A Handjob After a Church Retreat [MF]

I grew up in a Christian home but I never really connected with the faith. As I was approaching the end of my time in High School I was looking forward to college, getting out of my parents house and bring done with the church. However, as I left for college so many things happened that ended up with me being fully immersed in Christian circles there as well, there was no escaping.

I moved to college the day after my 19th birthday. I was still a virgin and really didn’t have much experience. I’d made out with a few girls, fondled their breasts, and even fingered one briefly, but had never done anything more, and with the exception of one girl rubbing my cock with her foot through my swim trunks hadn’t ever had any real contact there with. No handjobs, blowjobs, nothing, not even dry humping.

About a week after I moved to college I met a girl who was starting her Junior year through a church group I had gotten connected to. Mary was a tall, pale skined, skinny brunet with piercing blue eyes and a killer smile. I was fond of her immediately and we quickly struck up a relationship. We hung out a lot, talked on the phone a lot, and I had all of the right answers to her questions about spirituality, faith, dating, etc. Mary and I were dating within just a few days of meeting and it was great. She had her own apartment, so I’d often go hang out there and we’d spend hours on her couch making out.

About a week after we started dating there was a weekend retreat for the student ministry we were connected with and Mary insisted I should go, so I did. I don’t remember much about the retreat itself, but it was the car ride home that is burned in my memory. We rode with some friends and so Mary and I were sharing the back seat. Mary was tires and decided to lay down and soon she had a pillow on my lap and she was laying across the back seat. Her hand was under the pillow and she managed to find the tip of my cock and I grew hard immediately. I assume she knew what she was doing, but we never really talked about it.

On the car ride home she layed there, gently caressing the head of my cock, almost just running her thumb back and forth over the tip. I was so hard and it felt so good. I can’t tell you how long this lasted but it seemed this was the majority of the 1.5 hour drive. I really wasn’t sure if she knew what was happening or not. Was she naive and unaware that she was caressing my.xock or did she think she was just being affectionate. I have to think she knew, but at the same time this was really out of character for who I thought she was.

This kept up.for a while and eventually I felt my orgasm coming on. As soon as my cock started to.spasm I kind of freaked out and pulled her hand away as I didn’t want her to know I was cumming. I could feel the front of my pants were soaked with my cum and I kept the pillow on my lap. Mary’s apartment was the first stop since the rest of us lives in he dorms. When we got there she invited me to come in but still embarrassed and knowing I had a wet spot on my pants I declined.

Sometimes I wonder what might have happened had I gone inside that day. I’ve got a few other missed opportunity stories with Mary, but they’re probably not worth sharing, just a lot of questions.

I think there’s a similar story with Mary that goes the other way. One time we were at her apartment and on her couch making out. She was sitting on my lap facing me, I believe just straddling one leg. We were making out and I wasn’t all that aware of anything other than our make out session, but I think as we were making out she was grinding on my leg. I’m assuming she made herself cum because at some point she broke off our kissing and started crying. I wasn’t really sure why and it didn’t seem I could help so I left. We talked later and she expressed frustration because we were being so physical and she didn’t want our relationship to be like that. I of course agreed (that was the right answer…right?) and we decided to move forward but with less physical activity.

A few days later she’s over in my dorm.room, my roommate was gone, and we’re watching a movie. I say watching movie, but in reality a movie was playing while we were in my bed making out. Realizing that we couldn’t control ourselves I ended up breaking up.with her. I know…what an idiot.

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