, I whipped up some dishes, maybe this time somewhat different – dishes that go well with wine. So as we were having dinner, we sipped down wine, talk about the activities blablabla during the week. I know my mom tolerance isn’t that good, so she is really flushed red and I have to stop her. So the main plan is to make Mom feels horny as possible but unable to do anything about it. Night time, when she was watching movie in the living room, I went back to my room and purposely opened my door slightly so sound can go out. So having a VR, I downloaded a VR content porn and was stimulating my dick and jacking off. However, the fun part comes where I put on my headphone, but unplugged, so all the sex noises will come out clearly while if she entered she might thought I forgot to plug it or whatsoever for all I cares. I only care she saw me stroking my dick, around (16cm-17cm) (I am not that big maybe cause I am Asian or genetics reason compared to those with 6-7 inches). But I know I am way bigger than Dad, cause I heard he is around 10cm~ through their arguments. So I slowly lube myself and stroking while making the volume slowly go from soft to medium, but I also off my VR screen, so I can see through the glasses while the sound goes on. Slowly, Mom heard it and find it weird and keep asking whether am I alright, but I choose not to respond. So, she made her way to my room and the image of her gasping at me jerking was one of the best moments of my life and it made stiffed as rock, while she presume I couldn’t see anything through VR and or heard anything as I have my headphone on.
Just nice the direction of my bed was right in front of my door, so she could catch the full glimpse of me stroking my cock up and down. I was praying damn hard that she would stay and watch and maybe get a bit lucky. Holy fuck, my prayers were answered as I could see her caressing that petite, yet blossom body of her with one way slowly inching towards her nipples and the other way rubbing her pussy through her shorts. Maybe is the effect of the wine, maybe is the thought of my dick way bigger than Dad, maybe Mom craves all the sexual desires that Dad neglected, or just maybe all. Her curves, her big breast, her wet juices, her smooth big ass are all I could thought of. Suddenly, the idea of Mom just coming straight to me, drenched with lust, begging me to do to her and idea of having incest intercourse with Mom because Dad cannot satisfy her made me even harder and stroke my dick vigorously. Not long, I am overwhelmed by everything that I have the greatest ejaculation of my life, yet. Mom was in awe but quickly recollected her thoughts and went back to her room before she was noticed. I felt I accomplished so much, one step closer to have her all for myself..
I waited, and waited trying to pick up any noises from her room. And I guessed I did it. She’s definitely fucking her pussy so bad with one of those toys. I was fucking shocked when I could hear my name being called “Fuck me, Nick!! Fuck!!”. I fucking swore that day I felt blood rushing down to my penis and I fucking beat the hell out of my meat, together with Mom, in separate room, thinking about each other.
I felt that day made me more brave as I tried to advance my moves towards her. Occasionally, I would be more daring and show my love through my actions, such as grabbing her waist tightly while giving a kiss in the cheek, or giving her massages more than often, just to have more skinship and build the desires – under the pretense of casual actions. I think I became more sexually attractive and emotionally attracted to her. I know it is wrong but.. yeah.. if there’s a person I want to marry, that would be her.
Fast forwarded to 2019, entering my 24th, my Dad passed away due to accidents. It was unfortunate accident, I love my Dad so much and it is not easy to overcome the few months leading to 2020 while Mom, my relatives and I grieved about his passing. Thankfully, Mom’s sadness is temporary, as I do not want her to slip into depression. (fuck depression, bsc I know people who got it and I almost slipped into it, so btw for those who are suffering bsc of it, please seek helps, friends, relatives or whatsoever and continue be resilient in ur struggles) Luckily, we remained positivity and carried on with our life, and I know I have to step up my game, be a man that Mom can relied on, to eventually replace Dad, so Mom will able to live a comfortable life.
