I have been asked this question several times and I always side stepped it like a polished politician. Then one night after several glasses of wine and chatting on an adult anonymous site I disclosed MY SECRET privately to a fellow late night chatter and it felt so good. The weight I had carried was lifted so I thought I would finally share in a post. Now I am not good at writing or story telling so don’t be critical:
I was at my girlfriends house warming party, she was one of my best friends who I met through my husband, I was there with one of my other gf’s I work with. My husband had stayed home to babysit as we often rotate going out with our friends. The party had been going on for several hours and everyone was having fun and just bouncing around talking. One of my other Co-workers had arrived,his name was Carlos, and he had been working at our job for about 2 months. In that short time he had made his rounds with several of the girls in the office. He was arrogant and I always associated it with his age,he was 23 years old, and I never understood how these other girls always seem so memorized by him. He was young and fit but so cocky and full of himself so when talking with one of my Gf’s and finding out she too had hooked up with him I was shocked. Well he eventually started to always flirt with me and I always shot him down and reminded him that I was quite happy being married the last 15 years and he had no chance. He soon backed off but would always comment in passing that he was going to ,”Tap this married ass” and I would love it. It soon just became part of everyday office banter.
So Carlos arrived and we were grouped up and in the living room talking and making jokes about anything when he walked passed me and asked me where my husband was tonight, so I told him not thinking much of it and continued talking. Then he leaned over and whispered just so I could hear him and said tonights the night I fuck you and you are going to love it. I just laughed and said in your dreams.
It was about 930pm and I had walked upstairs to the loft area to get some privacy to phone home and tell my husband that everything was good and check on him. We were talking and he was telling me to make it quick, I was interrupting his online game and was in a battle. I was completely unaware that Carlos had followed me upstairs, then I felt him walk up behind me and before I could even react he had his hand down my top and was rubbing my breasts, I quickly put my hand on his to stop him. This is when and I cannot explain, I stopped. I was on the phone still with my husband and here is this arrogant young guy rubbing my breasts and kissing the back of my neck and I didn’t stop him. I must of let out a moan because my husband asked if everything was okay and I assured him it was. Then it all happened so fast, I really don’t know how but it did. I was still speaking on my phone and I felt Carlos hand reach up under my skirt slide my undies to the side and start massaging my pussy, he whispered in my ear , “ You like this don’t you” I just nodded my head yes and told my husband I needed to get back to the party. As I heard him talking ,I felt myself get thrown down and before I could really comprehend what was happening I felt Carlos licking and nibbling on my pussy!
I had not known when he pulled my panties completely off or when I opened my legs up to allow him to slide his face deep to start eating me but I was moaning and needed to get off the phone. I hung up and started to try and stop him but it felt so good feeling his tongue licking and thrusting into my pussy, I was so wet and I just pulled my skirt up over my face to hide my face. He must of picked up on it and he said, “You like this don’t you, you want me to keep going?” I did not answer and he stopped and slowly rubbed my pussy and told me he would stop unless I admitted I wanted him to keep licking my pussy. Once again I don’t know why but I not only asked but said,” Please don’t stop”
He turned me over on my stomach and continued rubbing and licking my pussy, then he stopped and I heard him unzip his jeans and pull them down. I immediatley thought, no I can’t let this happen. I turned around and said we have to sto…that was all I got out of my mouth. There Carlos was, standing naked with his abs showing but what caught my eye was the size of him. OMG it was the biggest and thickest thing I have ever seen. He was just smiling at me as I looked up to him and he said ,” Go to it, you know what to do”
Once again I don’t know what came over me but I dropped to my knees and started to make love to his dick with my mouth like I have never done before. This was the first strange dick I have had in my mouth that wasn’t my husbands and I was so into it. I could not get my hands around the thickness and it was so long. Carlos then pulled me up and laid me on my back. I knew what was coming next and I wasn’t stopping him, matter of fact I opened up my legs and invited him in by sliding my hands down his back to his ass and pulled him in close. I felt the tip sliding up and down my wet pussy, he pushed a little but I was struggling with the size, he whispered that he would have to go slow for me to adjust to his size and I just nodded my head yes and said don’t stop.
Then I heard Stephanie(my friend who I met through my husband), she was calling my name and walking up the stairs, I pushed Carlos off me and jumped up real quick. Carlos ducked into the closet and shortly thereafter she appeared asking if everything was okay. I told her I was just checking in with my husband and using the bathroom upstairs. We both walked downstairs together and I was still dripping wet and panty less under my skirt as I never found my thong and went the rest of the night with no undies.
It all happened so fast and I thought I would never do what I did that night but found myself craving what I did not get to finish. Guilt and pleasure battled in my mind ever since that night and led me to start browsing erotic and porn sites to try and understand my internal struggle.
That’s MY SECRET
Source: reddit.com/r/eroticliterature/comments/ikol7a/my_secret_part_1_mf
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