Maybe because of Dad’s passing, while we comfort each other during the few months, I felt we become even more closer and supportive of one another. To me, she is the greatest woman, and I loved her. It felt, a barrier between us broke down where we become more comfortable and joked around each others. With occasional jokes bartering, and activities to keep us positive, these lead us to become more closer. True, the activities we done, are simple such as going for dinner, movies, entertainment parks and so on, it feels like we are being more comfortable with skinship. I knew I need to fill in the void and always keep Mom happy, it was hard at first, but I am hoping I am able to make Mom positive and cheerful, continue with her daily life, going out with her friend and so on. As we get comfortable with casual touchings, our needs become more prominent and she doesn’t brush it off when I am placing my hands on her thighs, or I accidentally touched her breast when I am lubbing her for sun-tanning while she facing down.
However, there’s one thing that always bugging me at the back of my head. With Dad’s passing, I know she is lonely and time to time, she tried to satisfy herself. I fucking know it’s not enough, and I know the years where Dad neglected her hot body, made it even harder. Fuck… till now I cannot fucking comprehend what Dad was thinking.. I really wanna taste that pussy of her as she squirts uncontrollably while I pumped by dick into her from the back, shaping her pussy to the shape of my dick.
There’s one time where we were drinking hard liquor, and become tipsy and I still remembered we share a kiss and we stopped afterwards. I was raging hard, so bad. One day, when she was masturbating, I heard noises and I purposely acted I was clueless and entered her room. Apologising that I did not knocked on the door, but she was alright about it and still in shock. Regaining her composure, she asked me that she missed Dad so much and she was trying to release herself. So I offered her if she needs a hand, giving reasons such as more comfortable to her and all those, which at first there was silence, but she did not reject me and shyly alright with it. Wow.. that vibrators on high speed was the gold. I watched as her clit keep vibrating and she was grabbing my hand and the bed sheets. I took the courage and eat her pussy out and giving her tits the deserved attention which Dad neglected. She noticed my bulge as it twerk sometimes. I know if this goes long, I would burst without even touching myself. Finally, she squirts on me and I tasted the saltiness.. and she covered her face. I told her it was nothing to be ashamed of, and give her a kiss. I confessed to her what she meant to me, how I felt about her emotionally, and giving hints about sexually as well, and I would rise up to replace Dad as the main family man. She gave me a smile, and gave me a kiss. It was emotional and also sexually as she laughed about my boner.
She took my boner and as she pulled down my boxers, my penis flung across her face. She was amazed and confessed that she didn’t see anything such big before and Dad did not come close to it while stroking it. Hearing it and how she compared me with Dad, made me throb and I can sense myself getting even bigger. Mom asked if it was okay for her to suck my dick, but stating it’s ok if I reject her. I was in disbelief, who could reject such a great mom with such a fabulous body like her. Eventually, she took my whole shaft and gave me the best handjobs of my life while all her saliva is on my dick. I fucking felt as if my whole body was in trance and my eyes rolled backwards. While Mom giving me a blowjob, I was squeezing her nipples while she gave out faint moans when I did it. Afterwards, my dick erupted and I cum all over her face. But we stopped there. Best fucking moment of my life.
Then, we went to clean ourselves and take a bath. I soaped and cleaned her body, vice versa. Mom said she was happy and all other stuff. Mom’s petite body with all the fantastic breast and asses that one could think of, I finally able to finger her pussy and groped her delicious boobs.
I felt life are fucking fantastic as we become even more comfortable with ourselves and now she’s wearing no-bra in the house or just wearing shorts with bra only as Southeast-Asia here is hot. This was last week. Fuck.. hope in the coming weeks, we will progress to something more as I made my advances towards her. Fuck, I love her so much, I thinking of replacing Dad, satisfy her sexually, emotionally and made her comfortable. I want marry her so bad.. damn, all these lustful thoughts are driving me crazy. The thought of my dick inserting my mom’s pussy/ass while wearing her dress gown she wore with Dad for her marriage, fucking make me wanna bang her so bad now. Hopefully, in next few weeks, I get to taste that heavenly divine bodies of her again and have my dick gripped badly and shaped by her pussy. Fucking love you.
Sorry it is a long post hahahaha just need to get off from my chest. Fuck! thanks for reading if you read all the way till here. fucking make me precum by typing all of these. Cheers and stay safe all!
Source: reddit.com/r/eroticliterature/comments/ikqce8/real_fantasizing_and_realizing_incest